On the day of the first lunar month, Ding Nan came home from work. Li Shi, who was sitting in front of the computer, told her that he had just dealt with an after-sales service. A customer had signed for it for 20 days before he came to look for him. He said that it was broken after one try and wanted a refund. He said that it was seven days too early and that there was no reason to return it, so he could not handle it. In the end, that person gave him a bad review, and he returned a bad review.
Ding Nan became anxious when he heard that. He could not help but frown and said quickly,"How many times have I told you? Under the current online shopping evaluation system, the buyer is the grandfather, and the seller is the grandson. If you encounter unreasonable people or want to take advantage of them, just bear with it. Fortunately, there weren't many of them, only one or two out of ten. It didn't matter if she gave a bad review. What was important was that future buyers would not dare to buy it when they saw her bad review. It would affect the future business of this model. In this line of work, you have to look ahead. Why can't you keep your cool? Besides, I'm just afraid that you won't be able to handle this kind of thing. Didn't you say that you'll wait for me to come back to handle the after-sales service?”
Li Zhen slammed the table and stood up. He said loudly,"She's clearly the unreasonable one. Why should she let this kind of person bully her? Does the seller have any dignity?"
"You've been doing it for almost a year, and you still don't understand?" Ding Nan was furious. The current evaluation system itself was biased towards buyers. If you wanted to do online shopping, you had to beg others like a grandson. Which seller didn't lower their dignity bit by bit like this? Do you think I'm willing? Don't be so extreme in your actions. If you can ease up a little, then ease up a little…"
Before she could finish, another arc flashed in front of her eyes, and then the crisp sound of slapping rang out one after another. Li Shi slapped himself left and right and shouted,"Fine, I did something wrong. I did something wrong, okay?”
She took two steps back in a daze. Compared to the first time she saw such a situation, her fear was obviously weaker, but she was still a little afraid. She took a few more steps back and lowered her voice."I might have been a little anxious just now, but you're too extreme. You're simply unreasonable!”She turned around and walked out with a frown.
This situation happened a few more times in the next month. He seemed to have become unable to accept any opinions. She said that he was not good like this. She had hoped that he would correct it a little, but he would immediately develop to the other extreme. It was as if there was no middle ground in his mind. There was no such soothing concept as the golden mean. It was a typical case of black and white. She didn't know why he had become like this. Was it because he hadn't realized it in the past, and his true nature had been exposed over time? Or did he want to break up and deliberately use this method to make her leave? Sometimes, she would wonder if it was because she was unconsciously strong that she suppressed him like this. She tried to communicate with him more calmly and understand his thoughts, but every time she spoke halfway, he would start to flare up and beat himself up as he reflected on himself. At that time, he was like a stubborn boy in his rebellious youth. Any opinions of others would make him explode. Ding Nan felt that he was going crazy, and she was going crazy herself.
Naturally, he didn't mention anything about registering his marriage, resigning, expanding his recruitment, or working with Sun Yan and Hu Yu. She was disheartened and gradually had the intention to leave. She was just waiting for a suitable opportunity to explain it to him. It seemed to be a vicious cycle. When she gradually realized that she had left, he would approach her or touch her again. She would only feel disgusted and resistant. Many times, she would frown and willfully reject him. When she really couldn't reject him, he would lean on her. In the darkness, her face was dark, and she gritted her teeth, wishing she could kick him off. At that time, she often thought that the most painful thing in the world was to do it with someone she didn't love. Without pleasure, every minute and second was just a waste of time. How did he survive in the past? It was simply unimaginable. Finally, she couldn't stand it anymore. After that, she would stay up late every night and quietly sleep in Hang Hang's room. After he found out, he made more trouble out of nothing and beat himself hard.
Finally, when he slapped her again, she opened the door and walked out without a word. When she came back, she took out a thick envelope from her bag and placed it in front of him."This is half of the savings we've made during the time we lived together. Let's split up. You move back home. Hang Hang and I will stay here.”
He looked at the envelope in front of him, then raised his head to look at her. He said in surprise,"I don't want to be separated. Why should we be separated?”
She could not help but frown and said angrily,"You still ask why? Alright, let me tell you. You're not rational enough when you encounter things. You can't communicate with them. You keep slapping yourself. This is too unreasonable. I think this is just the beginning. If you hit yourself now and continue, you will hit me and the child in the end. Besides, your mother doesn't want us to be together. She hates that I have a child and that I'm from another city. She's afraid that I'll burden you. You know that.”
He stood up, looking very excited. He raised his voice and said,"Yes, that's what my mother thinks, but you know that I've always been biased towards you and wanted to live a good life with you. I hit myself because your words made me angry. I can't hit you. I can only hit myself to vent my anger.”
She shook her head and said coldly,"Is the relationship between us so bad that we can't communicate?" So much so that you have to torture me in this way? Since that was the case, why were they still together?”
"What if I change?" he asked, raising his eyebrows.”
She met his gaze and said calmly,"You've already become a habit. I don't believe you can change it!”
He snorted and sneered. Then, he slowly said,"These are all excuses. The truth is that you have never loved me. You have always been using me, right?”
She raised her eyes and stared at him, refuting,"You said that I used you, but what did I get? You've done it for me, but haven't I done it for you?”
He still stood there, unwilling to give up. He lowered his gaze stubbornly and stared at her, as if he did not want to miss any expression on her face. Slowly, he said word by word,"Don't beat around the bush. Have you ever loved me?”
Her eyes could not help but flicker. She looked at him again. She thought that he must have noticed it, so she could not care less. She raised her voice as if she wanted to beat back the guilt in her heart and quickly said,"The person I love, I want to be able to occupy his entire life. To me, he has no secrets, no barriers, and everything can be discussed openly. We are lovers and confidants. Other than the fact that I betrayed him, he can tolerate me in any other aspect, tolerate me, and dote on me!”
She knew that her words were a little empty. If she thought about it carefully, it was simply full of loopholes. However, at this point, she could only say this. Otherwise, what else could she say? To lie about loving him? That must have been a mistake that delayed the two of them even more.
He stared at her sharply, as if he could see through everything. Then, he said faintly,"Even if I do all this and obey you, you will have other excuses. If it was love, all problems would no longer be problems. Even if there were more injuries and obstacles, they would still be willing to find a reason to continue. If you don't love her, you'll find an excuse to leave."
She sighed softly." All this time, I thought that it didn't matter whether I loved him or not. I just thought that I could live peacefully and harmoniously. But now, I can't do that at all. We can't communicate. This wasn't an excuse. This wasn't a small problem.”
" Little Yu 'er," he called out softly. His gaze softened, and his voice slowed down, sounding depressed and sad. He turned his head away from her and continued," I think you've changed. You used to love to talk to me and discuss everything with me. But in the past six months, I feel that you've always been immersed in your own world and have your own ideas. You don't like to talk to me anymore and are becoming more and more distant." I feel that I don't understand your world anymore, and I can't get into it. The distance between us is getting further and further, like people from two different worlds.”
She lowered her voice and asked lightly,"So the more anxious you are, the more you can't control yourself and hit yourself?”
He nodded and sat down. He smiled bitterly.
Her face and eyes were filled with guilt as she said apologetically,"I'm sorry! In the past, I didn't really understand it and simply lived in a daze. After staying in the art academy for a long time, I felt that I had no goals. This wasn't the life I wanted. I wanted someone who could help me improve and improve, or at least someone who could encourage each other spiritually. I'm sorry!"
She saw the disappointment and hurt on his face and couldn't help but feel sorry for him. She didn't say anything more, but she sighed secretly. She thought that it would be better if they had talked calmly like this earlier, so that they wouldn't hurt each other again and again, or even be irreparable.
After a while, a forced smile appeared on his face. He lowered his eyes and joked,"Do you have someone else in your heart?”
She looked straight at him and said without blinking,"Absolutely not!"
He looked at her and asked doubtfully,"Has that soldier always been in your heart? Have you always loved him?"
She shook her head vigorously, as if trying to lessen the harm she had done to him. She said,"No, long before I got together with you, the moment he said that his wife was pregnant, I completely let go.”She thought that it was true. She did not lie to him.
He looked out of the window with a dazed gaze and said slowly,"Actually, you're right. I know that too. I just don't want to admit it. We're indeed people from two different worlds.”
"Don't say that!" she said sadly.
He turned around and said,"I'll pack my things in a while." After all, we've been in a relationship for such a long time. If you need anything in the future, you can still look for me. I can return and be friends with you.”
When she said " okay," she felt warm tears welling up. She didn't want to cry in front of him. She turned around and found Hang Hang standing by the door, listening.
That night, Li Shi moved out.
After a long time, she tidied up the room that they had shared, re-laid the bed, drew the curtains, and pulled them open again. She lay down on her right side and looked at the night sky outside the window silently.
After the light footsteps, Hang Hang's voice was heard.""Mom, do you miss Father Li? If he wanted to, then let him come back.”
She turned over and sat up. Looking at the child, she forced a smile and said,"I thought you didn't like him?"
Hang Hang was unusually quiet and obedient today. He stood in front of the bed with his head lowered and said softly,""But he sends me to school every day and picks me up from school. I'm used to it.”
Her heart seemed to have been touched again. She patted the child's head and turned her body to the side. Two lines of hot tears fell.
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