Chen Sheng was a young teacher. A young teacher who was unwilling to be mediocre and full of ambition. A young teacher who was not willing to be mediocre and was full of ambition to master design. A young teacher who was unwilling to be mediocre, full of ambition, proficient in design, and disliked girls since he was young.
Now, his meridians were clear.
Chen Sheng had no parents and had grown up in an orphanage. This kind of living environment had taught him the ability to pretend to be polite and submissive to protect himself. He was extremely warm to everyone, but he was also extremely cold and did not put anyone in his heart. In the past, Chen Sheng had always said that people who came and went in a hurry were just passers-by, so there was no need to invest any effort to waste feelings. Therefore, there was no one in the bright smile on her face. There was no one guarding her in the noisy surroundings.
Just like that, he lived for more than 20 years.
After experiencing his closest friends breaking their promises and leaving one by one, and his most respected director closing his eyes forever, Chen Sheng no longer believed that there would be anyone in this world who could accompany him forever. Hence, he gradually learned to be hypocritical and deal with all the worldly affairs. He silently bore the heavy burdens that life gave him. He learned to treat everyone who appeared gently and gentlemanly, but he never allowed anyone to walk into his heart.
Until one sunny and breezy day, when he was looking for a channel with the remote control, he inadvertently heard a somewhat ear-piercing but magical voice that pierced his heart in an instant. He hurriedly raised his head and changed his voice in a panic. When he heard it again, he let out a long breath and actually felt a subtle sense of satisfaction.
That voice was cold and icy, and it sounded extremely chilling.
The face of the person who spoke was the same as his voice. He was neither happy nor smiling. His tall and straight body had a solemn air about him.
She was clearly a completely different person from him, and she clearly lived in a different world.
However, there was a voice in her heart that was shouting,'If it's him, it's him.'
How ridiculous.
However, Chen Sheng could not stop himself from doing something even more ridiculous. He downloaded the voice and placed it beside his ear, snuggling up to it every night. After many fruitless struggles, Chen Sheng had no choice but to give up. Gradually, she acquiesced to her own feelings, and treated it as love at first sight for the voice.
At that time, Chen Sheng had never thought that he would have any interactions with this person in his life. It was like two completely disjoint curves in a three-dimensional space, which was to worship him as an idol. Sometimes, he even secretly thought about how great it would be if he was a singer who could hold a concert, or what it would be like if he acted with a stoic face like him.
At that time, Chen Sheng was just thinking about it.
It was an accident that he met Fourth Brother. He was bored and worked as a designer for some advertising companies. At the same time, he could also make up for his poor life. It was a good choice. It was unknown where Fourth Brother had seen the advertisement he had made, but he had shown considerable enthusiasm and interest in the things he had designed. After knowing his situation, he insisted on taking him as his master. One look and one could tell that Old Fourth was smiling. He was shameless, but he was unusually pleasing to his heart. She didn't pretend, but she knew what to say under the circumstances and wouldn't burden others.
It was also because of him that she got to know Chu Yin and had the chance to have a little interaction with that person's life.
Only God knew how fast his Fourth Brother's heart was beating when he told him that the friend he wanted to know was Chu Yin. She was the person closest to that person. It was the person who was willing to give up the whole world just to make you smile. It was the rumored childhood sweetheart who betrayed that person and grew up with that person. Chen Sheng couldn't remember how he reacted at that time, but his hands were trembling non-stop. He couldn't suppress it, and he even had the faint urge to cry.
He was like a little fan who was finally going to meet his idol. Even his hands were at a loss.
The first time he saw Chu Yin, he had a feeling of deja vu. However, Chen Sheng felt that he was more sensitive. This was because when Chu Yin was still immersed in the feeling that they were very compatible, Chen Sheng had already smelled something similar in their bones.
Chen Sheng had to admit that he had done it on purpose when he bumped into him in the bathroom. She could have avoided him, but she was greedy and wanted to smell his unique fragrance. He also saw the momentary absent-mindedness on Xu Ziang's cold face. Whether it was his temperament or the feeling he gave off, he was very similar to Chu Yin.
Chen Sheng claimed that he disdained being someone else's substitute, but if the target was Xu Ziang, it was a different story.
It was only after a long time that Chen Sheng realized how sad and wrong his decision was.
In this world, there were no two people who were exactly the same. Even if she walked into that person's eyes, she would not be able to walk into his heart. Sometimes, whether you wanted it or not was two different things. Emotions and rationality were also two different things. It was like being willing to believe him even though she knew he wasn't sincere. She was still happy even though she saw through his pretense. She liked him so much, but in the end, two flowers bloomed and they were separated by heaven and earth. They couldn't get together no matter what.
As for whether he regretted it or not, no one could guess except Chen Sheng himself.
(I suddenly realized that the novel has grown grass. I was wrong, I was wrong. I won't be so lazy next time. I'll update a small side story first. I'll continue to work hard ~~)
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