Ding Nan only felt stifled after the incident. It was like a person who had accidentally learned a huge secret and could not bear the weight of it, and had to spit it out as soon as possible.
The next day, when she arrived at the office, she saw that Zhang Xu and Xu Wei hadn't arrived yet. She discussed this matter with Wen Feng and said in disbelief,"I've only heard of women who hurt themselves for no reason. There was a colleague who wanted to leave his wife, but his wife couldn't change her mind. She committed suicide and hung herself all day long. There was also a classmate who wanted a divorce, and his wife did the same. She stabbed herself with scissors to fight for the kindness and weakness of the man. She did not expect a man to be like this. This is the first time I've seen it, and also the first time I've heard of it. Have you ever heard of such a man?”
Wen Feng was still painting her landscape on the drawing board on the back wall. She stopped at this moment and turned around. With her usual gentleness and calmness, she said,"I used to have a male colleague who was like this. When he was angry, he would slap himself. Don't think too much about it. Think about it from another perspective. He would rather hit himself than you. This shows that this person is very kind. If you think like this, you will feel much warmer.”
These words indeed made her dark and dense heart seem like it had burst into a ray of sunlight. Immediately, her heart lit up and suddenly became clear. The haze on her face also slowly faded. She nodded slightly and said,"That's true. But then again, this scene was enough to make people panic. You don't know, I was terrified at that time. I was afraid that his hands and fists would fall on my face or body. I was even more afraid that he would treat the child like this.”
Wen Feng smiled faintly and said," Try not to provoke him in the future. If he really acts up, ignore him. When he's angry, don't compete with him."”
She nodded and thought that regardless of whether the style of writing made sense or not, it would be a temporary measure and she would observe for a while. He couldn't deny a person just because of one thing, not to mention that this was a life-long event.
At the bottom of the computer screen, an orange square of Ali Wangwang appeared. Someone was speaking. Her heart was focused on the online store business again, so she had no time to pay attention to this matter for the time being.
After that, Li Shi would still send Hang Hang to and from school. However, compared to the time when Hang Hang found out that he was not his biological father, their relationship was even more distant. They no longer addressed each other or spoke to each other when they were in front of each other. In front of Ding Nan, Li Shi would call Hang Hang "your son" while Hang Hang would call him "Li Shi" behind his back. According to Li Shi himself, every time he picked up Hang Hang from school, he carried Hang Hang's heavy school bag. The two of them were two to three meters apart, walking one in front and one behind. They did not cross paths the entire time. It felt like a child walking with the father of a classmate who was not familiar with him.
"Can't we be the same as before? Can't you treat Hang Hang as intimately as before? He is always a child, and you are an adult. If you treat him well and try to be the same as before, he will feel it. People's hearts changed. There was nothing wrong with putting one's heart in another's.”She tried to convince Li Shi.
"After the previous two incidents, I feel very uneasy. Although he was a child, the indifference in his eyes scared me. You won't believe me if I tell you, but sometimes when I meet his eyes, I'll be shocked.”Li Shi said indifferently.
Li Shi's words made her pause. After thinking about it for a moment, she believed it without a doubt. Hanghang had been away from his parents since he was young and was brought up by his grandparents. Later, he found out that he was a single parent. He was selfish and willful, but his psychological personality was generally healthy and normal. He was not lonely and autistic. According to the teacher, he was particularly enthusiastic and lively in class. He loved to socialize and help others. However, he also had his own worries that she could not touch. He never told his classmates about his parents 'true situation. Even if it was a single parent classmate who was in the same situation, he never mentioned it to others. Occasionally, when his classmates came over to play, if they bumped into Ding Nan and Li Shi accidentally talking about their relationship, he would gesture for them to lower their voices and sensitively come over to close their doors, afraid that his classmates would hear something. As a result, all the students who came to play at home thought that Li Shi was his biological father and that this was a complete and perfect family. Ding Nan understood very well that the more he worried about Hang Hang, the more he cared and was more sensitive. Being a single parent was perhaps a pain that he would never be able to erase, even though most of the time, he appeared happy as usual.
Thinking of this, she said to Lee Shi,"If we still want to continue, this is not a good idea." Let's work harder, okay?"
Li Shi looked at her for a long time, then turned his head and smiled. He looked at her again. That feeling made her return to the time when he was funny and humorous. As expected, his words and tone had a long-lost kindness. He said,"Little Yu 'er, I'm actually very soft-hearted. I have a son myself. Hang Hang and Xiao Yu are the same to me. Hang Hang and I might not be able to get over this hurdle in our hearts for the time being. Don't worry!"
Ding Nan's eyes instantly seemed to be covered in a layer of fog. She stopped the tears that were about to fall from her eyes and slowly leaned over, resting her head on Li Shi's shoulder.
When she had time, she went to persuade Hang Hang." Hang Hang, let's be fair. Which one is better for you, Father Li or your father Lu Bo?"”
Hang Hang's eyes instantly lit up, and something called hope or longing seemed to flicker in his eyes. He said,"My father didn't find me. If he found me and lived with me, he would treat me very well.”
She did not expect this. She thought he would say, of course, Li Shi was good. She remembered that last week after Hang Hang found out that Li Shi was not his biological father, Lu Bo called him as usual. He would call every few days. As usual, when she was about to hang up, she suddenly asked him if he wanted to pick up his biological father's call. He said lightly. He doesn't want us anymore, so why should I accept it? His tone was calm, but there was obvious resentment in his words. His resentment stung her deeply. As a woman who deeply hated that man, her son also hated that man. This seemed to make her feel gratified, but as a son, hating his father made her feel guilty and uneasy.
However, today, he actually said that his biological father would be better. She couldn't tell what she was feeling, but she couldn't bear to extinguish the flame of longing in his heart. Of course, she thought that he knew that the probability of an irresponsible biological father who had not seen him for many years being good to him and bad to him was 50 - 50, but he would rather believe that it was all good. This was like a person saying when he was young that he would definitely become a scientist when he grew up. Originally, the probability of success and failure was 50 - 50, but when he was young, if he said that the probability of success was 100%, who could be sure to deny it? In short, we would rather believe that everything that is illusory and cannot be verified is good.
She did not know what to say. After thinking for a while, she said,"But Mom and your dad, Lu Bo, can never be together again. But Mom might live with Dad Li forever. If you want to follow Mom, you need to have a good relationship with Dad Li, understand?”
Hang Hang looked at her and said without thinking,"I know. I won't argue with him, but I won't call him 'Daddy' anymore.”
She had given birth to this little thing in front of her. He had come from her womb. He was a piece of meat that had fallen from her body. She thought that she knew him very well, but she did not. The real understanding might start from today. His sensitivity, his stubbornness, and his stubbornness might follow her like a shadow from now on. She sighed softly, patted his head tenderly, and walked away.
The business of the online store was getting better and better. The money from the pirate pants she sold in the early stage had arrived one after another. She roughly calculated that after deducting the cost, she had earned more money in a month than she had earned in a year, so she wanted to expand it. After saving half of the money, she took the other half. During the weekend, she and Li Shi went to Hu Yu's place to order some new models. They also instructed her to make them more exquisite when they were custom-made by the factory. They also marked them with the same Han national standard and matched them with the same packaging. She could have gone to the factory directly, but she was too lazy to go through the trouble because it was a long way away. Moreover, the people in the factory might not be as enthusiastic and responsible as Hu Yu. They were sisters and from the same hometown. It was naturally good to have a win-win situation.
"The quality was pretty good some time ago. There were very few after-sales problems. Keep up the good work this time. Sis!" She looked at the pendants on Hu Yu's bar one by one as she spoke.
"Don't worry about cooperating with me! If you have any questions, feel free to look for me." Hu Yu's words were straightforward.
September was the best time of the year for online shopping. It was said that all the online businesses, except for summer wear, would enter the peak season in September every year until the Spring Festival. After the Spring Festival, it slowly decreased until May, when it entered the off-season. It was the lightest in June and July, slowly rising in August, and suddenly rising in September. After September of this year, Ding Nan and Li Shi were busy like crazy every night at six or seven o'clock. Ali Wangwang rang non-stop and almost exploded. Every time it refreshed, there would be a lot more transactions automatically. The two of them did not have time to pack and deliver the goods. Many of the orders on the day had to be delayed until the next day. For several months, the two of them did not cook once. They ordered takeout every day. Lihua, McDonald's, and KFC took turns to deliver food until they felt nauseous.
The two of them still had to go to work. She was exhausted, so she discussed with Li Shi. They either resigned or rented an office and hired two customer service staff.
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