The atmosphere of the party night had changed a little. This was probably how tears of joy came about, right? When we dry all the sweetness in our memories, only sad secrets remain.
Yan Si's eyes were still staring at the unrealistic window, and his heart was still slightly aching.
While he was feeling melancholic, the night of revelry continued. It was unknown who had chosen a sad song and slowly sang,
Don't cry in a foreign land, dreams are the only luggage...
The sky was still the sky, and the rain was still the rain.
You're no longer under my umbrella, I'm no longer familiar with this city…
The streets were deserted, but the thoughts were crowded. Every street had memories.
If we meet again, there's no need to run away, I'll pass by you eventually
The song was still singing faintly, singing out some people's tears and expressing some people's emotions. Yan Si had no tears or emotions. She heard the sound of her heart closing like a heavy red door, and her heart was divided into two halves.
In her heart were the happy laughter she left behind in that city, her bitter pursuit, the unexpected encounter she created, her devotion to him…Even though she did not receive a response from him once and he was still cold, she felt that those were her happiest memories.
Outside the heart gate, it was a hard fact! The cold person that she had been longing for had rejected her enthusiasm and was sharing a room with another person.
"Gu Yiliang, I spent my entire life for you…I was too stupid to think that your coldness was because you didn't want to get close to women. I finally understand that your coldness…was only for me!”
Stubborn people also had tears in their eyes. How many years of grievances, how many times they had hit a wall, and how hard it was to come up with blood-red tears!
One person, one heart, one voice to wait!
One person, one city, one heartache!
One person, one road, one loneliness!
He was unwilling to be reduced to such a state, unwilling to be destroyed like this. You gave me a way to survive on my own, but I never chose it! Just wait and see. I won't let you off so easily!
Yan Si fiercely wiped away the two weak tears on his cheeks. If he wasn't strong, who would he show weakness to?! In this world, who forced me to be strong? In this world, there are always people who force me to be strong!
Who was whose wolf, who was whose sheep. If you force me to be strong, this world will eventually be destroyed for me!
In the world of love, the only way was to fight for the survival of the fittest!
"I want you to lie under my feet and witness the entire process of me destroying everything!”
Yan Si crushed his wine glass and walked out. He grabbed the microphone and angrily picked up a song. He suppressed all his emotions and sobbed as he sang,"
Yesterday idling today, the wooden horse is gone
The original sin of fate is in my heart
The soul unplugged the power, the whole world went dark
The eternal night was even darker than the night…
Yan Si practically recited the last part of the lyrics. There wasn't a single hint of music to it. She probably couldn't muster up the courage to pretend that nothing had happened because the light from the window was so dazzling and alluring…The person inside was so attractive to her, yet so far away!
She was a king, she would not admit defeat!
The music slowly passed by. It was the night of the silver Valentine's Day. The atmosphere of the party was completely changed. The sad song continued to play, and the pleasant yet jealous female voice entered everyone's ears, causing a sigh.
I don't care to comfort myself, I'll turn my sadness black
I refuse to cry without tears, to smear my wounds
What I thought was pure, what I thought was pure
I thought you thought, I thought I thought
I pretend to turn a blind eye, turning my sadness black
I turn my back to the full moon and the waning moon, smearing all my scars
I think I'm the absolute, I'm the one who's eating black
Hatred is insatiable, love can give little
In the corner of the garden, a quiet figure was watching the singer. Her emotions were fluctuating with her. And that person did not even look at her the entire time.
"The lyrics are very interesting. They are very similar to your feelings.”
After the song ended, Yan Si staggered down the stage and downed a cocktail in one gulp. At this moment, Shangguan also raised his glass and took a slow sip before coming up to strike up a conversation.
Yan Si's face was flushed red, and he was a little drunk. He shook his head and looked at Shangguan for a long time before replying with a bitter smile,""Yes, very similar! I could have pretended to tolerate everything and turned a blind eye to it, but I'm not a saint. I can't do it!”
Shangguan had never seen Yan Si lose his composure like this. She was drunk! His heart ached as he mocked himself,
"You should look back. Maybe you'll realize what you missed.”
Shangguan helped Yan Si to the chair and glanced at him with a complicated gaze. He wanted to say something, but he didn't know how to say it, so he didn't say it.
After he left, Yan Si was much more clear-headed. Her beautiful eyes met the dim window, thinking that she had indeed missed it. The most evil smile…
Thank you, Shangguan, for telling me. I can't miss it again! Even if he had to destroy everything, he would rather die than live in shame! If I can't get it, no one can!
Yan Si snapped his fingers at the empty space behind him and said coldly,""Watch Meng Xuansi closely! I want to know everything about her!"
"..." The grass on the grass behind him tilted its body. A gust of wind blew past, and the black open space... fell silent.
“IMISSYOU!”Yan Si raised his head and said to himself,"
Miss meant missing and missing! When I missed you the most, I realized that I had already missed you.
Shangguan walked leisurely on the dark street, not knowing where he was going. He walked aimlessly and paced. A myriad of emotions rushed into his heart.
The tears at the corners of Yan Si's eyes, the red and swollen cheeks that she had wiped away, and the emptiness in his eyes made him feel inexplicably uncomfortable.
Her emotions were his emotions…
"If you can see me in your eyes other than Liang Yuan, I promise I won't let you cry alone.”Shangguan laughed at himself.
He sped up until the soles of his feet were numb and painful. He then stopped, but the pain did not paralyze him. He still cared.
Yi Liang's face relaxed, and sometimes the corners of his mouth would even curl up. Xuan Si's nose calculated. Was that person from the dream staying behind? He was smiling so easily. She had never seen such a smile before. Was it because of 'Luan Meng'?
Her heart began to feel uneasy. Her hand was still holding his cold hand. Her eyes were swollen and her nose was sore. She almost lost a drop of emotion. No matter how magnanimous she was, she was still a girl. She had her own selfish motives. She was not a saint, so she could not share him with another person!
She didn't want Yi Liang to be troubled by her, so she had always endured it and pretended that she had never heard that name before. However, every time he called out 'her' name in his dreams, it was always when he was thinking about it…
Thinking of this, Xuan Si's eyes watered. She turned to look at him. His eyes were closed and his breathing was steady. He should still be asleep, right? It shouldn't be a problem to cry a little, right?
"Don't cry!"
Xuan Si was shocked. He, who was sleeping peacefully, suddenly opened his eyes and glared at her childishly, looking at her aggrieved face with dissatisfaction.
"Why are you awake? I'm not crying!"
Although her tears did not fall in time, he was already upset. It was as if someone had punched him in the chest.
Strangely enough, when it came to matters related to her, the rationality and calmness that he had always been proud of was severely challenged! The chaos in the depths of his heart was something that even he could not control.
"None of your business!" The grievance in her heart was still there, and Xuan Si's willfulness also rose. Who would give such a domineering order while comforting others?!
When he heard her resistance, he sat up immediately and leaned his handsome face towards her. His thin lips were pressed against her pink lips as he threatened,"If you dare to cry, I'll kiss you!”
These words were indeed useful. Xuan Si's tears seemed to have been forced back, and it also seemed to have been forced back by anger. She could only stare at his handsome yet unfathomable face with her eyes wide open.
"How can you be so overboard!" Her voice was nasal, and there was a hint of unwillingness in her forbearance.
"I have something even more outrageous!" Gu Yiliang lowered his head and pecked her pink lips.
" You…" Xuan Xiang wanted to scold him, the more ruthless the better, but she couldn't find the right words.
He did not care about her anger and said even more,"If you don't listen, I won't just kiss your little mouth. I mean what I say!"
Meng Xuansi was stunned. Her face turned red, and she secretly thought in disdain," This was too detestable. This man wasn't human. He was simply…simply not human!
Helplessly, she could only compromise. You can't kiss me secretly anymore."
It wasn't that she didn't like it, but that this man's strength was really not to be underestimated. Her lips were red and swollen. It was also slightly numb and itchy. This feeling was really not good, so she did not have time to hide.
How strong could a little girl like her be? There was nothing to fear! Gu Yiliang never took it seriously.
While hesitating, Xuan Si saw that his head was about to come closer, and she did not forget to mutter,"Not necessarily!"
His words were concise and domineering!
"Rascal!" His thoughts were in a mess…
"I mean it."
"This time, I don't believe a single bit of your words!”Xuan Si turned her head and snorted angrily.
"Really, really!" Gu Yiliang was also confused. He denied it, but the corners of his mouth curled up slightly.
Seeing that he did not seem to intend to stop just like that, Xuan Si's heart skipped a beat.
" What exactly do you want?!"
Gu Yiliang looked at Xuan Si calmly. His eyes swept up and down, and the corners of his mouth curled up into a chilling smile. Suddenly, his face came closer, revealing a demonic summoning. His lips rubbed against her, and he muttered,
"What do you think? Hmm?"
A handsome ruffian man, a gaze that made one blush, a devilish smile, what exactly did he want…
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