I'm a beautiful girl. I used to be proud of my beauty. I'm also a conservative girl. When I was a freshman, I fell in love with a tall and handsome boy. He was in the same grade as me. He also said that he loved me very much. Our relationship slowly became closer and closer. Until one day, he wanted to do it with me. I said,"You can't advance it. I want to leave it to the person I marry. Since you love me so much, you should wait until the day you marry me.”He said," I really love you. Nowadays, there are many people living together before marriage. Besides, what era is it now? Who cares if I'm a virgin or not? If you're not willing, I'll wait patiently." I could see that he was not very happy. I felt that I had let him down. Finally, one night a month later, I gave him my first time. Our relationship seemed to have deepened a little. Just like that, a few months passed. Suddenly, one day, I saw him walking hand in hand with a very beautiful girl. I rushed up to him. I really hoped that he could explain to me, but he didn't say anything. At that time, my legs went weak and I sat on the ground. I just watched them walk away hand in hand. My heart was bleeding.
That night, I called him to ask him out for a chat. He said,"Let's split up. There's nothing to talk about." Did I do something wrong? You didn't do anything wrong. It's just that I'm no longer interested in your body. Do you understand?”After saying that, he hung up the phone, and my mind went blank. As time passed, the pain he brought me finally slowly healed. I also started a new love. He was an excellent boy in all aspects. Our relationship had always been very good. He loved me very much. I thought that I had finally found my own happiness. Our relationship was progressing smoothly. We decided not to get married after that. He had many opportunities to want me, but he didn't. I was really touched and curious. After we decided to get married, one night, I finally couldn't help but ask him,""You have many chances to want me. You know that I love you very much. I won't reject you. Don't you love me? Otherwise, why don't you want me?" "Actually, you're wrong. It's not that I don't want you, but I love you too much and I don't want to hurt you. The first time is very important to a woman. Although it's the 21st century now and society is more open than before, there are still quite a number of men who care if their wives are virgins.
In the current world, anything can happen. Perhaps today, I'm still standing in front of you alive, but tomorrow, I'll be dead.。”I covered his mouth." Don't talk nonsense. Why do men care about a woman's past?”"I don't know why it's for others, but for me, I think it's because true love always wants to get a complete version of her. Love is selfish. Also, if she's not a virgin, there will be a lot of awkwardness in life. For example, maybe there are people around you who have slept with her before. " That's why I'd rather be single than marry a second-hand woman." When I heard his words, my face suddenly turned pale, but I still wanted to take a chance and ask tentatively," What if she's someone you love? Do you also care if she's a virgin?”"Are you saying that you're not a virgin? Haha, I don't believe it!" I made up my mind to go all out." I really want to tell you that I'm not a virgin anymore. I really love you. Will you accept me?”I looked at him expectantly. I was waiting for him to say that he didn't care. He said with a serious face,"Tell me, is this true? "It's true. Can you accept me?”
He looked disappointed." Hehe, I don't know either. Can you give me some time to think about it? This is too sudden. I'm not mentally prepared at all. Let me think about it quietly." After saying that, he walked out. The moment he walked out, I saw his moist eyes. My heart was so empty. My brother planted the bad Nanqiao school doctor. After the call, she received a call from him." Are you okay? I've thought a lot these past two days. I've also tried to accept you and forget your past, but I really can't do it. I really love you, but I don't think we'll be happy together. I wish you happiness as soon as possible.”After saying that, he hung up the phone. I let my tears flow. Without him, what was the meaning of my life? I finally mustered up the courage to end the rest of my life. Before I leave, I hope that my sisters will learn from my lesson and cherish their first time. Leave it to someone who can live with them for the rest of their lives. Don't be like me, unable to resist the temptation of sweet words and lose the happiness of a lifetime. Maybe I'll be gone by the time you see it, in order to let more people know my tragedy!
Where there is love, there are miracles.
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