A faint sigh rang in his ears. Whose longing was it, so long and meaningful, yet so helpless and sad?
Why did that blurry figure look so familiar? Even after thousands of years of reincarnation and vicissitudes, that pair of eyes still had a heartbreaking love.
Who was it that waited bitterly in the midst of the bloody storm? And who was it that followed the rise and fall of the Paramita Flower for generations?
She searched and asked in her dreams, but she could not find an answer that could convince herself.
That night's miserable screams shattered the sorrowful dream.
She woke up with a start and opened her hazy eyes.
Two lines of tears flowed down her cheeks, wiping away the tears of inexplicable sadness. She rubbed her heart that was in so much pain that it was difficult to breathe. She only felt that something was waiting for her in the dark night.
Following his feelings, he unknowingly walked to the shade under the willows. The person sitting on the ground was the person in his dreams.
"Yi Liang."
Upon seeing him, Xuan Si calmed down and slowly approached him. Of course, he was the heavens. Having him was equivalent to having safety.
"It's you, you idiot!" Yi Liang lay on the grass with his hands on his head, looking at the only moon in the sky.
Xuan Si knew that he was trying to provoke her. He wanted her to reveal the emotions hidden under her indifferent and peaceful appearance. Therefore, she still instinctively concealed the small waves in her heart.
Seeing that she did not strike up a conversation, Yi Liang propped himself up with both hands and grabbed her shoulders tightly, forcing her to look at him.
His pitch-black eyes were still staring deeply at her, not allowing her to hide or give in at all. As long as she had him in her eyes and only him, his beating heart would be at peace.
Xuan Si acted like she didn't know anything. Yi Liang's sudden strange behavior made her blush and she subconsciously leaned back.
" Xuansi, you…" Yi Liang's voice was hoarse, and his frightened eyes were bloodshot.
He felt her coldness and distance, like an iron wall that he could never conquer and occupy.
He thought that he understood Luan Meng very well, but he realized that he did not understand her at all. He never knew what this girl's weak heart was thinking, and he didn't even know what kind of emotions were in her melancholic eyes.
He did love, but he was far from someone who knew how to love.
He didn't even know whether the former beauty he fell in love with, Luan Meng, or the reincarnation in front of him. He couldn't guess whether these were two souls. Or was he alone?
Helpless…
Fate had made the weak and innocent her bear too much helplessness.
"Do you want to hear a story?" Yi Liang gently caressed this familiar face, but he felt a different aura.
"I can consider it." Xuan Si's smiling eyes were like a landscape that could not be crossed, but it attracted him.
Under the moonlight, he stretched his arms and lay on the grass. She curled up her body and lay on his cold but firm chest. She rested her head on his arm and placed her hand casually on his waist. She listened to his rhythmic heartbeat and counted the stars and moons in the sky…over and over again. She would never be able to count the days.
She liked this kind of quiet feeling. She had a shoulder to lean on. She could let go of the strength that she had worked so hard to pretend to be. She could have a real safety and a person who could accompany her forever.
How long was eternity? People who had not experienced eternity once would not know the concept of eternity.
"A hundred years ago, during the reincarnation of the stars and moon in the Netherworld, during the chaotic times, he and she fell in love. Although it was a coincidence, they also agreed to live and die.”Yi Liang's voice echoed in the moon and under the shade of the willow trees.
The story…began.
" They had a relationship that they shouldn't have. During the power struggle, he resolutely decided to take back the high position that belonged to him. In the end, he failed and almost disappeared.”As Yi Liang narrated the story, his heart was filled with bitterness, but his voice was as calm as water.
Xuan Si quietly looked at the sky and listened to his sad story. Her heart was also surging. She tried her best to shrink into his embrace, burying her head deep in his arms and merging her body into his embrace. Wouldn't it be safer this way?
He was on her left. Their hearts were very close, but they just couldn't touch each other.
"For him, she gave up her peaceful dream and used her life to exchange for his. As for her soul, her soul was scattered and her body was reincarnated.”Yi Liang's tone was weak and lifeless. His heartbeat sped up and slowed down, and he missed a beat.
"He wanted to find his former lover and followed her here. After reincarnation, she met him again, but she could no longer recognize him. And what he saw was a body with another strange soul, not his her. He couldn't even tell if he had found her to complete his great cause of conquering the world or if he just wanted her to be there, always?”
" What a tragic ending…" The corners of Xuan Si's eyes were wet, and her voice twitched. Her heart ached for some reason, and even she herself did not notice it.
"Yeah, is this really her? Was it her who had the same memories as him?”Yi Liang looked at her tearful face and reached out to caress her face. His cold fingertips gently wiped away the tears at the corner of her eyes. His fingertips seemed to touch everything, conveying his inner feelings through his ten fingers. He looked at this familiar face affectionately.
Only when he was facing her would his eyes, which could not be concealed by his expressionless mask, reveal a confused and sad emotion. It was the desire of a soul, a soul that longed for warmth and belonging!
Xuan Si's eyes met his affectionate eyes and she felt his palm caressing her face. His fingertips wiped away the cold tears at the corner of her eyes and also wiped away a little sadness.
Under the same sky, two people with the same mood harbored different secrets.
Yi Liang held her in his arms, unable to tell her that she was the heroine of the story, the soul of her body.
The heavy gaze and the pressure occupied his already broken heart. He could only bring her harm, just like Luan Meng. This was not what he wanted.
Xuan Si was still looking at the sky, lying in his tight embrace. No one could understand her thoughts. Only layers of wrapping and hiding were the best self-defense.
"It's so late. Why are you out?”Yi Liang suddenly thought of this serious problem and looked at her in his arms with dissatisfaction. It was as if he was deliberately avoiding the secret that had been buried in his heart for so long and was beginning to surface.
"The child doesn't have a mother. It's a long story." Xuan Si buried her head deep and sniffed the scent that belonged only to the person in front of her.
"Do you want to have some supper?" Yi Liang seemed to feel a little hungry.
"No!" Xuan Si shook her neck…
"Why?"
" My digestive system crashed…" Xuan Si bared her teeth and blinked her eyes, foolishly revealing two rows of neat, white teeth.
"Shall I help you fix it?" Yi Liang held Xuan Si's left hand with his right hand, his broad shoulders blocking the sky above his head, forming another 'sky'.
"No!" Xuan Si shyly pushed him away and whispered.
"And why?" Yi Liang sat up and hugged her from behind.
"I'm afraid it'll be scrapped!" Xuan Si smiled faintly and leaned her head on Yi Liang's shoulder, unwilling to leave.
"You!" Yi Liang tapped Xuan Si's little nose, pretending to be angry and wanting to teach her a lesson.
They stopped in mid-air and realized that they had put down their uneasiness and complicated feelings. Looking at each other, she felt a little sweet in her heart.
How long could this sweetness last?
She looked a little disappointed, then smiled. Her smile was so light and clear.
He knew that he was working hard to control his emotions that were about to break free. He didn't dare to love, he couldn't love, but he couldn't not love either.
Destiny belongs to yesterday, the future belongs to tomorrow, and today, only the real you in my arms…is mine.
Holding hands, they carved each other's names in the soil like children. They clasped their fingers and rushed to the newborn sun to shout. He spread his arms and ran along the beach.
It was raining. The rain seemed to wash away everything, and the words faded…As the words in the sand faded, so did the worries and uneasiness.
One windbreaker, two hearts. Under the windbreaker, she leaned against Yi Liang's shoulder and watched his fluffy hair stick to his forehead after being drenched by the rain. His eyes flashed with a faint light, and his thin outline outlined what sadness was there?
"You've been looking at me for a long time." Yi Liang responded to her gaze with a slight smile on his face. The corners of his lips curled up to a beautiful degree as he hugged her tightly in his arms, who was trembling.
"You're seeing things." Xuan Si's stubborn temper was still the same. Seeing his rare sincere smile, Xuan Si's heart moistened. She didn't expect his icy face to have such a moved expression.
How could a heartless person in this world have a heartless face?
"You have to say what you like, or you'll regret it.”Yi Liang's side profile was proud and cold, but there was also a sense of loneliness. With a naughty smile.
"I don't care about a person like you who doesn't have a grandmother or an uncle who doesn't love you and treats yourself like a dish!”Xuan Si pouted. She said that she didn't want it, but she didn't think so in her heart. She just couldn't say it. It should be said that it was extremely rare!
Yi Liang's mood had changed instantly. He stared at her, and the smile on his face disappeared without a word, leaving behind a pair of melancholic eyes.
Xuan Si lowered her head and looked at the sky from time to time, but she did not dare to look into his eyes. She knew that there were too many things in his eyes.
She never liked to join in the fun, and she even wanted to hide in a corner alone. However, after she had him, she was really afraid of those moments when she could not see him. She was so afraid of being alone.
Really, she knew that she had fallen in love with the days when she had him. That way, she could laugh without any worries, she could pick up her past dreams, and the sky was so transparent that she could see the color of her heart.
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