Xia Yufeng walked aimlessly along the road. At this time, his stomach was growling non-stop and his head was dizzy. He was probably a little dizzy from hunger. He walked into a restaurant, planning to fill his stomach first. After coming out of the restaurant, he looked at the dark night outside and thought about the road ahead. A wave of sadness surged up. For the first time, she felt a sense of fear. In the past, she always liked to go out alone. It felt so free and unrestrained. But now.
The lights on the street were getting fewer and fewer, and so were the people. In the lonely night and the empty street, Xia Yufeng was gradually left alone. The dim yellow street lights elongated his figure, and the moonlight covered him with a desolate and thin white gauze. Everything seemed so natural.
There was a bridge in front of him. Xia Yufeng walked towards it with great difficulty and entered the bridge hole under the light. He was tired, really tired. He didn't want to think about anything else. He just wanted to have a good sleep. He lay on his clothes, curled up, and fell into a deep sleep…At this moment, he had no hatred, no love, nothing.
" Ba... Wu..." The bridge was full of traffic. Xia Yufeng slowly opened his eyes in the noise. It was already dawn.
Ever since he left home yesterday, he had been thinking about how he should go from now on. He was stubborn and extremely strong. It was impossible for him to escape to his grandmother's house or other relatives 'houses to win sympathy. After thinking about it for a long time, there was no result. Perhaps he had no choice now. Wandering was no longer a poignant and empty word for him. Xia Yufeng deeply understood that he was already a person without a home.
"Hey, Qin, it's me. Bring the money to the bridge immediately. The more the better. Come quickly, I'll wait for you." Now, he could only borrow some money from Ah Qin and leave City Z. Ah Qin was Xia Yufeng's brother who grew up with him. Xia Yufeng, who had no siblings, had always treated him as his biological brother. The day before he went home, Xia Yufeng called him and told him. She wanted to play with him again today, but she didn't expect him to be so arrogant.。。。。。
After hanging up the phone, Xia Yufeng was waiting for his best brother, Ah Qin. Now, he could only look for him, not his grandmother. He didn't want his grandmother to see him in such a sorry state. Moreover, he was covered in injuries. He didn't want her to worry about him either. Grandma's health was not good to begin with, so he didn't want to provoke her again. Although she would find out sooner or later, she would hide it as long as she could.
"Ah Feng, how?" After waiting for more than 20 minutes, Ah Qin came with his girlfriend Xiao Fei. When they saw Xia Yufeng, they were shocked.
"How did this happen? Who hit you? Tell me!"
" It's my dad. He divorced my mom and had another woman. Now he's kicking me out, hehe." Xia Yufeng smiled bitterly.
"Ah, your dad, your dad is a little too ruthless. He beat you up like this. What do you plan to do now?"
"Yeah, Feng, what do you plan to do?”Xiao Fei looked at Xia Yufeng's injuries and asked worriedly.
"Qin, I want to go to Guangdong. I want to find a job first and settle down before looking for my mother. Oh, right, how much money did you bring?”
"I only brought 700 yuan. I didn't know what you wanted the money for.。。So..."
"That's enough. As long as I find a job, I'll have a place to live and food to eat. There aren't many places where we can use money." Xia Yufeng reached out and took the 700 yuan that Ah Qin handed over.
" Ah Qin, thank you." Xia Yufeng looked at Ah Qin and suddenly didn't know what to say.
"Ah Feng, don't forget that we're best brothers. You don't have to be like this with me. If you have any difficulties, feel free to look for me.”
Looking at this brother in front of him, Xia Yufeng felt a sour feeling in his heart, and his heart was filled with gratitude.
"Yes, Ah Qin, my grandmother doesn't know about my situation yet. I don't want them to know about my current situation either. After I leave, if there's anything on Grandma's side, you have to tell me. I'll give you my number when we get there. Keep in touch. But don't tell them where I am, okay? I don't want them to worry about me. Alright, I'm leaving. Take care!" After saying that, Xia Yufeng hugged Ah Qin deeply.
"Don't worry. You have to be careful over there.”
"En, go back. Xiao Fei, I wish you all the best."
Xia Yufeng carried his luggage and boarded the bus to the train station. The moment the train started moving, his heart began to ache. He knew that he no longer belonged here, and it was forever.
The train started moving. Xia Yufeng chose a seat by the window and sat down. He had just returned yesterday, but he had to leave today. Although he felt helpless, he did not regret it. There was no longer a home for him, no mother who loved him, no grandmother who doted on him. There was only endless pain. Looking at this familiar city and the familiar smell disappearing bit by bit out of the car window, she felt an indescribable sourness in her heart. When he opened the door of his memories, he could clearly see his joy and anger. He suddenly wanted to format them all like deleting a file, but for some reason, he couldn't move his hand.
It was a sleepless night.
" Up ahead is the terminal station of this train, South of Guangzhou. Dear passengers, please bring your belongings and get ready to get off. I wish you a pleasant journey." Xia Yufeng leaned against the window and looked out of the window. At this time, the announcement of the arrival of the train came from the broadcast.
After leaving the station, Xia Yufeng looked at the unfamiliar city in front of him and felt lost. Only the gray sky looked at him coldly. Looking up, the air condensed a lot of emotions that he could not see through. It was like a net, and in that moment, he was trapped. Xia Yufeng's life began at this moment. It didn't depend on his will. It started without warning.
It was late at night. Looking at the gorgeous neon lights outside the window and listening to the noise of the street, the feeling of drifting was unusually strong. An empty room, a person, a strange city…These were often scenes that could only be experienced in novels, but now, they were placed in front of him. Life was really like a play.
In the blink of an eye, Xia Yufeng had been in Shen Zhen for two days. He had been to several companies that posted recruitment notices and had also been to the talent market, but he had not found a job. It was either because he didn't have a diploma or because he didn't have work experience. For Xia Yufeng, who hadn't graduated yet, it was expected, but he couldn't avoid disappointment and sadness. What he had now was a heart that had just been doused with cold water and was completely eager to settle down.
Ah Qin, I found a job and settled down in a house."
"That's good. I've been worried about you. Now that I know you're fine, I'm relieved. I'll help you keep an eye out for things at home."
"Ah Qin, thank you so much. I'll leave the matters at home to you. Remember this number. Alright, I have to go to work. I'm hanging up."
After hanging up the phone, Xia Yufeng's mind went blank, and his throat choked. She thought to herself,'Ah Qin, I really want to tell you about my current situation. I really want you to help me share some of the pain in my heart, but in the end, I can't tell you.' The stubborn me won't allow the weakness in my heart to be revealed in front of others. I can't. Now that I have no mother and no home, I can't lose my stubbornness. I really can't.
In the darkness, Xia Yufeng's tears flowed silently…
Xia Yufeng, who had been running around for a day without any results, stood at the bus stop with a melancholic and lonely expression. For him, this noisy city and the hurried crowd were so out of place. His sadness had nothing to do with the busy people in this noisy city.
He looked helplessly at the people coming and going. He, who should have been anxious, suddenly became unusually calm. Yes, calm, because he had even searched the factories and hotels, but he still could not find a job that could accommodate him. Where else could he go? If he couldn't find a job soon, he might really end up on the streets. This kind of loss, numbness, and sense of danger filled his already bloody heart. Pain could no longer be called pain, but more despair. In the face of despair, what else could he show other than calmness?
The chattering of several workers around him pulled Xia Yufeng back to reality. He could vaguely hear their conversation. Suddenly, his memories began to turn white. Yes, he heard the familiar dialect of his hometown. He thought that he had completely forgotten that place, but his memories really could not erase those things that had once existed.
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