I don't remember how long it has been, but the wound that Lu Yang caused me has never healed. I left all my friends, and those postcards that I didn't send out were mercilessly torn up by me.
Every day, after class, she would go home alone and go to school alone in the morning. In fact, I thought that I could get away with it, but I still fell into the swamp of friendship.
What I value most is friendship and learning, and friendship comes first. After two consecutive blows, it could be said that I was already disheartened.
Yu Li had been here a few times, but I politely rejected her every time. The note she left behind was also stuffed into the trash can.
I don't need to look. Perhaps I'm afraid, afraid of hearing all the news about him.
The relationship between Su Xiao and Zhu Li became more and more tense. Even after Yu Li came forward to explain, it only made them hate me even more. I didn't mean it, but I took the blame.
Because I was far away from Lu Yang, they didn't target me. They were just cold and indifferent. Fortunately, I didn't care. Shan Ting seemed to have something to say to me a few times, but in the end, she held back.
Actually, she was the one I cared about the most. Unfortunately, that was only in the past.
I've already blacklisted these people. Even if I cry alone in a dark corner, I don't care about their comfort.
On the third day after I fell out with Lu Yang, I kept feeling like someone was following me on my way to school. When he turned around, there was nothing. Perhaps he had really suffered a blow and did not rest well!
However, I felt someone following me for several days in a row, and I couldn't help but feel nervous. We have read in books that many bad people capture children. The more we think about it, the more anxious we become. After being scammed, she was chased by bad people. Why was she so unlucky? He could only run to school.
Unfortunately, she was followed on her way home. I wanted to go home and tell my parents, but if I did that, they would definitely find out about me and Luo Feng. I shook my head and let it go.
He had been worried and afraid for several days. Fortunately, nothing happened, and he slowly let down his guard.
It wasn't until the eve of my fifth grade graduation that I met him. No, it should be said that he had planned this for a long time and met me.
That day, as usual, I was walking slowly on the way home, with someone vaguely following behind me. I didn't care. It's been like this for half a month. But at the corner, he was stopped. I looked up in shock and saw the person I didn't want to see the most.
His smile was as warm as ever, like the three inches of sunlight in spring, bright and warm. I was startled for a moment before lowering my eyes and smiling bitterly.
It was Lu Yang.
It was ironic that they had chosen this place to meet again. Was it a coincidence?
The two of them didn't say anything. After a long time, I turned around and left. However, he pulled her back.”His voice was tinged with pain.
I stopped. She could feel his pain, but she deliberately ignored it. I was stunned by this form of address. He used to call me Paper or Ran Ran. I never knew when he called me that.
Lu Yang was not surprised when he felt my daze. " I know you don't want to see me, but I just want to see you one last time. I'm leaving tomorrow. I wrote many notes for Yu Li to bring to you, but they all fell into the sea.”
Suddenly, my heart skipped a beat. A note? The notes I threw? Instantly, she was in a panic.
He wanted to leave? I thought there was at least one more summer break. How could it be so soon? Where was he going? Why was this happening?
Lu Yang seemed to have sensed my fear. He grabbed me tightly and asked me in disbelief,"Ran, are you worried about me? You can't bear for me to leave?" His tone was filled with anticipation.
Unfortunately, I'm very stubborn and have always been heartless to those who deceive me. No matter how reluctant she was, the words she said not only hurt him, but also hurt herself.
He mercilessly destroyed his expectations and sneered,"You think too much. Are you worth it?”
Meeting his expectant gaze, mine was even colder. His eyes instantly dimmed, his expression twitched, and he lowered his head in shame.
"Anything else? I'm leaving!" After all, he was someone he once cared about, a friend he had treated sincerely, and he couldn't bear to do so. He heaved a sigh of relief and his tone became much calmer.
"Can you watch the sunset with me for the last time?”Lu Yang begged.
I thought about it for a long time and finally nodded.
We went to the mountain and watered the small trees we planted. They grew very quickly, but before they could grow up, the other person disappeared.
Watching the sunset from the top of the mountain, they stood in the same position, but they were in different states of mind.
Lu Yang felt a little sad as he watched the setting sun sink bit by bit. "Ran, you said that you can see new life, but why can't I?”
I naturally understood what he was talking about, but I didn't answer. Lu Yang sighed and did not say anything else.
He quietly admired it until the last ray of light faded away. Then, he got up and went home.
Along the way, no one said anything. Everyone had their own thoughts.
I suddenly remembered the scene of him carrying me on his back, and my heart was sour. She suddenly wanted to cry, but she held it in. Don't let him see my tears.
Lu Yang was also deep in thought and absent-minded, so he didn't notice my strange behavior.
It was a very short distance, but we walked for a very long time, as if we wanted to continue walking like this. However, reality was cruel, and there was an end to the road. After a while, they reached a corner and went their separate ways.
Lu Yang understood me. He knew that at this moment, it was impossible for me to forgive him, so he let go.
He turned around silently and left.
However, just as I took a few steps, I heard his faint voice behind me."Ran, I will always remember that promise. And those words were sincere. I thought I could be free and easy, but unfortunately, it's not only you who fell, but also me!”
I didn't stop, but instead quickened my pace. She covered her ears with her hands, indicating that she didn't want to listen anymore, but those words still floated into her ears.
Those words struck my heart. I asked myself, but I couldn't let him go. But I couldn't let go of his deception. If I couldn't get this attention, I wouldn't be able to continue.
I turned around and Lu Yang's figure had already disappeared from my sight. She couldn't hold it in anymore, and her tears flowed like a fountain. She squatted by the roadside and whimpered.
I didn't know how long I cried, but I felt someone walk to my side and pass me a piece of paper. I looked up excitedly, but it wasn't the person I was looking forward to, but another figure that surprised me.
It was Luo Feng.
My surprise and a flash of disappointment were captured by him. He looked at me as if he could see through me. I dodged in a panic.
Luo Feng's expressionless face instantly broke into a faint smile.""Ms. B * tch, wipe your face!”
I was already used to his venomous tongue. He was originally surprised and a little embarrassed, but now he could not help but fly into a rage out of humiliation."What does it have to do with you? Go away!"
He always seemed to easily provoke my anger, and my tragic side would play out in front of him every few days. As a stubborn person, it was very difficult to tolerate. Moreover, this person would occasionally mock and ridicule him.
Strangely, Luo Feng didn't get angry at my rudeness. He just casually crossed his hands and looked at me with a smile.
I felt uncomfortable being stared at, so I rolled my eyes at him and said angrily,"What are you laughing at? What's so funny?”Actually, I didn't notice that I had stopped crying unknowingly. The matter of Lu Yang had already been thrown out of my mind.
Seeing that I had almost recovered, Luo Feng unexpectedly helped me up and wiped my tears. With a gentle expression, she said softly,"Don't be like this in the future!"”
I wasn't used to it, and I was also stunned as I stared at him with my mouth agape. If I hadn't seen it with my own eyes and heard it with my own ears, I wouldn't have believed that Luo Feng could still be so gentle.
He was probably embarrassed by my stare and glanced to the side unnaturally.
He did not speak for a long time. His eyes were empty as he looked into the distance, as if he was thinking about something.
It was only now that I realized that we were still in a cold war. His casual comfort really surprised me.
After a while, I hurriedly got up and walked home. However, Luo Feng didn't pull me, but followed behind me.
When I reached the door, I rushed in without looking at him, but I forgot to lock the door. When she entered the house, she didn't even have time to say hello and rushed to her room.
His mother's grumbling voice came from outside the door.”
"Auntie! "I'm here." After a while, he heard a familiar voice. I was instantly petrified.
My mother replied enthusiastically,"Sigh, it's Luofeng!" Come in, come in! This child was much better than Ran Ran! Good girl!"
"No, Ran Ran is very obedient in school!”Luofeng praised me against his will.
"Is that so? That's good. That's because you brought her up well!”
What followed was laughter.
Actually, after hearing Luo Feng's praise, I was very touched. I was so touched that I wanted to cry. After all, even though he lied to me, he didn't do it on purpose. However, I transferred all my anger towards Shanting onto him. This was the first time in my life that I regretted it.
Thinking back to Lu Yang's deliberate deception, the damage done by Luo Feng was obviously insignificant. She felt wronged, and her tears flowed down again.
Someone gently knocked on my door. Before I could wipe my tears, the person saw everything. I was extremely embarrassed. The person who came was Luo Feng.
Fortunately, I didn't hide it and cried even more sadly.
He was afraid that my parents would find out that I was crying, so he closed the door and walked to my side. He squatted down and didn't say anything. He just quietly accompanied me.
After crying for a while, I felt more and more wronged. I suddenly threw myself on him and cried.
Luo Feng was obviously shocked by my sudden action. His body stiffened for a long time, and it took him a while to recover. He hugged me and patted my shoulder, like a brother silently comforting his sad sister.
Suddenly, she thought how good it would be if she had such a brother. I didn't know if I was mad at Lu Yang, or if I was so ashamed that my brain had gone crazy, but with this thought in mind, I stopped crying and looked at the embarrassed Luo Feng with my big eyes."I want you to be my brother, pamper me, protect me, and not let anyone bully me. I want to be the most important person in your heart.”
Luo Feng was very surprised. His expression twitched, and he was so shocked that his jaw almost fell to the ground.
I shamelessly whined and acted coquettishly at him.
Perhaps he had never seen me like this before, and most importantly, he was frightened by my sudden change. He actually nodded his head without realizing it. When he reacted, it was really too late for regret.
I was also very surprised that he actually agreed.
I think, since he has agreed, from now on, he will be my slave.
I want him to regret treating me with such disdain.
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