"An Xiaomi! Why do you have to know who your father is? Is your mother not good enough to you?？”An Qinliang was stunned for a moment before she regained her composure. She seemed very casual when faced with her daughter's question.
"Because I don't want my mother to be alone for the rest of her life!”An Xiaomi's voice was a little choked up. It was obvious that she was very sad. All along, she knew that her mother had a beautiful memory in her heart, but she just didn't want to think about it. In the eyes of others, her mother lived a carefree life with a high-paying job, an obedient daughter, and a large number of suitors. It seemed that she lived a glorious life, but only her daughter knew what kind of life they had endured.
"Amy, you're enough for Mommy!”Looking at her daughter's teary eyes, An Qinliang's heart ached again. She must have cultivated a few lifetimes of good fortune to have such a precious daughter!
"No, you should be like your aunt and have a husband who dotes on you!”An Xiaomi had always been envious of her aunt's family. Although they didn't have much money, their family had the feeling that she wanted.
"An Xiaomi, not everyone has that kind of fortune! So stop crying and wash your hands to eat!”An Qinliang would never allow her daughter to be trapped in that corner. She knew what she was thinking, so she was working hard to meet a suitable man and give An Xiaomi a family with a father. However, after so many years, she had met so many people, but she still did not feel anything.
"An Qinliang, tell me, who is the man in your memories?”An Xiaomi didn't know what was wrong with her mother this time, but she just wouldn't let her mother go. She looked into her own eyes. The woman's face was the standard oval-shaped, and the most beautiful thing about her was her eyes. When one looked at her, they wouldn't feel like they were falling in.
"Memories? How could I have any memories? I didn't!" An Qinliang, who was slightly absent-minded, averted her daughter's eyes and shook her head with a smile. What kind of memory was that? Was it beautiful? It was tragic! Was it a memory to have a crazy night with a man who didn't have her in his heart? She could not help but smile bitterly.
"An Qinliang, why are you always so weak? Ten years ago, you didn't dare to face it, and ten years later, you're still the same! What exactly are you running from? I look down on you! Did you know?" An Xiaomi seemed to be deliberately going against An Qinliang and kept provoking her.
"That's right! I'm just that weak! An Xiaomi, your mother is just so weak! It's not that I don't dare to face it, but I have no choice! Just like ten years ago, when others called me a promiscuous woman and called me shameless, I could only silently accept it! Who asked me to not keep myself clean and have you at the age of fifteen?”An Qinliang's voice became softer and softer. In the end, she collapsed on the ground. Her eyes were empty, and crystal clear liquid was left on her face. Her psychological defense of many years had finally been broken by her daughter. Memories were like a flood that could not be stopped.
"Mom! What's wrong with you? Don't scare me! I was wrong. I won't provoke you anymore. Forgive me, okay?”Seeing her mother lying on the ground, An Xiaomi panicked. She had only seen her mother cry twice since she was young. The first time was when her grandmother passed away, and her mother cried herself hoarse. The second time was when she was injured ten years ago. Now, she was actually crying. Could it be that those memories were really like what her aunt had said?
She hurriedly hugged her mother and realized that her mother's body was full of bones. So, you've sacrificed so much for me!
"Mom, I won't ask anymore. I won't ask anymore! I'm sorry, Mom!" She watched as her mother remained silent, only crying non-stop and sobbing softly.
Daughter, it's not that I don't want to tell you, but I can't tell you. Telling you about this memory that shouldn't have happened will only make you suffer. Moreover, this memory is so bitter. How should I remember it? Can you teach me? An Qinliang hugged her daughter tightly, feeling even more indebted.
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