The Love That I Once Imagined
The two of them sat side by side for a long time before Huang Weiyi looked at Ling Mo's side profile in the darkness. Her tone was very complicated,""Ling Mo…"
"Yes."
Ling Mo replied gently,"Call me Mo, just like her in the past…".
"Mo, did you say that she used to be your lover?”Huang Weiyi asked.
" Her name is Wang Xiaoling. She was my classmate from high school all the way to university. She was an ordinary and kind girl, and I fell in love with her because of her pure eyes. Three years in high school, four years in university, and I fell in love with her for seven whole years. We carefully guarded this pure love, looking forward to the day when we would blossom and bear fruit after university…" Ling Mo lay on the bed, looking out the window as he reminisced about the past.
It was a spring day when all the flowers were in full bloom. Ling Mo had met her under the red peach blossom trees by the side of the school road. When he saw her clear and pure eyes, his young heart started beating. The girl's appearance was ordinary, but her watery eyes and snow-white clothes were unforgettable.
The two of them did not know each other, so they did not talk. They just brushed past each other and turned around to see her peach blossom in the wind. The back view of her as the petals fell into the distance deeply remembered her.
After that, Ling Mo found out that she was a girl from the class next door and was quite happy. This meant that he was very close to her and could see her often. Thus, Ling Mo would stop by their class window for a while during his break, when he passed by, and when he was eating, to take a few glances at the girl who often appeared in his dreams.
Once or twice was fine, but Ling Mo often attracted a lot of attention. When the students in front of the window asked him who he was looking for, Ling Mo didn't say anything. When his classmates asked him, he didn't say anything either. He just went to the window to look at the girl every day, feeling disappointed that she wasn't there and happy that she looked out the window a few times.
If nothing unexpected happened, the introverted Ling Mo would continue watching her like this until she graduated from high school and went to different universities. This young yearning would become a memory as time passed, becoming a sweet memory in old age.
However, Ling Mo's actions couldn't be hidden from the sharp-eyed students. Ling Mo's attention was quickly fixed on the student called Wang Xiaoling. When the surrounding students laughed and said this, Ling Mo blushed.
However, his classmates at that time were still very kind. They did not go through the twists and turns after entering society. Instead, they were very enthusiastic about helping him with ideas. They even urged him to write many love letters to help him give them to girls. When she looked out the window to see the girl again, the girl's classmate beside her pulled her and the girl's attention fell on her for the first time. She smiled shyly at Ling Mo and Ling Mo was immersed in it for the entire day.
Seeing the girl's reaction, Ling Mo grew bolder under the encouragement of his classmates. He wrote more and more love letters, and eventually, he tried to ask the girl out to the field at night, waiting for her response. He thought she would reject him, but to his surprise, she agreed.
Under the bright starry sky, Ling Mo saw the girl he had been longing for day and night. She was still dressed in white and her eyes were still clear.
Ling Mo mustered up his courage and bravely said," Let's be in love ". While waiting nervously, the girl agreed with a shy smile, and they officially established a relationship.
After that, she could see them holding hands every night and every weekend. The two young boys and girls began to hope that this love would last until the end of time like in the story.
They guarded this young relationship all the way until they graduated from high school and were admitted to the same university. The two of them, who were gradually maturing, still looked forward to blossoming after university.
However, because of their different majors and the different jobs they chose after graduating from university, the two faced the problem of separation. Although the two of them managed to find a suitable job in the same city, they could not stay together forever. Even if they lived together, they would still be separated during the day and only meet at night.
This continued for two years. During this period, the two of them even registered their marriage. When they had saved enough money, they would meet each other's parents to discuss marriage.
However, after a year, Ling Mo realized that the girl had gradually changed. She had become flashy, demanding, and competitive. Her originally clear eyes were gradually occupied by money and fame. However, Ling Mo had always believed that everything would get better after marriage. He gritted his teeth and endured the burden on his shoulders until the girl's demands became more and more. Ling Mo became more and more tired and his life became more and more bitter.
This was the first time Ling Mo had quarreled with her. He was angry at her materialistic nature and her snobbery. The two of them had a cold war for a whole month. Neither of them paid attention to the other. Even when they met, they were like strangers.
Later on, the two of them made up, but both of them knew very well that their feelings for each other were fading, and everything would never return to the past. The two of them spoke less and less until they finally looked at each other without saying a word.
When the two years were up, the two of them tacitly broke up. When they came out of the marriage registration office, they stared at each other for seven years. All the memories, all the emotions, and everything turned into two calm words: Goodbye!
The two of them walked further and further away, proclaiming that their love had gone from youth to maturity, and then to the end of rationality at this moment.
" It's a very old-fashioned story, but it was my first relationship." Ling Mo sighed, looking at the city outside the window as he continued," After that, I left the city where we broke up and never loved again because I started to doubt the reality of love.”
" After that, I started to get addicted to the Internet and the virtual world. I gradually fell in love with the female characters in anime because their emotions were sincere and pure, without the vanity of reality. When I saw 'Muvluv', I was attracted by the unique temperament of the two of you. I gradually began to pay attention to you, then fell in love, and fantasized about being with you until we grew old.”
"Maybe it's God's blessing that suddenly gave me the ability to travel through worlds. When I saw you and Krista, I silently swore in my heart that I would marry the two of you and be my wife for the rest of my life. Until earlier, your anger woke me up. You are all independent, and my fantasies are just fantasies. " However, it's too difficult to choose between you and Krista. You're both too outstanding, so I can't choose.”
" Mo..." Huang Weiyi listened quietly and held onto Leng Mo's hand. She said softly," Then don't be in a hurry to answer. Wait until the Yukong Rebellion is over before you tell me the answer. At that time, I think I have a choice."”
" Alright." Ling Mo nodded and looked at the time." It's almost two o'clock, go back to sleep."”
" Sorry, I'm still not sleepy. Why don't you sleep first? I'll leave after staying here for a while," Huang Weiyi said a little embarrassedly.
" Is it because of the environment? It's troublesome. Why don't you sleep here? I'll sleep on the floor next door." Ling Mo scratched his head and thought for a while.
" How can that be?" Huang Weiyi rejected Ling Mo's suggestion and thought about it before saying weakly," Why don't we sleep together? However, don't think too much about it. It's just that I'm your girlfriend now and it's normal for me to worry about you. Furthermore, we can only sleep on separate sides and you're not allowed to have any bad thoughts. Otherwise, be careful of getting beaten up!"”
In the darkness, Huang Weiyi said with a blush, but Ling Mo couldn't see it.
" That's good too. Then, let's sleep." Ling Mo chuckled and took off his outer clothes and pants to sleep. Huang Weiyi hesitated for a long time before taking off her shirt and lying down.
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