When the car door stopped at the villa complex in the distant mountains, Chu Yin's body trembled uncontrollably. He didn't expect to be able to return to this nightmarish place again in his lifetime. Did this mean that he was going to be locked up here again?! Lin Xiaoyu unintentionally turned his head and saw Chu Yin like this. His face was no longer expressionless, ashamed, angry, or any other emotion that he could understand. It was colder than expressionless, and there was a faint hint of misery and disbelief in his expression. It was somewhat reasonable, and his entire body was trembling. It was not fear, but it was more serious than fear. Lin Xiaoyu's heart ached, and he quickly stretched out his arms to hug his frightened sweetheart. However, the moment he touched that person, he violently broke free. Then, Chu Yin turned around calmly and looked at Lin Xiaoyu. He chuckled and lowered his head, burying it in his arms."What exactly is President Lin trying to do?"
Lin Xiaoyu slumped onto his seat dejectedly and looked straight at Chu Yin. Something unknown flashed in his eyes, like sorrow and self-mockery. His voice was surprisingly gentle, but the words he said were unconsciously sad."Ain, have I always been so clumsy in your eyes?”Chu Yin was still lying on the ground, not speaking or moving. He was silent. Lin Xiaoyu took it that he had tacitly agreed. His heart was torn apart many times, but he calmed down and suppressed that uneasiness. After taking a deep breath for a long time, she started talking to herself, ignoring the awkward atmosphere in the car. It was as if she was talking to herself.
He said,"Ah Yin, if you don't want to go in, then forget it. In fact, do you know that a long time ago, I treated that place as heaven, because as long as I went in, there would always be you. No matter whether I was happy or sad or expressionless, you were always there alive. No matter if you ignored me or not, at least I could still feel your breath. Until one day, when I opened the door and saw you lying motionless on the ground, you didn't glare at me like you usually did and leave.”As he spoke, Lin Xiaoyu subconsciously choked up." I touched you shakily, but you ignored me and stubbornly closed your eyes. I cried and called for you, and I kept shaking you, but no matter how I moved, I couldn't wake you up. At that moment, do you know? I suddenly felt that everything I did was meaningless. There would no longer be another Chu Yin in this world who would always accompany me and care for me. He left me alone in this cold world. That day, I actually came back to tell him that I had gotten the ashes of Uncle and Auntie. I wanted to ask him for credit so that he could talk to me. But facing me is just a stiff you.”At this point, Lin Xiaoyu's tears flowed down drop by drop without any warning. Although he deliberately suppressed his voice, he could not help but tremble. Chu Yin's head was still buried in his arms, but his body was already trembling slightly." Actually, I had already handed the company over to Lin Song at that time. I knew that he was my biological brother. Even if I gave up on the Lin family, I would not fall into the hands of outsiders. At that time, I ran back happily just to tell you, From now on, the two of us can always be together. I thought that as long as there was time, as long as I was with you, you would forgive me one day. We could have lived happily ever after, but Ayin, you didn't give me any chance. I thought my life that had just begun ended in an apartment. I lost you just like that.”Lin Xiaoyu collected his thoughts and tried his best not to be too excited. He took a few deep breaths. "Ain, this is the dream that I had every night in the past few days. I remember every detail of us being together in the dream. I know that you love roast duck the most, I know that you like the way I unbutton my shirt, I know that you have a preference for coriander to the point of being a little paranoid, I know that you don't like bean sprouts or pumpkin, and you frown when you drink ginger water. I also know that you are the easiest to soften your heart and like me the most. After this period of time, I've confirmed almost everything except that you like me and you're the easiest to be soft-hearted to me. I knew that everything in the dream had happened in reality. Perhaps it was in my previous life, or perhaps it was in another parallel world that science could not explain. Ain, I can explain anything to you. I've never had anyone else by my side except you. At that time, I was so stupid that I finally realized Little Uncle's true colors. Therefore, lovers like Zhang Man all wanted to create the illusion that I had broken up with you. I didn't want others to know that my weakness was that you didn't want them to hurt you because of me. I admit that I'm a person who doesn't know how to love. I was afraid that you would leave me, so I locked you here. I always wanted to explain everything to you after everything was over. I was afraid that if I told you, you would do something to hurt yourself. After all, your leg was broken because of me. I didn't want to suffer the feeling of watching you collapse in my arms and almost losing you a second time. However, you also know that in the end, everything ended before I could say anything.”Lin Xiaoyu looked at Chu Yin faintly and realized that his body was trembling even more violently. The carriage was silent for a long time before a slightly hoarse voice said,""What's the use of saying all this at this time? The reason why I chose to leave Junyu Corporation from the moment I woke up was because I wanted everything in this world to have a completely different outcome. I wanted to see if I could still live without you. The one who loved you so much that she didn't care about anything else. The one who didn't even see you for the last time when she found out that you hid the news of my parents 'death and subconsciously helped you get away with it. I died the moment I took the Crane's Top Red. It no longer existed. Chu Yin is just an ordinary citizen now. He has a fiancée and his own home. He can live a stable and happy life. What right do you have to disturb me?”
Lin Xiaoyu knew that A'yin was stubborn. He had always thought that A'yin only hated him stubbornly. When all the misunderstandings were resolved and all the knots in his heart were let go, they could still start over. However, he did not expect him to say that the A'yin who loved him was already dead. He could never come back. Lin Xiaoyu's emotions also became irritable in an instant. He pulled Chu Yin over roughly and hugged him tightly with a strength that allowed no resistance. The two trembling bodies hugged each other, but despite being so close, Lin Xiaoyu could not feel Chu Yin's warmth. He panicked and buried his head deep into Chu Yin's neck, muttering over and over again," No, no!" Give me back my Chuyin, give me back my Chuyin, give it back to me, give it back to me.”In the end, she was actually sobbing. Time ticked by for a long time. It was so long that Chu Yin was numb from the hug. His heart was numb from the pain. The tears of the person who was hugging him tightly also wet the collar of his suit shirt. It seemed to be raining outside the car window. The raindrops hit the car window bit by bit, hitting Chu Yin's heart. He didn't know if what he was doing was right or wrong. He just didn't want to repeat the past. He knew that if Lin Xiaoyu came back to life, the past might not have happened, but he still couldn't resist the guilt in his heart. Most of the time, he just wanted everyone to live a normal life. Some of them were too intense and scorching in the name of love. If he was not careful, he would turn into a prairie fire and hurt all the people he did not want to hurt.
Let it end like this. This was the original intention, wasn't it? But why did her heart still hurt so much after such a long time?
This once arrogant and arrogant man was humbly begging for her forgiveness. He was burying his head in her neck and sobbing softly, but his burning heart was still mercilessly smashed to the ground and trampled on.
He would regret it one day, but what could he do? I clearly have no other way.
In this life, he could no longer let his loved ones around him die a horrible death just because of some dog or fart love that he selfishly wanted. Father, mother, Zhang Man, Zi Ang, and his seven aunts and eight aunts. He couldn't let them down anymore.
So, Lin Xiaoyu, I'm sorry.
Lin Xiao Yu saw that Chu Yin had maintained his position and stood there without moving. He did not waver or show any expression, just like when he knew that he had hidden the news of his uncle and aunt's deaths and was unwilling to say even a word to him. Lin Xiao Yu suddenly felt a little helpless. This person was truly invulnerable. This was also the first time that Lin Xiao Yu had the thought of giving up. Perhaps he really wanted a life without her. Lin Xiaoyu warned himself in his heart that this was the last time, the last time he would pester him. If he still rejected him, then…Try to let go slowly. It's okay if it hurts to death, as long as he's happy. But if he has a trace of nostalgia, a trace of reluctance, just take it that he still loves me. Hence, Lin Xiaoyu raised his head and looked at Chu Yin seriously. With a hoarse voice and a pleading expression, he said,""Even so, isn't that enough? You know my family's situation too. You're the only one I have left. Is it really impossible for me not to get engaged or marry her?”After saying that, he grabbed Chu Yin's hand, but that person shook it off without hesitation and shook his head indifferently. He was not even willing to give a word. Lin Xiaoyu looked at his hand that had been flung away in a daze and could not help but smile bitterly. After a while, she said sadly," I know you don't want to step into this place. You also think that staying with me for even a second is torture. Just drive this car back. Tomorrow, a secretary will drive it back from your house." I'm just lending it to you. After all, I was the one who forcefully dragged you here. They might not meet again in the future. I won't send you off too much, the lover I thought I loved.”After saying that, she looked at him deeply, as if she wanted to engrave Chu Yin's appearance in her heart. Then, she opened the car door without any reluctance, turned around, and left, ignoring the heavy rain outside. Chu Yin looked at his lonely back disappearing into the rain of the night. He hesitated to say something, but in the end, he could not open his mouth.
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