Fear of People
Ah…this is? It hurts! Ah. I remember now, I was defeated. No wonder his left eye couldn't see clearly…
Jia Xiaojian sat up from the hospital bed. There was a deep bruise on his face. It was a blessing in disguise that his head was still working.
Yesterday, he had followed his schedule and participated in the unlucky gambling match that night. "Isn't it just being played by a group of rich kids? But it's true that you'll have to suffer a little physical pain. When the time comes, just put down the water and retreat safely. No matter what, he had just crawled back from the brink of death. Although he was not very familiar with the way of fighting, he should not be beaten into a pig's head. " Of course, I'll definitely lose. After all, I don't have any experience fighting humans…" With this mentality, Little Scum went up.
However, once he entered the arena, he saw everyone's gazes and his opponent's approach. Little Scum's legs started to go weak…That's right! He was afraid! What's wrong? She was afraid. Was it embarrassing?
In any case, Little Scum did not intend to be like the other protagonists and transmigrators, winning the first battle! Then, he would amaze the world with a single feat! Following that, the popularity zone covered the sky and the earth, and everyone's attention was on it. He was just an ordinary person. So what if he had transmigrated? Was he not human after transmigrating? Ordinary was ordinary. It was the same even after transmigrating.
When he fought in the past, he was young and impetuous. It was either bullying the few with numbers or bullying the small with the big. At the very least, he could drink some alcohol to boost his courage. Fighting on Earth mainly relied on his aura! When discrimination was in place, they would chase after him and hit him! His aura was not in place. At most, he would be chased and beaten up…
Look at the present, lock yourself and the enemy in a net cage! Fight! It'll only end when one side is down and unable to get up…Are you afraid?
Only now did Little Scum understand that when the situation really came to that, that aura, that feeling, it wasn't asking you to go on stage and sing! Ordinary people would have stage fright when performing in public, let alone fighting to the death with others. Little Scum was really panicking on stage! Her legs were shaking so much that she couldn't even use her hands.
He finally understood why boxing, wrestling, and combat athletes needed to do so much mental preparation before going on stage. This wasn't a matter of who had better skills or higher attack power. In a two-person or even multi-person battle, the first thing that mattered was courage!
In this psychological confrontation, the moment Despicable started, he would lose completely. As for those novels, the protagonist would be able to fight his first opponent head-on and even defeat his opponent calmly. Little Scum just wanted to say to them,"How heartless are you?"!!!
Mature little b * tch naturally wouldn't have such slow reflexes. After knowing that he was destined to be beaten up, he decisively chose to beg for mercy! "Big Brother…I haven't recovered yet. Can…can I have a quick death?" she asked while trembling.”
Don't say that this big brother who was fighting with him was also a good person. Little Scum's eyes went black…and he knelt down.
After being knocked out by a single move, it was the next day when Little Scum woke up. She touched the left side of her face that had been drugged and saw that the medicine on her body had probably been changed…
"You're awake? Not bad. With such injuries, he went to fight and fainted after only one move. Did the other party show mercy?"
A white-bearded middle-aged man came to the bed with a bowl of medicine.
"Haha, I'm not sure. He indeed saw that I was too pitiful and showed mercy.”
Little Scum touched his face and said. Reaching out to take the bowl of medicinal soup, the white-bearded middle-aged man put it aside.
"Let's talk after dinner! The injuries on your body aren't considered work injuries. Those who end up with one punch won't be able to claim medical expenses. Take your two hundred copper spirit coins as medical expenses. You can eat here!"
The middle-aged man smiled and handed over some dry rations and lean meat porridge. Little Scum didn't stand on ceremony and took it over and started eating.
"Why do I feel like two hundred copper spirit coins. It's not even enough for my medical expenses?" Little Scum said as she ate.
"It's okay, there's still a long way to go! I'm the doctor here. Just call me Uncle Li. You can come to my place every day in the future! Or could it be that you couldn't continue?”
Little Scum stopped and her eyes darkened. She thought about it for a moment before she lit up again and continued eating. After finishing the food, you wiped your mouth and stood up from the bed!
"F * ck! Of course, he would continue! Receiving a punch every day would earn him 200 copper spirit coins, this good thing was nowhere to be found!”
"That's not the look of someone who wants to laze around.”Uncle Li smiled.
Little Scum chuckled. After taking a few steps, he was about to fall again! He quickly reached out to support himself against the wall and adjusted his breathing.
"Uncle Li, do you know who my next opponent is?”
"Not necessarily. Let's go and see for ourselves. We have to play every day anyway. Does it matter who it is?" Uncle Li handed the medicine to Little Scumbag." If you want to practice, go to the back. The backyard is empty. No one is going."”
Uncle Li left, and Little Scum downed the medicine in one gulp before walking to the backyard.
When a person entered the state of "confrontation" with others…No, whether a person could enter the state of "confrontation" with others was actually a problem.
You must be afraid when you face your enemy, right? Would they be afraid? His heart would beat so fast that he couldn't even hear his breathing, right? If you don't get rid of this kind of mentality, what will you do in the future?!
Therefore, he absolutely could not escape! He had to face it head-on! Being depressed after failure would only make one more timid! The mature Jia Xiaojian would not do such a thing. So what if he was defeated? He wasn't the main character or a transmigrator, so wasn't it normal for him to be defeated?
What if they were defeated? Was there a need to say? Naturally, he had to find the reason for his defeat and then resolve it.
Jia Xiaojian was not the main character of a novel, nor was he a person of another dimension with a special bloodline. If he couldn't escape to other places, he would cultivate quietly until he was awesome and then come back to look for trouble. Moreover, if they fought to the death on the battlefield, they would not be able to cause any miracles to reverse the situation. He couldn't afford to cause a plot of a loser's counterattack after escaping. What else could he do? Then he could only make a move on him!
Failed? Clean up the mess, stand up and continue! Defeated? He knelt down and begged for mercy. Then, he stood up and continued!
To Jia Xiaojian. Facing any small difficulty. First of all, he did not have the right to give up. Secondly, he did not have the time to delay. Moreover, he had no way out! The only thing that awaited him was death. But he was not here to enjoy life! This world had never given anyone a chance to breathe!
If there was an enemy, he had to defeat him. If he was defeated, he had to change his target. Survive first. Then, he would fight again!
Because he was just an ordinary person, he couldn't become a strong person who could face everything in one go. However, Little Scum had a firm will. There was only one path in front of him. He never thought that he could solve everything with his own intelligence. He could only take it one step at a time.
Now, he was afraid because of the fear between humans. He realized that he did not dare to fight with others. If he ran away this time, he would still be afraid of humans. If the fear between humans was not eliminated, he would not be able to defeat anyone no matter how powerful he was! What he needed now was to become more mature.
After re-evaluating himself, Xiao Jian felt that he had improved a lot. At the same time, he did not think much! If he was afraid of people, would killing people also give him nightmares?! Killing people was killing people, no matter if they were good or bad. He didn't believe that he wouldn't feel burdened just because he killed someone from another world…
However, it was still too early. He should first settle the matter of fighting face-to-face with others.
He began to recall the punch that knocked him down. Now that he thought about it, he could still hear the strong wind from the punch. Just thinking about it made Little Scum's legs tremble.
"Is this the difference between reality and fiction? No wonder people who were abused in real life would have such a strong psychological trauma!”
"But it hasn't reached the point where…I can't move at all!!”
Jia Xiaojian took a step forward, and the scene at that time was simulated in front of his eyes! Jia Xiaojian flashed! Her legs went limp and she fell to the ground.
"Can't dodge it?"
Jia Xiaojian stood up again with great difficulty and replayed the scene just now. It was another flash! Her legs went limp…
Jia Xiaojian simulated that attack over and over again, and was knocked down by his imaginary opponent again and again!
Jia Xiaojian wasn't the kind of person who would pretend to fall out of boredom. He wasn't really simulating a fight, but rather…fighting against his own " fear."
He continued like this for an entire day.
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