The fusion process was painful, and the intervention of technology would aggravate this indescribable pain. Therefore, the Proluo injected the Bada Beast with an anesthetic, and soon, the Bada Beast fell asleep again.
However, he did not lose consciousness. Instead, he returned to the aqua blue space.
The Badar Beast's consciousness entered the spiritual level, and it was prepared to rest.
Unfortunately, although the aqua blue spiritual barrier could prevent the invasion of digital elements, it could not hide the constant harassment of digital elements, so the Bada Beast could not sleep.
Since he couldn't sleep, he had to find something to do.
How was his thinking?
For the highly intelligent Bada Beast, this was a very good choice.
Ever since he came to the Digimon world, he hadn't given it much thought.
He would take this opportunity to untie the knot in his heart that had been uncomfortable for a long time.
The Badar Beast calmed down and looked at the biggest problem in its heart.
Confusion.
From the moment it descended into this world to the moment it was invaded by digital elements, the Bada Beast had spent every moment in confusion.
He did not know, but he was too lazy to think about it. He had been fighting and living all this time, using these activities to numb his nerves, allowing his body to move with the occurrence of events and the passage of time.
But he was still confused.
He had never thought about the most fundamental point.
Why did Big Brother risk his life to send him to this strange world?
Was it to keep him alive? Not to mention the instability of the spatial passageway, just this world filled with contradictions was extremely primitive and terrifying. It was normal for them to kill each other. Even if they arrived in this world unscathed, there was still a high possibility that they would be killed immediately. Then was it to make him complete his character? This reason was the most absurd to the Badar Beast. Although he used to be the cold and silent type, and after coming to the digital world, his personality had become much more extroverted, he still didn't know what his personality was. Cold? Le Tian? Brutal? Coward?
He didn't know.
What was the point of living?
To satisfy his own desires?
Then what did he want?
Why did he keep saying that he wanted to become stronger? In order to break through the barrier of space and return to his big brother's side? Putting aside the gap between his aptitude and his brother's, even if he reached such a level one day, how could he return to that blue planet without even having a coordinate?
Why was he so obsessed with becoming stronger?
Was it because the weak would die?
……
So in the end, it was because he didn't want to die?
Would he be able to live a stable life without the fear of death after becoming stronger?
Still…I don't know…
Although it was just empty talk, up until now, I only wanted to protect the people who were good to me before I returned to my big brother's side…
An unrealistic goal.
If he said that, he would definitely be mocked by the Metalifruga.
But he still didn't know.
He didn't know anything.
Helping this and helping that, I've unknowingly lost my heart…
What do you want? What did he want to do?
I need a goal. I can't live muddle-headedly.
Imagine, if it was Big Brother, what kind of goal would he have?
Ahem, becoming stronger was still the primary goal.
He needed to use this powerful martial strength to intimidate those villains.
Alright, this was something that was deeply ingrained in his bones. Even the Bada Beast had never forgotten this.
Just treat it as a request from her big brother.
Then, what happened next?
And then…
The Bada Beast tried its best to imitate Zhang You's state of mind. However, although it originated from King Myriad Self's body, it was completely unable to simulate Zhang You's thoughts through its calculative brain.
Is it because Big Brother's personality is completely different from mine?
……
The Badar Beast suddenly felt a flash of inspiration in its mind.
Big Brother's sense of responsibility was very strong. It was not only reflected in his treatment of his brothers, but also in his feedback to that society.
He was the idol of every brother.
In that case, she could just imitate him.
The Bada Beast thought.
He should do something spectacular.
Even though I've become a Digimon and a Badasu, I'm still a man.
Big Brother said that a man with strength should do something big.
Even if one believed in " burying one's achievements and fame ", as a person who did not seek fame and fortune, one still had to do something first before " burying one's achievements ".
So, in the world of Digimons, what was considered a big deal?
The Badar Beast began to think.
He suddenly remembered the cute little baby, the Miluo Beast, who had been pestering him in Founding Village.
The little fellow that was entrusted to him to take care of was eventually captured by the invincible demon beast at that time. He could only watch helplessly and was powerless. He even died once because of it, and his will almost dissipated.
How could the things he wanted to do be so easily destroyed by others!？
It was the same for the demonic beasts and him.
In the eyes of the demonic beast, he was a destroyer…No, he could only be called a person who interfered with it, so it killed him. In the eyes of the Bada Beast, he had to protect the Milo Beast. If the Demon Beast came to snatch it, the Demon Beast would be the one to ruin his plan. Unfortunately, he did not have the strength to complete his mission.
This was the humiliation in his heart, and it deeply stimulated him.
The Badar Beast did not admit to this, but it did not matter.
He thought of the Sun Shade Dragon Beast and the Vajra Pestle Beast.
The former used its own power to do whatever it wanted in the gathering place of the Digimons, even if there were casualties. The latter was even more arrogant. Not only was it powerful, but it also attacked the Digimon that it had no grudges against. Moreover, it had no sense of shame. It even attacked the young Digimon.
He had been angry before, so he had stood up for her.
He was so disappointed.
This world was disorderly and chaotic.
If it weren't for the company of his friends, he would have fallen very quickly.
If it wasn't for him, the little fox beastman would have died.
The Bada Beast felt a lingering fear.
This world was like the bloody mouth of a dark behemoth, swallowing countless innocent and helpless Digimons. They had beautiful fantasies about this world, but they only got a tragic ending.
The Bada Beast was once a victim, and he had survived.
Other Digimons might not have this ability.
Therefore, he had to help them.
Just based on this hot-bloodedness.
He would never let the tragedy of the Mi Luo Beast and the little fox beast repeat itself.
I want to establish complete order in this chaotic and primitive society!
I want this world of data transformation to become a complete plane in its own way!
The Bada Beast laughed until tears welled up in its eyes.
Wahahaha, what a great dream!
To put it bluntly, it was to save the world.
It was so old-fashioned that it had fallen to the ground.
But she still wanted to do it.
Call me arrogant or stupid.
This is my spirit of sacrifice.
I'm going to do it.
For this dream, I will do whatever it takes. There might be many obstacles ahead, but it didn't matter. He just had to kill them. It didn't matter if they were criticized by other Digimons. Even if their hands were stained with blood, they had to eliminate all opposing forces. Even if they had to destroy the world before rebuilding it, they had to carry out the Digimon Completion Plan...
Cough, cough, cough. He was thinking too much.
The chuunibyou disease acted up again.
The Bada Beast held its forehead in spirit.
The advantage of my mental transformation is that it's a little fast…
No matter what, he finally had a goal.
It seemed like he had inadvertently set a huge goal…
Naturally, the Badar Beast felt a little fearful.
Can I really accomplish such a distant goal?
Or rather, is such a great goal something that an incomplete person like me can achieve?
The Badar Beast retreated.
Then, he slapped himself hard on the spiritual level.
It turned out that there was such a bastard side to his mind. He had finally found a solid goal for himself. Was he going to give up before he even started?
She really embarrassed her big brother.
The gaze of the Bada Beast gradually turned cold.
Fear and cowardice, these emotions should not be reflected in his body.
What I should do is to press forward and charge forward.
Even if he had to face death, he would not hesitate.
If my goal was too great, then I would start from the present. I would take one step at a time, one step at a time, until I reached the peak.
From today onwards, giving up doesn't exist in my dictionary.
The Bada Beast closed its eyes and frowned, as if it was suffering from some kind of pain. At the same time, as if he had sensed something, the digital elements in the outside world suddenly became stronger. For a moment, even the spiritual barrier was on the verge of collapse.
Trying to take advantage of the situation?
The Bada Beast sneered.
Do I look that easy to bully?
A wisp of white mist seeped out of his spiritual body and disappeared without a sound.
What I want to do is the most difficult and greatest thing in the world. It's not something that a digital element without will and relying solely on instinct can stop!
He suddenly opened his eyes, which were filled with unprecedented determination.
I don't want to be the king of this world!
I just want the world to change according to my will!
The digital elements that surrounded the spiritual barrier slowly retreated.
I no longer fear.
I can start working hard for my great cause.
So, I've slept enough. I want to wake up.
The Miracle Digital Elements had been combined.
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