"Are you sure you won't give up on me?”she asked anxiously, reconsidering her early conditions.
" Active," he said, squeezing her butt.
Xiao Min's breathing fell sharply." Upstairs.”she said.
She wrapped her arms and legs around him, hugged him, and followed him to the top of the stairs. It would have been easy if he had been sober all the time, but it proved to be the astonishing drunkenness that made it difficult. He took it one step at a time, and Xiao Min squeezed her body close to him the entire time. Her jade-like peaks flattened into his chest, and her breathing quickened as she grew excited over what they were doing.
What did she do, Luo Zi, Luo Chong, this guy she was obsessed with, because of the ninth grade guys who had seen her last crazy study would be in their accounting exams every morning at seven. It had happened, and she used her strong arms and legs to squeeze him tightly to comfort herself that it was real. They reached the top of the basement stairs and Luo Chong staggered, leaning against the wall, under the influence of Xiao Min's laborious panting.
He held her and his buttocks because he had slowed down his legs under him. Luo Chong's lips found her and kissed her as he pressed his buttocks against hers hungrily. Xiao Min pulled his mouth towards her. Her fingers were wrapped around his hair.
He moved his mouth away from her." Which way?”he panted.
"Ascending the stairs, leaving for the first time.”she replied vehemently.
Luo Chong pulled himself back from the wall and stumbled along the corridor to the front door. He reached the bottom of the stairs and went up to reach the first four steps of the longer flight landing at the base. He pressed her against the wall and kissed her deeply again, his back against her as he walked up the stairs. Xiao Min's mouth attacked his neck, and the two approached, kissing, licking, biting, making Luo Chong's breath catch and his throbbing in his jeans.
They reached the stairs at the top of the mountain and he pushed her against the door. Her mouth went to him, and he reached out to open the door blindly. Xiao Min's hand fell down, joining him in his search for the elusive doorknob. The cold metal around the front door twisted. The door suddenly turned back to the threshold that Luo Chong had crossed and entered her bedroom. He had to speed them up to keep them vertical, they impacted a wall. Xiao Min panted heavily, but her lips remained locked to prevent him from grinding his teeth.
When Xiao Min woke up the next morning, she was still at the top of Luo Chong's bed. She was the first to be confused about who she was. A wave of fear passed through her when she realized what she had done. Xiao Min pulled away and climbed out of bed. She was barefoot and froze the hard wooden floor under their feet. She shivered, worried that her spine and stomach would turn into a block of ice. This shouldn't have happened, not with him, not with Luo Chong. He was a good person and should not be used.
'You're drunk,' she told herself.'He's lonely, you're lonely.' You shared all night, all this is, it must be. However, this was not what she wanted. At least, she did not expect that this was what she wanted. She felt cheap, and she felt like she had let down the negative impressions of the girl from her neighborhood. But it just happened, he would always be there, he was so wonderful, he was so charming, she missed him so much. Xiao Min pulled her sweatpants and cans back, then hurriedly left the room and retreated to the bathroom.
She sat on the toilet bowl and buried her face in her hands. Her head was pounding, and she realized that she wanted to be even drunker than she had been the night before. Xiao Min had used him, she had gone mad, Wei Ming had been unfaithful to her, and found a hot guy. She couldn't stop Luo Chong. He deserved to have someone better than her, someone he might actually be involved with. She was in a mess now, and it was not worth it for him to face all this.
What are you thinking about? Xiao Min asked herself. She didn't even beat Wei Ming in terms of technique. She said it, but he still didn't believe it. She didn't either. It wasn't true, it wasn't in her heart. Xiao Min broke with him before, and only he got it back a few weeks later. She loved Wei Ming. He had hurt her, but she had also hurt him sometimes. Now that she wanted to hurt Luo Chong, she felt that it was like dog shit. Xiao Min sighed. She needed to confide in Yang Jiaqi. She needed to get rid of Luo Chong and find out what it all meant.
Xiao Min ran downstairs and turned on the radio. The storm had stopped and the plow was clearing the road. The music played for her to make breakfast, and the two of them barely heard it, because in her mind, she was lost. She had always been with Wei Ming and since the second year of high school, some were his fault, others were hers and others were breakthroughs UPS. They played a lot, but when the economy was good, they were really, really good. Through it, she loved him, despite how he treated her and sometimes her parents 'objections. The only people she truly loved were those who could hurt her, like Wei Ming.
Then there was Luo Chong, an obviously good person who seemed to really like her. But how good was it? Was he real? In Xiao Min's experience, the only way to be good was because they wanted something. Would she do what Luo Chong had said last night? Would he not get tired of her? Was it a righteous act? This didn't seem like Luo Chong though, he was a sticker. He and Jenna had been together for many years. It was the truth. Wei Ming had obviously lied to her. She couldn't imagine Luo Chong doing this.
Although she didn't know that he wasn't real. She knew Wei Ming. She knew what to expect, sometimes good, sometimes bad. There were so many unknowns with Luo Chong. Was he really like Jenna? What if his boyfriend, Xiao Min, thought that he had always been? She hadn't hung out with them in the crowd, and the possible relationship between the two of them shared the same type as she shared with Wei Ming. She's evil. She knows she didn't make a deal?
A hand rubbed against her shoulder, scaring her into tears.
Luo Chong laughed. "I'm sorry. I want you to listen to me.”he said.
He left his hand on her shoulder and ran it down her arm. Xiao Min stood still. Her muscles were tense, and her heart was beating fast. Her hands circled around him and came before her, pressing against her stomach. His lips were pressed against her back, against her cheek. She felt him kissing her bare neck. Xiao Min pulled away and turned to face him. Xiao Min's heart ached for Luo Chong when she saw the confusion on his face. She hated herself for being so cruel to him.
She hoped it was easy. She might just want him to be affectionate and kiss her. He felt good about himself. She thought about these things. More importantly, she felt that she had done something terrible and insensible. She was the person she truly liked. Luo Chongcheng stood behind her and saw her embarrassed expression.
" I…" He began.
"I need to get those eggs.”she said, interrupting him.
"Do you need a hand?" He provided it.
"No, I haven't." Xiao Min hurriedly replied. " It's just that…I just sat down. I'll take good care of it.”
Luo Chong looked at her." Are you sure? Is everything okay?"
"Yes, I am." She replied," Forced happiness." "Just let me handle the cooking, okay?”
Luo Chong looked like he was about to argue, but chose to object and sat down. Xiao Min hurriedly finished the scrambled eggs and sat down to eat with him. They remained silent for a while and just ate. Luo Chong realized that Xiao Min had gone even further than she had for the night before. He regretted giving her so much. He thought it would be so easy. She had gone through a breakup, and she was a mess. He should respect him and stay away from him.
" Listen," Xiao Min said, indifferent after picking at her food until it would turn cold." I don't want you to think about last night more than it really meant," each word came out hard, but she had to do it. " I think something happened, just like you. Maybe we went a little overboard. I really like you. Maybe, if things were different, we could…" Xiao Min trailed behind. This was irrelevant. She wanted to say something. "I don't think I'm ready to go through this with anyone else. I'm really not going to enter a new relationship. I'm sorry."
Luo Chong was silent for a moment, observing her unreadable eyes. "What about him?" he asked.
Xiao Min sighed. "I don't know. I don't think so. I really don't know what I want to do. I just really screwed up.”
Snatching points. "Alright then." he said.
He had a lot of questions, and he wanted to argue, but decided to just make her worse than this he had already made. He felt that he was already in a terrible state. When he gave her this position, he should not have been so clear. He allowed his desires to get his mind ahead of time, and he would allow his loneliness to prevail over his morals. Originally, he felt ashamed of his grandfather.
"I'm still, you know, going to hang up.”Xiao Min said. "I mean, if you don't think it would be too strange.”
"No, I want that." he said.
Xiao Min's experience in flood relief. " Thank you," she replied gratefully.
This word, in its many subtleties, had many size of gratitude. Everyone heard them and understood them. He didn't agree. She couldn't give up unless she was asked to answer the question. It was good to stay calm. Xiao Min expressed her gratitude, but the other part was even more upset. She felt weak, but she also felt a little angry. She didn't know, but what made her angry about Luo Chong's reaction. Was this for him? What about herself? Wei Ming? Only average? Xiao Min didn't know. She didn't have time to figure it out.
Luo Chong nodded." I think I should put on my clothes and stick my head out.”
Luo Chong didn't dress beyond his boxers, thinking that he and Xiao Min were going to resume their activities the night before. He stood up and turned around. Xiao Min noticed that he had a tattoo on his back for the first time. He walked to the stairwell and backed up to her bedroom before she got a good look, but the fact that he had one surprised her. What she really didn't expect was that she had more pressing matters to worry about.
She decided that she did not have the appetite to clean the dirty plates. Most of the garbage that scraped her was leftover eggs. She grabbed it back because she was loading the dishwashing machine and fully dressed up. His head was pounding with pain, and with rejection, he had just received a rather pleasant morning. At least the breakfast was good, he thought. Xiao Min straightened her back and watched as he stood clumsily at the front door, his coat and boots on top of him.
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