From the moment the music started, Xia Yufeng was completely immersed in the scene of the song. The long and emotional melody was like a wisp of smoke in the desert, flowing gently in the silence with the wind, lifting Xia Yufeng's heart with longing.
Xia Yufeng suddenly realized that this song seemed to have been written by him from Guo Ni's position. The words on the paper were so ironic. Yes, from the time he held Guo Ni's hand and said he loved her, Guo Ni accepted her and believed that Xia Yufeng could give him happiness. However, Xia Yufeng couldn't even give her a basic explanation for everything that happened later.
Thinking back, from the perspective of love, Guo Ni was just a piece of paper to Xia Yufeng, a suitable piece of paper that he met in his youth. Even though she had many helpless choices and reluctance, it still turned into unforgettable memories in the end. Now, after time, those regrets and unwillingness had all grown into words that piled up in Guo Ni's heart. She interpreted them with tears all night.
Therefore, this song was sung for Guo Ni, and at the same time, for himself.
Because he was too engrossed in it, as he sang and thought about it, a drop of cold water quietly slid down the corner of Xia Yufeng's eye, flowed over his cheek, and finally flowed into his mouth. The taste was extremely bitter.
The music stopped, but Xia Yufeng's heart was still floating.。。
" Clap clap…" In the quiet private room, there was a warm applause. Xia Yufeng finally reacted. He narrowed his eyes and diluted the tears in his eyes before turning back to look at everyone with an embarrassed expression.
"Xia Yufeng, you call this not knowing how to sing? Oh my god, that's too much!" Ning Xiaoru stood up from the sofa and looked at Xia Yufeng doubtfully.
"Xia Yufeng, I'm surprised by your singing. It seems that we don't have to find a lead singer anymore. When you sing a song, you have to put in your true feelings and move yourself first before you can move others. You did well. However, there's one thing I have to say. Your breathing and the seamless conversion of your falsetto and falsetto are not very good. Anyone who knows music can tell.
But it doesn't matter. I plan to arrange for you to go for training. I think you'll be fine after a period of professional and systematic training."
Qin Zhehao was very happy at this moment. Yes, this was worthy of him being happy. When he found Xia Yufeng, he never thought that Xia Yufeng had the potential to be a lead singer. After all, in his plan, he only wanted to position him as a very spiritual person who might become a top-notch lyricist or an excellent record planner. But now, he was both a lyricist and a lead singer. How could he not be happy?
In the face of Ning Xiaoru and Qin Zhehao's teasing and praise, Xia Yufeng responded very calmly. At this time, he had not recovered from the heartbreak.
Everyone played at the KTV until eleven o'clock. After Qin Zhehao sent Xia Yufeng and the others home, he drove away.
When they got home, Lin Wanyu asked Xia Yufeng to watch TV in the living room while she cleaned up Xia Yufeng's room.
Xia Yufeng felt warm inside as he looked at the clean and tidy room that Lin Wanyu had taken great care of. He put down the rag in his hand and walked to the balcony. He stood on the balcony that was twelve stories high and looked at Beijing, which was still brightly lit at midnight. An indescribable longing rose from the bottom of his heart.
He picked up the phone and dialed his uncle Xia Qiming's number.
"Uncle, it's me. Are you asleep? I'm sorry to disturb you so late at night."
"It's okay. I haven't slept yet. How are you?”Xia Qiming said softly on the other end of the phone.
"Yeah, I'm fine. Uncle, I want to ask, how is my mother's situation?”The last time he went home to visit his grandmother, Xia Yufeng had asked Xia Qiming to help find out where his mother was.
"I heard. Just over a week ago, I went to your uncle's house. At first, your uncle was very resistant to me and was unwilling to tell me where your mother went. However, I repeatedly told him that you wanted me to ask, so he told me very reluctantly that your mother is now in Guangdong, working in a private enterprise. Then, your uncle gave me your mother's number. I called her a few days ago and she's doing well. I wanted to tell you, but I couldn't get through to you.”
Aiya! Xia Yufeng couldn't help but pat his own forehead. The last time he was kidnapped with Xue Hairuo, he lost his phone and changed it later, but he didn't tell his uncle the number.
"Really? Uncle, send my mother's number to my phone later. I'll give her a call tomorrow.”Xia Yufeng was very excited to hear about his mother. It could be said that during this period of time, nothing could make him so happy and excited. Xia Yufeng and his uncle chatted about the situation at home before hanging up.
After a while, Xia Yufeng's phone rang. It was Xia Qiming who had sent him the number. Xia Yufeng opened it and looked at the numbers. He couldn't keep calm for a moment. It was only a little past midnight. He thought that his mother might not be asleep yet, so he couldn't wait to call.
After the phone rang twice, it was picked up and a familiar voice came from the other end. " Hello, how are you?" Xia Yufeng heard his mother's voice, which he missed day and night. His tears instantly rolled up, like a broken pearl chain, falling non-stop.
Then, she said in a choked voice," Mom, I'm Feng 'er. I miss you so much. How are you?"”
"Feng 'er, my Feng' er, Mommy misses you too. Be good, don't cry. If you cry again, Mommy will cry too."
"Mom, I really miss you."
"Feng 'er, Mommy misses you every day too. Mommy still wanted to apologize to you. Mommy shouldn't have left without saying a word. It was just that I didn't dare to tell you at that time, afraid that you would do something. Also, don't hate your father anymore."
"Mom, can we not mention that person?”
"Feng 'er, your father and I have been married for more than 20 years and have never been happy. It has not been easy for us to get to this point after enduring for so long. Now that they were divorced and he had found the right person, his mother was free and relaxed. But I didn't expect to cause you so much harm. Mommy really regrets it. Because of Dad and Mom's selfishness, you suffered so much pain. Feng 'er, Mommy has let you down!”
"Mom, I don't blame you at all. I know that you're very unhappy with him, but you've been enduring it for me. Now that I've grown up, let me take care of Mom in the future. I'm in Beijing now and I've already found a job. I'll work hard and earn money. When I have the ability, I'll bring you to Beijing to live with me."
"You've been a sensible and filial child since you were young. I feel very happy to have you as my son. Feng 'er, you have to be more careful outside. Think too much about everything, okay? Also, you must take good care of your body.”
Xia Yufeng and Lin Jing talked on the phone for more than half an hour. Because Lin Jing had to get up early for work tomorrow morning, Xia Yufeng couldn't bear to end the call with her.
After this phone call, Xia Yufeng's heart was obviously much more relaxed. It was also today that Xia Yufeng suddenly realized how insensible he was in the past.
Xia Yufeng's parents had never been on good terms. He knew this from the time he could remember. However, he didn't know how much pain and tears his mother had suffered in order to maintain this marriage for him. She just silently endured everything.
Thinking of how his mother had sacrificed so much for this family and for him, working hard for half a lifetime, Xia Yufeng swore in his heart that he would let her live a happy and comfortable life for the rest of her life and take good care of her.
At night, the breeze outside the window kept blowing, and the neon lights flickered alone. At this moment, on the balcony of the opposite floor, a couple and a little girl were drying their clothes. The man held the six or seven-year-old girl in his arms, and the woman hung her clothes out to dry with a blissful expression. That scene was so warm and blissful. Once upon a time, he was like that too. That kind of happiness was called home.
But now, it was gone. Her parents 'relationship was gone. Her home and happiness had become an empty city. Thinking of this, Xia Yufeng suddenly had an inspiration. He quickly ran back to his room, took out a pen washi, and then kept writing on the paper. After a while, Xia Yufeng picked up the piece of paper with messy handwriting, leaned back in his chair, lit a cigarette, and pondered.
I look at the woman on the roof with thoughts
You think about the man who passed out at the bar
The cold wind passes through the deep eyes behind our masks
Loneliness cries for heat, cries for coldness, cries for pain,
You betrayed the oath and walked out of the siege
I spread out my palm print to give you a real name
Encounter with pain in this life, it's impossible to be together forever
Fate, let go of myself, loneliness, return to nature
I'll remember it forever, but it's just a lonely empty city
When love is full of growth rings, so tired that I can't move
How can the kindness of love be possible?
Watching you cry out in pain in the siege
Accompanied for a lifetime, forgotten, but the moment the fireworks bloom
When you've had enough of loneliness, your tears are boiling with sincerity
How can love be without a weight?
And trapped you in a siege to weigh the pros and cons
That's why I don't even ask
So you turn around and wish I was trapped
Xia Yufeng wrote this song for his parents, but also for those who broke up or divorced because they no longer had feelings for each other. And it seemed to be written for him.
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