"Sammy?" Cheng Mo held Xia Mang's face and looked at the pain in her eyes and the sadness on her face. She was still in a daze just a moment ago, but now there were tears in the corners of her eyes.
"You said that you like me and don't plan to let go of me?”
He had already guessed Xia Mang's thoughts when she asked this question. It was undeniable that the softness in his heart turned into heartache when he saw Xia Mang like this. He didn't have time to think about it or argue with her. Cheng Mo nodded almost instinctively and hugged Xia Mang's waist with both hands. He then carried her out of the seat and sat on his lap. The driver's seat wasn't big to begin with. Although Cheng Mo tried his best to take care of Xia Mang when he carried her and didn't let her head touch the roof of the car, Xia Mang still felt that it was too cramped when she sat sideways on his lap, and there was no place for her legs to rest. However, Xia Mang wasn't in the mood to care about that right now. She suddenly wanted someone to give her an answer.
"If there is always someone in my heart, if I am like this in the future, thinking about him from time to time, thinking about him will make me sad, will you be willing to accept it?”Rather than saying that Xia Mang was asking Cheng Mo, it was more accurate to say that Xia Mang was asking herself. Xia Mang suddenly understood that even if she broke up with Xu Wenhao and decided to let him go, the mark he left in her heart and her life was destined to be remembered for the rest of her life. She didn't know if her heart could accept another person completely. Or rather, she didn't know if anyone could accept her with an incomplete heart and imperfect feelings. To Xia Mang, she had always thought that love was a pure and beautiful thing. Her love with Wen Hao was too perfect, as perfect as a fairy tale. At this moment, Xia Mang realized that even if she could encounter a second love, it would not be complete, pure, and pure. It would never be possible. For example, there would always be scars and marks left behind when one broke through to the next level.
"That's just a process, a stage.”In Cheng Mo's opinion, falling out of love was only a state unique to a certain stage in one's life.
Xia Mang chuckled, but his smile was bitter. He raised his head slightly, but the tears at the corner of his eyes did not fall. Xia Mang sniffed, and when he lowered his head again, he was calm."Do you still remember what your first girlfriend looked like?”
Cheng Mo's eyes dimmed. Xia Mang continued to smile calmly."You should understand that if that person ever appeared in the world, everyone else would have to make do with him.”
"Sammy..."
"Cheng Mo, if you insist, how about we make a deal?”Cheng Mo wasn't someone who gave up easily. Rejecting him was not necessarily the best solution. Moreover, Xia Mang really wanted to give it a try at this moment. She wanted to see if she could really forget Wen Hao and start a new relationship.
Since she and Cheng Mo had already had a beginning, why not give it a try?
"Alright." It was rare for Cheng Mo to make a promise without knowing the details of the agreement. He seemed to have made many exceptions when he met Xiamang.
"You can chase me, and I'll try my best to accept it, but you can't force me, and you can't come to my house to look for me like before.”
"Alright."
" Now, I want to go home."
Cheng Mo insisted on having dinner together. They were already at the door. He said that it was just a simple dinner and that he would send Xiamang home after dinner. Xiamang looked up at the glass balcony on top of the villa. The greenhouse was like a castle in a fairy tale. Finally, she nodded.
Cheng Mo was busy in the kitchen, and Xia Mang felt a little disappointed. She wandered around the living room and climbed to the balcony on the top floor. It had been less than a month since he last came, and the surrounding area was still filled with flowers and grass. He looked up at the sky and saw no stars, but there was a moon. The moon was half bright and half asleep, half full and half incomplete, just like Xia Mang's heart at this moment.
Cheng Mo came up with dinner and saw Xia Mang curled up on the chair with her hands on the back of the half-moon chair. Her head was resting on her arms, and her feet were on the chair. Her knees were bent, and her other hand was gently wrapped around her knees. She was wearing a pair of light green socks with light pink flowers embroidered on the side facing Cheng Mo's gaze. Her eyes were slightly closed, and she seemed to have fallen asleep. There was a sweet look on her face that made people want to wake her up.
Cheng Mo put down his things. The so-called balcony on the top floor was actually a small garden with floor-to-ceiling windows on all sides. When he looked up, he could see a movable glass roof. Cheng Mo turned up the temperature of the air conditioner and sat quietly beside Xia Mang. He also mimicked Xia Mang and leaned back on the chair, staring at Xia Mang in a daze.
Xia Mang was woken up by the ringing of her phone. Ever since she went downstairs in the morning to ask Cheng Mo how to drive the car away from her house, she had only brought her phone and cash with her. Both of them were stuffed into the pocket of her jeans. Xia Mang opened his eyes in a daze. He took out his phone and picked up the call. He hated being disturbed when he was sleeping, but his voice was lazy and sexy.“WHO？”
"Where are you, Sammy?" It was Leaf's voice.
"Uh, it's Ye 'zi. I'm at home.”Xiamang's brain had yet to recover.
"Little White Mang, are you crazy? I just came back from your house, and you're lying through your teeth? Tell me, where are you sleeping? Is there a man beside you?" Ye Zi had something to discuss with Xia Mang, but she felt that something was wrong with Xia Mang, so she asked a series of questions.
" Uh…" After being yelled at by Swordswoman Ye, Little Whitey was completely awake. It sat up abruptly and looked around. It realized that it was not at home, but in an unfamiliar room, on an unfamiliar bed. The light gray and white checkered series gave off a familiar feeling.
"You're awake?" Cheng Mo's voice came from the door and approached.
Xia Mang suddenly came back to his senses. After thinking about the whole situation, he understood the whole situation. Damn Cheng Mo. Even if she had fallen asleep by accident, he wouldn't have carried her to the bed, right? Fine, fine. Even if he was kind enough to let her sleep more comfortably and carried her to the bed, he didn't close the door.
"Say it, Little White Mang, are you with Cheng Mo?”Swordswoman Ye was a genius who could be inspired at any time.
"Uh, Ye…Ye 'zi, no…it's not what you think.”Xiamang's heart skipped a beat when Ye 'zi shouted at her. She began to stutter guiltily and the more she spoke, the darker the story became.
"Do you know what I'm thinking? Little White Mang, you're so impure! You actually hit a home run with Cheng Mo so quickly!”It was Ye 'zi's turn to be shocked. To be honest, Ye' zi, who was pure and innocent like Little White, had never thought of that in her heart even though she had an imposing manner just now. Even though Xiamang had obviously just woken up when she answered the phone, she still believed that Little White was just sleeping. However, based on Ye's understanding of Xia Mang, the male voice that had just appeared, as well as Little Bai Mang's mumbling explanation, Ye concluded that Little Bai Mang had " met with an accident."
By the way,"home run" meant to be eaten clean.
" I..." Xia Mang bit her lower lip with her little canine teeth. Ye 'zi was just making a blind guess. She had said the truth. For a moment, she did not know whether she should lie or deny it.
"Don't say anymore. If you don't spend the night at his place, you can crawl into my nest at night.”
Ye 'zi hung up the phone after she finished speaking. Xia Mang stared at her phone for a long time until Cheng Mo sat beside her and closed her phone. She then grabbed Cheng Mo's hand and bit it. This habit was developed by Xu Wenhao, and it was a special case where Xia Mang could " do whatever she wanted " when she was in a bad mood.
"Ye 'zi guessed it?" Although Xia Mang didn't bite with all her might, it would be a lie to say that it didn't hurt. Fortunately, Cheng Mo had always been patient and didn't say anything about Xia Mang's biting behavior.
Xia Mang was suddenly relieved when she heard that. She habitually reached out to rub the bite marks on Cheng Mo's hand. She did not panic much. Ye Zi knew, but some things could not be hidden even if she wanted to. Since Ye Zi knew about this, she could discuss it later.
When Xia Mang realized that something was wrong, Cheng Mo's aura was already very close. Xia Mang jumped back in shock."What are you doing?"
"Are you hungry? Let's eat." As soon as Xia Mang finished speaking, Cheng Mo had already picked her up. Cheng Mo especially liked to hug Xiamang like this. Xiamang's figure looked bony and had a texture to it. She was obviously quite tall, but Cheng Mo felt that the person in his arms was especially petite when he hugged her like this.
I want to go to Ye 'zi's house." Xiamang didn't bother to argue with him. He rolled his eyes and expressed his intention.
In the end, Cheng Mo and Xia Mang had dinner together, and Cheng Mo sent Xia Mang to Ye 'zi's house after dinner. Cheng Mo knew how to please girls. When he heated up the food and ate with Xia Mang, he met Xia Mang's questioning gaze. He took the initiative to tell her that he was reluctant to wake up when he saw Xia Mang sleeping soundly. Then, he waited for Xia Mang to wake up without eating dinner first. Xiamang felt disdain in her heart, but she could only pretend to be touched when she saw that he had indeed eaten quite a lot, unlike someone who had already eaten a meal before.
"Do you need me to escort Sammy upstairs?”The car stopped outside Ye 'zi's apartment. Cheng Mo turned his face away and asked Xia Mang with a smile. To Cheng Mo, today was an important day. It was a day of qualitative breakthrough, so he was naturally in a good mood.
Xiamang shook her head and refused. She opened the car door and ran downstairs to Ye 'zi's house. She pressed the button on the walkie-talkie.
"Sammy." Cheng Mo's voice came from behind, giving Xia Mang a big fright. Xia Mang patted his frightened heart and said in confusion,""What?"
Cheng Mo looked at Xia Mang tenderly and leaned down to plant a kiss on her forehead. While Xia Mang was still blinking, he said gently,""From tomorrow onwards, I'll pick Sammy up from work.”With that, she turned around and left. Just as the words " fake purity " appeared in Xiamang's mind, Ye 'zi picked up the intercom doorbell.
"Damn Ye, it took you so long to open the door!”Xiamang had lost her temper because Ye Zi had opened the door late, allowing Cheng Mo to take advantage of her.
"You're lucky. I just took a shower.”
Xia Mang pursed her lips and went straight upstairs without looking back at Cheng Mo.
As soon as Xia Mang entered Leaf's nest, she was pressed down on the bed by Leaf in a flying posture and interrogated. Little Bai Mang wanted to learn from Qiu Jin's sister, but it surrendered obediently after a minute. Xiamang was ticklish and Ye knew this weakness of Xiamang, so how could she be soft-hearted? After Xiamang confessed everything, Leaf was left staring at each other.
"Why is it as melodramatic as the plot in novels and television?”This was the first thing Leaf said after listening.
Xia Mang blushed and could not refute. This plot was as melodramatic as a novel!
"Then what do you plan to do?" Ye 'zi's second sentence hit the nail on the head." It looks like you're ready to accept him?”
Xia Mang lowered his head. Indeed.
"Have you thought it through, Sammy?" Although Ye 'zi was curious about Xiamang's sudden meeting with a rich bachelor and instinctively felt that something different must have happened between the two of them, she felt that Xiamang should consider it carefully when they were having a serious discussion." Do you understand each other? Have you considered the difference in status and background? Sammy, don't give up on him just because he's your first man.”
To Yezi, Little Whitey was a problematic child.
"I only agreed to try to accept it. I didn't decide anything. If it's not suitable, it's good that he can let go.”
"Sammy..." Leaf shook her head and sighed."You agreed to accept him and start a new relationship. Don't you have to put down your energy and devote yourself to your relationship?" When the time comes, it's not suitable. If he lets go, you'll still be the one who gets hurt!”
" Uh…" Xia Mang looked up and saw Ye Zi looking at her helplessly before smiling comfortingly. She suddenly felt a little flustered. Ye 'zi's words were not without reason, but after experiencing a relationship, could he really devote himself to a new relationship? Xiamang wasn't confident.
When she was twenty, she finally accepted the fact that Xiamang, who had been in love during her school days, told her that the love she wanted must be one that loved her to the core and would not marry anyone but her. At the age of 25, Xiamang, who had experienced a first love that lasted four years, told herself that she would only accept a new relationship and not give anything. He must love her more than she loved him so that she could protect herself in love.
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