Father's difficulties
Autumn passed and winter came. Parting was not easy. Outside, the snow had already reached the height of a tree, and everything was covered in silver. It was a beautiful sight. In the countryside, the scenery was bleak. Occasionally, a few naughty children would step on the straw in the fields on their way to school, making creaking sounds in the snow and ice, playing a beautiful and happy rhythm, as if they were in a happy mood at that time. The willows in the field had all fallen leaves, and the hanging silk was wrapped in a layer of bright crystal, like beautiful ice. The school was exceptionally quiet in this cold weather.
After the third mock exam, the final exam was coming, and then the winter vacation. When the results of the third model came out, he took a deep breath, and his nervous mood instantly relaxed a lot. Looking at the names on the rankings, the joy in his heart was self-evident. Although he had never felt that he was weaker than others, he still understood the principle that there was always someone better than him. Moreover, Shan Ting and Luo Feng were not ordinary people. Whether it was to prove to them that my ability was enough to match them, or that my self-esteem would not allow me to do worse than them, or that my father's strict requirements, I had to make myself outstanding.
In fact, Dad didn't care what rank I got, but how much I should have scored and whether I got it. So even if I get first place, I still care if I get that many points. Others might not understand Dad's request for me and think it was too strict, but Dad felt that only strictness could control my uncontrollable feelings. When I learned to control my temper, I no longer needed them to urge me. I also knew that I had the same requirements and principles for myself. However, he didn't know that before I learned it, I wouldn't be able to understand it either. Although he only limited my studies, I could do whatever I wanted with the rest. However, this had developed my dependence on him. As I grew up, I was still used to his nagging. When he was not by my side, I was not used to it at all. It also caused me to develop a bad temper, stubborn self-esteem, and a willful personality. The only good thing about me was that I did as he wished: His results were always at the top.
I've never thought about whether my father regretted it or not. After all, society had changed. It was no longer the world they were in. My current personality is disadvantageous in the cruel competition of society. It will also bring me unnecessary resistance in the process of struggling. In any case, I know that the creed of his education is: In books there are houses of gold, and in books there are beauties like jade. I couldn't comment on my father's right or wrong, but his teaching method made me feel great fear.
After looking at the scores that day, he was still a little happy. After all, it was not bad to get first place, although the score was a little unsatisfactory. Shan Ting and Luo Feng were tied for second place, and Su Xiao was third... Because it was almost winter break, everyone in the circle was helpless and could not be happy. As we slowly got along, we finally learned that Yang Yang's home was on the top of the mountain. She lived with her relatives from Monday to Friday. Also, Zhu Li's parents weren't coming back for the New Year, so she had to accompany them. As a result, everyone could not gather together even during winter vacation. However, this was the first winter vacation we had known each other, and it also happened to be the new year. Everyone was in good spirits, so it was indeed impossible for us to meet. They agreed to meet up before the holidays, and they would discuss the location of the gathering.
Taking advantage of the time when there was no class, the people in the circle gathered together and squeezed into my and Luofeng's seats to discuss. I suggest we go to Luo Feng's house. His house is bigger, and his mother is very nice. She's not afraid of trouble. However, at this moment, Luo Feng frowned slightly and expressed his disagreement.""No, my father doesn't like crowds.”I could only resentfully turn my face to look at Zhu Li. Everyone looked at each other. Zhu Li quickly came to her rescue and suggested," It's okay. If it's not convenient, come to my house. It's only her grandmother and me. It's more convenient." Everyone objected,"We can't go to your house. Don't disturb your grandmother!"”In the end, we discussed for a long time, but there was no result. I was angry that Luofeng didn't give me face, so I suggested going to my house. In the end, everyone fell silent and agreed unanimously.
I regretted it when I went back that night. I didn't discuss it with my parents and brought more than ten classmates home without permission. I was very nervous and didn't know how they would react. "The key is that they have to stay at my house. Fortunately, my aunt married close to me and isn't at home, so we can stay at her house. Thinking of this, perhaps his parents would agree. After all, this was the first time he brought a classmate home. During dinner, I wanted to say something but hesitated. Dad asked me if there was something wrong, but I didn't dare to say it. In the end, she didn't say anything until she went to bed. She thought that her parents wouldn't chase them away if they came, so she decided to act first and report later.
During class the next day, many of my classmates told me that they had taken leave from home. But I really wanted to tell them cruelly that I hadn't told my family yet, but seeing how excited they were, I couldn't open my mouth. Luo Feng looked at my expression and understood. He scoffed,""I told you to be brave!" After saying that, his smile didn't diminish, and he didn't forget to add,""I'll wait and see what you do." I was always helpless against him. Besides, he was right about this matter, so I could only ignore him and sulk alone. However, I was still conflicted. It seemed that there was no other way. I was worried and guessed the various expressions of my parents. How could I still be in the mood to listen to the class?
It wasn't easy for me to get through school in the afternoon. My classmates followed me home in high spirits, but I was the only one who was unhappy. Shan Ting noticed something was wrong and asked me with concern,"Ran Ran, what's wrong?" I couldn't say anything, so I could only say in my heart," No matter what happens later, don't blame me! Shanting saw that I didn't want to talk about it, so she didn't ask. She just patted my shoulder and walked to the end to chat with Luofeng.
When we got home and entered the courtyard, I unknowingly walked at the back because I didn't dare to see my parents 'eyes, afraid that it wasn't what I imagined. My classmates swarmed into my house and called me uncle and auntie. When his parents came out of the room, they were very surprised to see this large group of people. However, they understood after a moment and warmly welcomed them in."Come in quickly, don't catch a cold!" The students filed in. When I was the last one left, my mother blocked me and told me with her eyes,"Just you wait. I'll deal with you later!”Actually, I'm already very grateful that my parents didn't embarrass me in front of me. I'll settle that privately after they leave.
Mom was busy in the kitchen, but they were having fun. Some were chatting, some were watching TV, some were playing Chinese checkers, some were playing hide-and-seek…Only Luo Feng was playing Chinese chess with Dad. Shan Ting was squatting at the side and watching. I walked over to join in the fun. Actually, I didn't like playing chess, so when my father insisted on teaching me, I thought of a way to escape. However, when I saw how handsome Luo Feng looked as he seriously played every move, especially when my father praised his skills, I regretted not learning from him back then. Otherwise, I could play against him now. However, there was nothing I could do about it. I only knew that it was the day the horse left, but I still watched it with relish.
After dinner, Yu Qingdong went back. Her house is not far from mine, and her parents did not agree to let her stay here, so she went back. The rest of the students began to do their homework. After they were done, they could gather around the fire and chat. However, I don't know if Dad was very dissatisfied with my first action and then report, so he thought of a bad way to deal with us. He gave us a few questions to test us. We can only go to sleep after we solve them. Otherwise, we won't be able to come to my house to play in the future. Just when I wanted to cry but had no tears, they were eager to give it a try. A group of people who didn't know the depth of their abilities.
I've experienced the difficulty of Dad's questions. I've only been able to do it a few times. I can only silently pray for good luck. This time, the questions were even more difficult. No matter how smart we were, we were still first-graders. There were two solutions to Dad's questions, but Shanting and I each solved one. Luofeng was the only one who managed to solve it, but they still hadn't figured it out. So, half an hour passed, and they could only watch helplessly as Luo Feng played chess with their father. An hour had passed, but not many people had thought of coming out. Seeing that the effect was about right, her mother said,"Alright, alright. It's very late. I won't do it anymore. Go to sleep!”Upon hearing this, the drowsiness that had been on their faces disappeared, and they cheered.
They slept very late that night, but it was also a deep memory for each other. From then on, other than Shan Ting, Luo Feng, and Su Xiao, no other classmates were willing to stay at my house. Should I thank my father or blame him? Actually, even I can't say for sure.
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