After returning from the hospital, Xia Yufeng's grandmother looked much better. Without any psychological pressure, the knot in her heart had also been resolved. Naturally, she would recover quickly.
Every day, he talked to his grandmother, took care of her, and watched her get better day by day. Xia Yufeng was also very satisfied in his heart. During this period of time, he was also very relaxed.
On Saturday, Xia Yufeng's sister, Xia Ling, came back, so Xia Yufeng asked his sister to accompany his grandmother and went to the county town to find Aqin.
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"How is it? How are you doing in school? Are you and Xiao Fei doing well?”Xia Yufeng and Ah Qin sat side by side at the Xiangshan Park.
"It's alright. However, you know that you've always been my only brother. Without you, I won't be any better. Xiao Fei, I broke up with her." He could tell that Ah Qin's condition wasn't good. From the day he came back to the station, Xia Yufeng felt that he was a little different. Ah Qin had always been very optimistic and rarely frowned. Although Xia Yufeng saw that there was something wrong with him, he wasn't in the mood to ask.
"What happened between you and Xiao Fei?"
" You know Xiao Fei's temper. After you left, I wasn't in a good mood, so I neglected her a little. Slowly, we started to quarrel. Later, she got together with Liu Xinlin from the next class." As she spoke, Ah Qin began to fall silent.
Brother, I'm sorry. It's all my fault…"
"Ah Feng, this is none of your business. It's okay, brother. I'm so handsome. There are plenty of women.”Ah Qin hurriedly interrupted.
"Oh, right, how's your grandmother?”
"I'm much better. The doctor said that as long as I relax and recuperate properly, I should be fine. After all, she was an old woman. It was impossible to say that she was very good. He only hoped that she could be healthy and safe.”
"Now that your grandmother is getting better, what do you plan to do?”
"I want to leave in a few days. I don't want to go to my original place. I want to go to Beijing. See if you can find a good job." These two days, Xia Yufeng was also thinking about this problem.。Therefore, he had already vetoed the decision to go south. Xia Yufeng, who had always been looking forward to going to Beijing, also wanted to take this opportunity to go to Beijing.
"You have to be more careful outside. Bro, I'm graduating in a year. You have to do well so that I can seek refuge with you."
"Alright, we'll talk about it then. Let's go for a walk."
Xia Yufeng and Ah Qin walked to the place they thought they would never return. There was an indescribable feeling in their hearts. The two of them wandered around this small county for a long time. It was not until the setting sun elongated their shadows that they withdrew their shadows and went home.
After dinner. Xia Yufeng was sitting in the courtyard in a daze when Xia Qiming came over.
"What are you thinking about? Do you want to leave?”Xia Qiming handed a cigarette to Xia Yufeng.
"Yes, Uncle. Grandma is much better now. As long as you take good care of her, she will get better. So I think I can't do much at home. I still want to go out to work early.”Xia Yufeng lit his cigarette and took a puff as he spoke slowly.
"En, that's good too. However, Feng, you must remember that the outside world is very complicated. You must be more careful. You must be sincere to others, but you can't completely trust others, understand? Also, you must be upright. You would rather let others down than let others down. Also, you have to pay more attention to your body outside. If you have any difficulties, just tell me.”Xia Qiming took a deep puff of his cigarette.
Xia Yufeng knew that Xia Qiming's heart ached. Xia Yufeng had decided to go out to work and not study. Facing such an adult's decision, Xia Qiming couldn't do much or change anything.
After chatting for a while, Xia Qiming left. Xia Yufeng sat there alone, listening to the croaking of the frogs and fell into deep thought.
"Brother, I heard from Dad that you're leaving?" Xia Ling said as she sat beside Xia Yufeng.
"Lingling, you're in your second year of high school now. You have to study hard, especially English and Math. You haven't been doing very well in these two subjects. Put more effort into it.”Xia Yufeng looked at his beloved sister and said with concern.
"Brother, I know. Actually, I know you must have suffered a lot outside, but I can't help you. Oh right, your girlfriend asked me if I looked for you a few times."
"My girlfriend? Which one?"
"Do you have many? It's Guo Ni!" Xia Ling looked at Xia Yufeng with a " you're asking for a beating " expression.
"How is she? What did you tell her?”
"She's studying in Changsha. She's alright, right? She seems to have lost a little weight and is even more beautiful than before. I told her you left home."
"Oh! Ling Ling, have you seen my metal box? That red mooncake box?”At the mention of Guo Ni, Xia Yufeng suddenly remembered that the box contained all his and Guo Ni's love memories. All the love letters and photos were inside.
"Yes, I remember. I've kept the box for you. I didn't look at yours. I'll go get it for you now.”After Xia Ling finished speaking, she turned around and ran to get the box.
After a while, Xia Ling handed a red mooncake box to Xia Yufeng.
Under the dim moonlight, Xia Yufeng held the box tightly in his arms and didn't open it.
The current Xia Yufeng had no right to fight for anything. Even if it was a beautiful memory, he did not dare to boldly recall it because he could no longer stand in that equal position. He could only watch all the beauty and sweetness as if he was watching the setting sun. He let it slide across his forehead, his body, and his feet…
Xia Yufeng had never felt that a small box could be so heavy. Taking a deep breath, he gritted his teeth and opened the box. There was a photo lying on the surface. In the photo, Guo Ni was standing beside a parasol tree with her arms wide open and her face full of happiness. The shadow of Luo Xi on her shoulder made her look even more beautiful and blissful.
Xia Yufeng gently held the photo in his hand. Underneath it was a colorful letter. Those letters not only recorded his love in his youth, but also proved that he was once happy. Happiness was so important and necessary to Xia Yufeng now. People were like this. What was lost was always the most precious and worth remembering.
He opened the letters one by one. Every time he opened one, his heart ached. Those images echoed clearly in his mind. Gradually, her tears blurred her vision, and a teardrop fell on the word "Guo Ni". By the time she realized it, her tears had already blurred it. Xia Yufeng was thinking that perhaps it was not only the name that was really vague, but also his love for her.
The current Xia Yufeng could no longer afford to love her or anyone else. He had to let go of all of this and treat all of this coldly, Xia Yufeng thought firmly.
The night breeze blew, and this firm thought began to drift away.
Back in Grandma's room. She was already awake.
"Grandma, how do you feel?" Xia Yufeng sat beside her and asked.
"Yes, it's alright. Feng 'er, you've been back for many days. Grandma can see that you're very conflicted. Grandma's illness has already recovered. Besides, your aunt and the others are taking care of me. Don't worry. Child, I only hope that you don't hate me. I've let you down, and I've let your mother down.”As Grandma spoke, tears fell one after another, smashing into Xia Yufeng's heart.
"Grandma, Feng 'er doesn't blame you, not at all. Feng 'er can't bear to part with you." Xia Yufeng cried. This was the first time he had shed tears after returning home. He cried without warning. As he cried, he helped Grandma wipe her tears. This scene made Xia Ling, who was beside him, cry uncontrollably.
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