8
Skin whiter than snow. Other than her slightly sallow complexion, her arms were faintly more tender than a pink lotus root, and her skin was fairer than snow. Jin Xiaochuan restrained his emotions. Perhaps it was because the sadness in his heart had overwhelmed everything, but he was as calm as Liu Xiahui.
Jin Xiaochuan looked at the IV drip with his depressed eyes. He watched as the drip slowly dripped down, temporarily relieving his nervousness and panic.
Her melancholic eyes occasionally glanced at Long Xiangjue, who was lying on the bed with an IV drip, and then shifted her gaze. He had to maintain a balance in his heart. If he lost his composure, then the worst outcome would probably be that they could not be siblings anymore. Jin Xiaochuan ate all kinds of grains and was on the horizon of the road of love. Although he did not consider matters of love for the time being, the environment in which he lived was completely surrounded by emotions. Once a breeze blew past the lake in his heart, it would definitely wrinkle due to the wind. At this moment, sorrow and joy were mixed, and the thoughts in his heart were helpless.
He blamed himself. What else could he do other than blame himself?
If one added a word in front of the heart, then the word "pain" would definitely be the first choice. Heartache!
Badong Ronin Jin Xiaochuan felt guilty again. Facing the scene, he knew that the words " if I had known this would happen, why would I have done it in the first place " were not just words of love, but a painful feeling that seeped into his bones. Who asked him to have the heart? If it were a scarecrow, there would be no worries, no heartache.
As he watched the drops drip down, he suddenly felt a chill from his eyes to his heart.
" I must be born for you…" The words that he had wanted to say to Long Xiangjue earlier had been squirming in the corner of his heart, but every time he was about to set off a tide, he would give up because he did not have enough confidence. It was even more impossible now.
Long Xiangjue's selling of health had actually given him an indescribable blow. No trust!
Jin Xiaochuan had his own understanding. Because he had fallen for Long Xiangjue, he had a kind of longing for Long Xiangjue. He hoped that Long Xiangjue could tell him everything, including the worries that she was unwilling to tell him. If that was the case, Jin Xiaochuan would definitely think that Long Xiangjue treated him as a real family member.
However, Long Xiangjue had ignored Jin Xiaochuan by selling his health.
Looking at the drip and Long Xiangjue, Jin Xiaochuan's troubled heart was in a mess.
Slowly, Long Xiangjue opened his heavy eyes. His eyes were filled with confusion. She turned her head and saw Jin Xiaochuan with a strange expression and tears in his eyes.
" Sister Jue…" Jin Xiaochuan, who was blaming himself, was pleasantly surprised when he saw Long Xiangjue wake up.
"..." Long Xiangjue opened his mouth, but no words came out. She was surprised by her surroundings. She found it strange that Jin Xiaochuan was here as well. Moreover, the scenery here was all white. She found it unbelievable. She shifted her body and wanted to sit up.
" Don't move, Sister Jue. You're on an IV drip…" Jin Xiaochuan hurriedly stepped forward to stop her.
Long Xiangjue was shocked. He looked away from Jin Xiaochuan's face and looked at his left hand. Indeed, his left hand was connected to an infusion tube, and at the top was a medical transparent bottle. Needless to say, it was filled with medicine.
Long Xiangjue found it strange and asked in confusion,"Brother Ah Chuan, how did I get here? Didn't I go home already?"
When Jin Xiaochuan heard this, he knew that Long Xiangjue's subconscious plan after selling his blood was to go home.
" Sister Jue, you fainted…" Jin Xiaochuan's voice sounded like he was swallowing his tears.
" I…" Long Xiangjue was at a loss.
He had to bring up the matter of selling blood, so Jin Xiaochuan said patiently,""Sister Jue, do you think we're family?”
Long Xiangyu was extremely surprised to hear Jin Xiaochuan's words. She asked,""Brother Ah Chuan, I once said that you're also my biological brother. How could you forget?”
"Alright, as your brother, should I ask about the family's matters?”Jin Xiaochuan frowned. His hands trembled slightly, so he clenched his fists tightly.
"Brother Ah Chuan, is there something difficult?”Long Xiangjue suddenly felt flustered. She realized that Jin Xiaochuan had probably found out about her selling her blood, but she didn't know what he would think.
Jin Xiaochuan smiled coldly as if he was overthinking things."Am I still considered a member of the Long family? If that's the case, why didn't you tell me that you were selling your blood? Do you treat me as one of your own? Sister Jue, tell me, am I very unlucky?”
" Heh, no…I didn't sell my blood…Heh, no, Brother Ah Chuan, you're a good person…" Long Xiangjue said insincerely.
"Pretend I didn't say anything?" Jin Xiaochuan hated himself.
" Brother Ah Chuan, I…You…You're really a good person. I'm not lying…" Although Long Xiangjue knew that Jin Xiaochuan knew that she had sold her blood, she still did not want him to know about her plan.
"Sister Jue, if what you said is true, then please tell me, why did you sell your blood? I'm still here for the big things. I don't need you to sell your blood. I'm a man and a member of the family. Don't discriminate against me and don't ignore my feelings. Even if I did something wrong, I still have a chance to correct it. Why don't you give me a chance to correct it?!”Jin Xiaochuan was a little excited.
Long Xiangjue was stunned. She didn't know that this little thing of hers had caused Jin Xiaochuan to feel an infinite amount of emotion. It was all from the bottom of his heart. She vaguely felt that Jin Xiaochuan's words seemed to be related to his emotions, and she vaguely felt that it was like the words of a lover. Long Xiangjue was a little embarrassed. However, she could not remain silent. Thus, when Jin Xiaochuan's questioning had temporarily ended, she opened her mouth and said,"
"Brother Ah Chuan, I want to do something for my brother. It's within my ability. Don't take it to heart, okay? If I can do something for my brother, I'll feel better. Otherwise, I'll be even more unhappy…"
What Long Xiangjue said was naturally the truth. However, this made Jin Xiaochuan angry and anxious.
Jin Xiaochuan tugged at his hair as if he was wringing his wrist. He spoke faster,
"Selling blood is no small matter. It's a matter of life and death for a girl like you to sell blood! If Brother Anping finds out, he will die of pain and hate me even more!”。
Her voice was sorrowful and shook Long Xiangjue's soul.
Long Xiangjue glanced at Jin Xiaochuan and saw a pained and twisted face. He knew that he was indeed hurt by her selling her blood. However, she could not give a reasonable explanation for selling her blood. She wanted to brush it off, but she could not think of a reason. However, she had to give him a reason that could convince him and herself, but she could not find it at the moment. Fortunately, she could still express her feelings, but she was a little evasive.
"My brother is not that kind of person. He won't hate you…"
" Even if you don't hate me, I hate myself. I hate myself for being shameless, useless, and pitiful…"
It was almost roaring. He did not expect Jin Xiaochuan to be so easily agitated. Who hurt him? Who made him so angry? Who is it that has messed up the rhythm of emotion, and is throwing away the quiet?
"Brother Ah Chuan, don't tell my parents about selling blood, okay?”Long Xiangyu skipped the rhythm of Jin Xiaochuan's roar and seemed to skip the topic of Jin Xiaochuan's roar as she subconsciously said this sentence.
It was Jin Xiaochuan's turn to open his mouth, not knowing what to say. However, after hearing Long Xiangjue's words, Jin Xiaochuan's emotions seemed to have calmed down, and he no longer roared with red eyes.
After a moment of silence, Jin Xiaochuan said,"
"I won't be so stupid as to make Godparents worry and sad. However, you can't sell your blood anymore. Sister Jue, promise me, okay?”
He did not look at Jin Xiaochuan. Although his eyes were looking at the drops dripping down, his heart was in turmoil. Did the uneasy Long Xiangjue agree to Jin Xiaochuan's words?
9
It was lunchtime when the drip was finished. Jin Xiaochuan suddenly thought that his godparents might be looking forward to it. Perhaps they were anxious. Thinking of this, Jin Xiaochuan hurriedly collected his wandering mind and felt guilty for his earlier loss of composure. He looked at Long Xiangjue and saw that her face was gradually becoming rosy and no longer as sallow. He thought that Long Xiangjue had probably returned to normal. Therefore, he took out his phone and called his godparents. He said that Sister Jue had been helping out at Anping Corporation in the morning and had missed lunchtime because she was too busy. They were going to have lunch at a restaurant and did not have to wait for them.
However, after making the call, Badong Ronin Jin Xiaochuan realized that he had lied again, even though it was a white lie. She pressed the phone button and scratched her head. She tilted her mouth and looked at Long Xiangjue, only to find that Long Xiangjue had turned his head away shyly. At this moment, Jin Xiaochuan's heart was thumping like a deer. Jin Xiaochuan begged in his heart,'Sister Jue, forgive me. I shouldn't have lied to my godparents.'
The community hospital's clinic was not a place to stay for long. Moreover, from morning to noon, his stomach had been singing the empty city stratagem. He might still be rebelling! Jin Xiaochuan looked at Long Xiangjue again and said,""Sister Jue, shall we go to the restaurant and get something to eat? "I'm hungry…" Long Xiangjue raised his head slightly and glanced at Jin Xiaochuan who was panicking."Brother Ah Chuan, I didn't do it properly. I made you suffer and starve. Well, let's go to the restaurant for lunch as you said.”Jin Xiaochuan was pleasantly surprised when he heard that. He was afraid that Long Xiangjue would reject him. If he did, he would lose face. A tree had its bark, but a man had his face. He, Jin Xiaochuan, could not afford to hurt him, but he had to save his face.
"Sister Jue, which restaurant are we going to?" Jin Xiaochuan asked in surprise.”
Long Xiangjue, who lived at the foot of Phoenix Mountain, was naturally more familiar with the environment than Jin Xiaochuan. She smiled shyly and said,""There's a restaurant not far from here called 'Cyclamen. I think we should go to the 'Cyclamen' restaurant. The environment there is quite elegant.”
Jin Xiaochuan clapped his hands lightly and revealed a shy and mischievous smile."That's good! Let's go to the 'Cyclamen.'"
After saying that, Jin Xiaochuan extended his hand and made a gesture of invitation. After Long Xiangjue stood up, he maintained a certain distance from Long Xiangjue and walked to the Celestial Guest.
Jin Xiaochuan followed the waiter upstairs to a private room and asked Long Xiangjue to order. She also asked Long Xiangjue to order her favorite dishes. After a few rounds of shyness, Long Xiangjue finally stopped rejecting and ordered a few types of tea. The tea was suitable and the price was reasonable, but he refused to order soup. Jin Xiaochuan thought to himself that Long Xiangjue would definitely need nutrition to replenish his blood…Therefore, he circled a dish of stewed pigeon soup on the menu.
After the stewed pigeon soup was served, Long Xiangjue thought to himself," He's indeed a meticulous person…" His heart was filled with joy." Brother Ah Chuan is not only meticulous, he's probably also a person who is willing to put in effort…"
While tasting the stewed pigeon soup, Jin Xiaochuan noticed that the way Long Xiangjue looked at him was obviously different.
However, Jin Xiaochuan had to suppress his thoughts. This was because it was a special period and because of his own mistakes, he could not have any other thoughts. After thinking about it, since there was a change, then Long Xiangjue would no longer look at him differently. At this moment, Jin Xiaochuan thought that he wanted to treat Long Xiangjue as a fairy-like sister, his own sister.
Jin Xiaochuan exhaled heavily and said,""Sister Jue, do you and your parents still hate me?”
After stopping the spoon, Long Xiangjue's beautiful eyes paused for a moment. Her gentle gaze stopped on Jin Xiaochuan's face for a second before she said thoughtfully,""Dad and Mom don't hate you. As for me, I did have a little bit before, but…"
Long Xiangjue deliberately stopped talking and took a sip of the pigeon soup.
"But what? Can you tell me?" Jin Xiaochuan was a little impatient.
Smiling shyly again, Long Xiangjue stopped the spoon in his hand and said," Yes, but my brother once said something…"
The voice was melodious and melodious, sounding a little sweet. "Sister Jue, what did Brother Anping say? Tell me quickly!" Jin Xiaochuan hurriedly asked.”
"Do you really want me to say it?" Long Xiangjue smiled mischievously.
" Yes, that's right, it's true. Tell me…" Jin Xiaochuan sat upright and looked at Long Xiangjue.
Long Xiangjue nodded and said,"My brother once said that we must learn to be tolerant. Forgiveness was open-mindedness, understanding, respect, and encouragement. Forgiveness was a kind of magnanimity. One could be selfless, fearless, unrestrained, and free from dust. Of course, tolerance was not indulgence without principles, nor did it mean to swallow one's anger and submit to adversity. Forgiveness is a beneficial attitude towards life, a gentleman's style, and a kind of patience held by wise people..."
Upon hearing this, Jin Xiaochuan clasped his hands and said,""I've learned my lesson!"
"Brother Ah Chuan, why are you still in your arms?”
" I…" This time, it was Badong Ronin Jin Xiaochuan's turn to be at a loss.
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