Obviously, I don't know the answer!
Atobe smiled as he looked at my confused eyes." If you don't know, then don't think about it. You're already stupid enough. Don't let yourself be stupid anymore. That won't be gorgeous."”
“……!”I swear that when I recover, I will give this 'water sparrow' who only knows how to be 'gorgeous' the most gorgeous kick.
Ignoring the blue cross on my forehead, I weakly looked at Nindo, whose face had turned green." I'm sorry for making you worry. I swear I won't do it again."”I will definitely walk into the hospital obediently before I meet you.
Perhaps it was because I sincerely apologized that Otoshi's expression finally looked a little better, which made me heave a huge sigh of relief. However, there was someone who liked to cause trouble. Atobe Aqua Sparrow's unhappy voice sounded in my ear," I'm also worried. Why aren't you thanking me?"!”
“……!”My silence made him stare gloomily and curl his lips. I smiled sweetly, but my pale face affected my beauty. I panted and finished my sentence." You look…very…not gorgeous now!”
"You…" Atobe glared at me and held back his anger. However, the crisp knocking on the door interrupted our friendship.!）interaction.
A middle-aged man who looked to be in his fifties came in. Although his face was wrinkled, his sparkling eyes showed that he was definitely a wise man.
He held a stack of papers in his hand and went straight to the point." The test report is out, but before I tell you the results, Miss Tian Shanghu, I want to ask you a question.”
"Yes." No matter what he asked, I would answer truthfully. I hoped that he wouldn't blame the dried vegetable juice, or else…
Although he had already received my confirmation, he still hesitated for a moment before saying," Miss Tian Shanghu, may I ask if you have taken a large amount of sleeping pills before?!”
“……!”I blinked my eyes strangely and nodded in confusion." Yes.”
" How much did you take?!" His eyes were fixed on me, so serious that I was a little scared.
"Uncle Zeda…!" Ninja stopped his terrifying gaze at the right time, but in fact, I wanted to say that your gaze now scares me even more!!
I swallowed hard. I endured the burning gazes of Otoshi and Atobe and said," A lot, right?"!”
"... right?" Dr. Sawada repeated uncertainly.
The corners of her mouth twitched awkwardly." I…can't remember either. There should be a lot!”
Sawa looked at me with a complicated expression and handed the report to Ninja. Ninja took it and read it carefully, but his eyes widened in disbelief.
" After the test, there was a large amount of sleeping pills in her blood. The concentration was…lethal!"! Moreover, according to the half-life test of the drug, these components should be remnants, and the time should be at least four months. These drugs were taken at the same time, which meant that more than four months ago, she had taken a large amount of sleeping pills in one go…Although it was unbelievable, even after more than four months, the residual drugs in her body were still fatal. Then, there could only be one reason why she took the sleeping pills at that time…”
"Suicide!"
Otoshi coldly replied and turned to stare at me. I shrank back in fear, but I couldn't move. Atobe sat on the edge of the bed and carefully picked me up and protected me in his arms. The warmth of his chest seemed to miraculously return a little of my strength. Instinctively, I felt the sense of security that he gave off. For the first time, I felt that his voice could be so gentle and heart-stirring.
"Tell me, why did you commit suicide?!”
“……!”I shook my head helplessly. Like a wronged pet, I stammered," I don't know."”Feeling his body stiffen, I hurriedly explained," I really don't know. I don't remember many things after that.”
Regardless of whether he believed it or not, Dr. Sawada proved it for me at the right time." This is very normal. Overuse of sleeping pills will indeed affect your memory. I don't know why you're still alive, but the danger you're in today is the result of the sudden activation of these drugs. So…To be honest, the suicide last time only caused you to lose your memory. It's already the greatest forgiveness and gift that Death has given you! Remember not to do such stupid things in the future.”
"Yes!" I had no doubt that if I dared to hesitate for even a moment, even without me committing suicide, Ninshitsu would be the first person to take the initiative to send me back to the Elysian World.
But…
Forgiveness? Bestowal?
That's right. If it weren't for these sleeping pills, the real Hu Jing in the sky wouldn't have died so quietly. If she didn't die, how could I live here?!
Hehe, this is the so-called fate, right? The concentration of the drug in her blood was fatal, so Tian Shanghu died. However, the drug did not cause much harm to me, the person who occupied her body. Is this considered compensation for letting me bear her sins for the rest of my life?!
"Although the concentration of the drug in your body is fatal, you have lived for more than four months. Now that it has suddenly acted up, there should be some trigger…Have you eaten anything abnormal recently?!”Even though he had my permission, the doctor still asked worriedly.
"Uh, no!" I came to a sudden realization and hurriedly replied,'I shouldn't expose Qian. It shouldn't have much to do with him…right?'! At most, he would not drink it in the future.
The doctor didn't say anything else but focused his attention on Otozu and Atobe." Although we can't find out for the time being, I think her diet or lifestyle has suddenly changed in the past two days, which caused the intense reaction of the medicine... You have to be more careful. Don't let her eat whatever she wants and rest well... Since it happened once, I can't guarantee that it won't happen again. Next time, she might not be so lucky. No matter what, We have to wait until all the drugs in her body are exhausted before we can be more optimistic.”
"Ah!" Ninja rubbed his eyes and looked away." Let her stay in the hospital for the time being. Thank you for your hard work, Uncle Zeda."”
"I don't want to." Before Dr. Sawada agreed, I immediately rejected him.
" What did you say?!" Ninjitsu, who had regained a little gentleness, immediately turned to look at me with the expression of a demon from hell.
I shrunk my neck in fear and instinctively rubbed against Atobe's chest. I still looked up stubbornly." I said no. I don't have money to stay in the hospital, and I don't have time to waste in the hospital.”
"Waste? " You actually said that saving your life was a waste of time." Ninja raised his voice and stared at me in disbelief." Do you know that you could die at any time if you leave the hospital?!"”
"…I don't care."
"But I care!"
Ninja finally shouted out loud. His deep eyes stared at me with a burning storm. Through his pupils, I saw his uneasiness and determination. I lowered my head silently, and my gloomy eyes escaped his pursuit. I also ignored the flash of disappointment in his eyes.
No matter what kind of care he was talking about, the current me couldn't afford it. My habits, lifestyle, hobbies, taboos, ordinary people simply couldn't accept it. Not everyone could be like Xiao Xia and Xiao Lian, who could be friends with freaks like me without resentment and selflessness…Unfortunately, they didn't exist in this world.
As for the other kind of care…that was even more impossible. The shadow of my parents still lingered in my heart. They were clearly my blood relatives, but they could abandon me without any hesitation. They were clearly husband and wife who had gone through thick and thin together, but they wanted to break up the family…Although that was a long time ago, the scene in my eyes when I cried at the entrance of the orphanage…that pair of cold and resolute backs was the only truth I believed in.
In this world, the most unreliable things were family and love. As for friendship, if there was no conflict, perhaps…it could last forever!
He was his only friend, his only family, his only…existence that would never betray him!
This theory once made Xiao Xia cry for a long time, and it also made Xiao Lian almost kill me, but…I still persevered and believed in it…until now!
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