The idle gentleman of the flower city
12 Scholar Shi Lei’s First Love Letter

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Shi Lei was my best comrade in the division. One Saturday, everyone went out to play. He was the only one who was looking at a photo on the table. I bought washing powder from the military service center and saw that she was still crawling there, so I crept over. When I saw that the photo was of a delicate girl, I asked him. He said that she was his girlfriend. After saying that, he placed the photo in his arms. I smiled and said to him,"Look! I won't snatch it from you! I'm going to wash the clothes!" When I came back, he was gone. Kong Ran found a piece of paper on the table. It looked like a letter.

The days with you

Love comes and goes, stop and go, will you forget me in the fleeting years like water?

Love pulled and pulled, entangled, I lost countless thoughts of you along the way.

Inadvertently, I would always think of your face. The short days have long been engraved in my heart, just because you were by my side. On the day of parting, tears poured down her heart. No one could understand the sadness and reluctance. Her heart was always so uneasy.

I've always wanted to calm down and clean up the bits and pieces that I've had with you…

First meeting, well

That day, when I walked into the space of my literary friend Waning Moon, my heart quietly tasted the words in the text. Inadvertently, I saw you. I had a special feeling and a unique like. So I walked into the space where you didn't like others to run errands. Curiously, I opened the mysterious cover of your photo album. A familiar and unfamiliar face came into my eyes. It was fate that it was you, so I put you in my heart.

I still remember the first time I talked to you. Your indifferent appearance led me to like you. Perhaps it was the words that made me and you form this fate. The initiative that I had never taken before spurred me to approach you. The wind blew and the clouds rolled. Gradually, we got to know each other.

Every night, I just want you to be online. I refresh my space repeatedly, and I only want to see your messages. I told you our common language and shared every moment of our lives. I know that we have too many similarities and likes. I can't bear to say goodnight to you in the dark night.

Meeting, longing

I didn't expect that you would choose to meet me alone on a snowy day. I fulfilled my promise and began our first meeting at the high-speed rail station. There were no small talk, no awkwardness, and no disappointment. Along the way, you leaned against the car window. I could see the helplessness you felt when you were carsick. There were several times when I wanted to get out of the car and let you breathe in the fresh air, but you insisted on not doing so. My heart ached for you.

The snow fell one after another. I like the romance when I walk in the snow with you. I hold your hand and take you into my favorite campus, to the lotus pond and moonlight that belongs to me. I just want you to walk into my heart. I like to tell you about those people and things on campus. I just want you to feel that you belong to the life here.

The mischievous me still loved to ice-skate. When I realized that I liked you, I held your hand without caring about anything and slipped out of an indescribable revelry. I could read your smile. That was the most genuine love.

Happy times were always so short. They didn't have time to have dinner together. They were afraid that they would miss the bus ride back. They were afraid that if they left today, there would be no tomorrow. Therefore, I reluctantly sent you to the town you lived in before returning home alone.

Parting, reluctant to part

The regret of losing the ticket made it so that we could meet again. Different times, different places, but they had the same longing. Let go of everything. I just want to see you one last time.

The snow melted, but her heart felt warm. During the snowy time, we gathered and parted. Seeing your figure again, I couldn't hide my joy. I thought of taking you hiking. You leaned on my shoulder on the bus. I felt your peace of mind. That was what I wanted to give. Along the way, we listened to love songs and thought of you and me.

The road was long, the sun was setting in the west, and the sky was red. The snowy mountain road had our laughter and smiles. The beautiful pictures kept being fixed in front of my eyes with the camera. I like to carry your bag, hold your hand, and walk together forever.

The embrace at the top of the mountain always spread in my mind, and your fragrance still lingered on my lips. The fleeting years like water don't want to stay for you and me. I'm afraid it will go too fast, afraid of the dark, afraid to say goodbye to you.

I can't forget the fragrance of your favorite spicy hotpot and milk tea that night. I can't forget how reluctant you were to see me off that night. Am I not? Looking back time and time again, just to see you one more time when you leave.

The moment you turned around, I silently complained about the sourness in my heart. I couldn't bear to part with my love for you. I cried, but I didn't want you to see it. I know that you will be sad and my heart will ache for you.

For you, change

For you, I will go back to the beginning. I know you like writing, so I began to pick up the idea of giving up writing. I know you care about me, so I choose not to cry. I know you want to stay in your hometown, so I'm conflicted. I know you don't want to leave, you're afraid that love will lose to distance, so I forget my worries and try to change the situation. I know you have too much yearning in your heart, so I want to give you a hundred times of happiness; I know that you like to be with me, so I choose not to give up. We can't afford to lose, so I relive the days we spent together and choose to cherish them.

I can't give you a vow of eternal love, but I can promise you that I won't lie to you. I can't give you a luxurious mansion, but I can build a house full of happiness for you. I can't go to your favorite Heavenly Capital, but I will be willing to wait for you.

After you left, I repeatedly reviewed the photos in my phone. I know you don't like it. I'm sorry. I can't stop thinking about you. I know you're afraid of memories because I'm not by your side. I knew you would feel lonely on the train, so I was always online. My heart aches for you. I only hope that everything will be fine over there.

If you are well, it will be sunny!

When I finished reading, Shi Lei came over. I smiled again."Speaking of the great poet Shi, you're quite good at writing! I'm almost touched!" Then, she made a face and ran away. This was probably the most touching love letter I had seen in many years, so I wrote it down. It was also a kind of beauty to occasionally recall it! It reminds me of my former comrades.

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