Zhu Li's words made me vaguely realize how special Luo Feng was to me. However, he was still a child after all, so I couldn't guess his feelings. Moreover, he was so young, so no one would think about feelings. Even Luo Feng himself probably wouldn't understand. However, it was this ignorant feeling that caused me to be entangled with Luofeng for half my life.
Right now, I was deliberately avoiding him, turning a blind eye to his fervent expectations. Even though he is special to me, he is special to many people, such as Shan Ting.
Lu Yang helped me back to the team. When I walked to Su Xiao's side, I saw that her face was very pale, so I asked with concern,"Xiaoxiao, are you alright?"
Su Xiao's eyes were fixed on Lu Yang, as if she didn't hear me. Zhu Li gently touched her and came back to her senses. She said awkwardly,"I'm fine!" His tone was slightly distant.
I was stunned, but I didn't say anything else. After what happened with Shanting, I was already very fragile and sensitive to friends. I can feel that Su Xiao is estranged from me. Before I figure it out, I won't force her. It's good that she's fine.
Whether it's Shan Ting, Luo Feng, or Su Xiao, I'll let nature take its course and not force them.
Because of my injury, I walked slowly and soon fell behind the team. Lu Yang was with me. Luo Feng remained silent, but I could see the loneliness in his back. Su Xiao turned around every three steps and looked at Lu Yang with a complicated expression. I can read their minds, but I won't do anything for them.
I adjusted my state of mind and collected my mood before continuing to move forward. Lu Yang took good care of me along the way.
Initially, I was injured and the teacher didn't allow me to participate in this activity. It was Lu Yang who repeatedly promised to be responsible for my safety that I was able to stay, so I was very grateful.
The slope where the trees were planted was relatively gentle, but the flowers and trees were almost extinct. In order to protect the natural environment and alleviate soil erosion, planting trees was the best way.
Lu Yang placed me on a flat ground and handed me a bottle of water. Along the way, she was indeed a little thirsty. She took the water and drank a few mouthfuls.
Lu Yang came over with a smile. "After saying that, he picked up the small shovel and prepared to stab the students.
"Stop, I'll do it myself. "I tried to stand up. Although it was painful, I didn't want to let anyone else do it.
"Why did you get up? Quickly sit down! I'm scared of you! "Lu Yang threw away the shovel in his hand and ran over to support me.”Forget it, I'll help you over. Little Cripple!“
She rolled her eyes and looked at the mischievous him. She felt her heavy heart lighten a lot. Suddenly, she felt the joy of bickering with him and pretended to be angry."Damn Lu Yang, what are you talking about? Believe it or not, I will destroy you.“
Lu Yang looked at me with some disdain and snorted."A paper man like you? You want to destroy me?“
I wasn't angered by his contempt. Instead, I was very interested."If I'm a paper man, then you're a big fat pig! What do you think?“
He wasn't angry, but his expression was awkward. Lu Yang wasn't fat at all. Compared to Luo Feng, he was even a little thin. However, to me, who was as thin as a piece of paper, he was still a little meaty. It wasn't strange to call him a fat pig.
Seeing that I admitted that I was a paper man, Lu Yang actually nodded and admitted that he was a big fat pig. I was surprised. He said it was his "honor".
I laughed until I was out of breath. From then on, Fat Pig became Lu Yang's nickname, and I was the only one who called him that. Of course, unfortunately, he always called me a paper man.
The two of us were making a racket there, and while we were having a good time, an uninvited guest arrived.
Luo Feng looked at me with a fierce gaze. Ever since I met him, I had never seen him like this, not even at Hu Shan.
He walked over, glanced at me, and said to Lu Yang domineeringly,"Please move aside. I have something to say to her in private.“
I pulled Lu Yang's clothes tightly, indicating for him not to leave. Although Lu Yang didn't know what was going on in front of him, seeing how scared I was, he patted the back of my hand to reassure me.
He did not want to be outdone and looked into Luo Feng's eyes. His tone was unfriendly."Who are you? Ran Ran doesn't want to talk to you.“
I've always known that Luo Feng is cold and callous. I wanted to remind Lu Yang not to anger him. Seeing that I was worried about Lu Yang, Luo Feng's expression darkened even more. He said unhurriedly,""You have no right to make decisions for her. "After saying that, he pulled me up and left.
My hand hurt from his pull. I was injured and couldn't break free. In a hurry, I shouted,"Luofeng, you lunatic, let go of me, I hate you!“
Although my voice wasn't loud, it still attracted the attention of the students. Luo Feng was even more stunned, looking at me with eyes full of scars. I was afraid to see this kind of gaze, so I hurriedly took the opportunity to break free and escape.
Lu Yang stepped forward and shielded me behind him. He warned Luo Feng,""Stay away from her. She doesn't want to see you. Do you understand?“
Luo Feng didn't reply, which was rare, but he looked at me with a sad gaze that was also filled with surprise and disbelief. Seeing that I wasn't moved at all, he glared at us, then turned around and left.
Luo Feng left, Shan Ting left, and my heart sank.
Seeing that I was in a bad mood, Lu Yang sighed helplessly and comforted me."Ran Ran, let's go plant trees!“
Without saying anything, she followed him to the resting place. She picked up the small shovel and saplings and went to the slope in front to plant trees.
I turned around and looked at their backs as they left."Luofeng, I'm sorry! "I immediately quickened my pace when I followed Lu Yang.
Lu Yang let go of my hand and let me stand beside him. Then, he skillfully dug a few deep holes with a shovel. He didn't stop until he dug dozens of holes. He looked up at me and smiled foolishly.
The weather was starting to warm up, and the sun was quite strong at noon. Under the direct sunlight, Lu Yang's face was covered in sweat after working for so long. There was also a lot of soil on his face because he wiped his sweat with his hands.
Under the sun, his smile was as bright as a beautiful spring flower. Even I couldn't take my eyes off him.
His smile was very clean, sunny, and warm. I unconsciously approached him.
I realized that I was panicking and felt very embarrassed. I laughed dryly."Look at you, your face is covered in dirt. Wipe it off! "I threw him a tissue.
"Look at how dirty my hands are. Why don't you help me wipe them? "he said simply.
I thought so too, so I nodded. "And carefully wipe the dust off him.
I never thought that it was my careless actions that caused me pain for a long time. He had ruined a friendship and even fell into a whirlpool of emotions.
After I was done, I was very happy. I smiled at Lu Yang and said,"This is so good, so much better!" I gently pinched his face and teased,"Fat pig!"
I thought that this was a very ordinary action, but others didn't think so. When I put down my hand, Lu Yang was also stunned. His face was red as he stared at me for a long time, but he didn't say anything. I was embarrassed and turned my head away, stunned.
It was unknown when Luo Feng had returned. He was standing at the side in a rage. Clearly, he had witnessed everything that had just happened. Shan Ting, who was beside him, looked like she was watching a good show.
I didn't want to look at them, so I turned to the other side, but I saw Su Xiao staring at me with tears in her eyes. She turned around and ran away. Zhu Li also didn't understand me.
I wanted to say something, but I couldn't. I didn't know what to say. Was I wrong? What was wrong? They were wrong? What was wrong?
He lowered his head and counted with his fingers, but there was still no result.
I didn't notice when Luo Feng left, nor did I notice when Lu Yang came back to his senses.
I limped to pick up the sapling and stuffed it into the pit. I was impatient and not gentle, just like my heavy mood at the moment. Her heart was so heavy that she couldn't breathe, and it turned into a rain of tears.
Lu Yang was most afraid of me crying, but he didn't know how to comfort me. He said clumsily,"Look at you. If you continue like this, the saplings won't even be watered.”
Although it wasn't funny, it was still comforting. After all, there was still someone by my side.
I'm not a very fragile person, but I'm very lonely. Now that all his friends had left, only Lu Yang was left. He suddenly felt a little afraid.
Lu Yang seemed to sense my uneasiness. He planted a sapling and comforted me in a low voice,"You still have me. I will always be by your side!”It sounded more like a promise than a comfort. He looked at me seriously and added," Believe me, this tree will testify for me. I won't go back on my word!”
At this moment, I didn't really believe it, but I was also very touched. After all, it seemed that he was really the only one by my side. I still nodded to express my trust.
Lu Yang's words changed my values. I really thought that he would always stay by my side. Until one day, he personally broke this oath, and my world instantly turned dark.
After planting the trees, the students went home. Lu Yang and I were the last to leave. I'm sorry, I was the one who dragged him down.
When we finished planting the last sapling, the sun had already set. The setting sun was as red as blood. The afterglow of the sunset reflected on Lu Yang's face, rendering him a sense of tranquility.
We didn't leave immediately. The setting sun was infinitely beautiful. It was only dusk, but I could read the new life. Yes, I like the sunset. I like that last touch of warmth and softness.
Under my insistence, Lu Yang accompanied me to watch the sunset. He was more cheerful and sunny, while I was very similar to Luofeng in nature, gloomy and depressed. Every time I see Lu Yang's clean and hearty smile, I feel ashamed of myself.
I envy her, but it's hard to have her. So I'm close to Lu Yang, close to that clarity.
When the last ray of light completely faded, Lu Yang carried me on his back and set foot on the road home. Along the way, I was moved. Although he didn't say anything, he was happy and looked forward to it.
Just like that, we got closer and closer. The process of becoming friends was much simpler than when I was friends with Luo Feng. Actually, I prefer simplicity, but it's destined that Luo Feng and I are both complicated people, and we definitely won't be simple.
Lu Yang carried me home and left.
Seeing his expectant gaze, I didn't say anything in the end. However, as she watched him turn around dejectedly and leave alone, a sense of sadness welled up in her heart.
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