He didn't sleep very well in the afternoon and last night. It was probably because of the rain. He kept feeling that a certain part of his heart would scream when he heard the rain, as if his body was about to burst.
Looking at the time, there was still some time before work time. Wuhe sat at the desk, opened the drawer, and took out the divorce agreement. It had been three to four months since the divorce, but she had not signed the divorce agreement. It could be said that he was very busy, or that he did not really want to sign.
Yesterday, on the first day of filming with Rocky, she realized that this little girl looked very fashionable and did not seem to know anything, but in reality, it was not the case. How should she put it? She gave people the feeling that she was a very talented girl. "What do you think of Li Long, Sis Wu?" Rocky asked.”
"Yes, I acted in a lot of good dramas. I don't know much about the others.”Wuhe still gave a formal answer. After all, the company he was in now could be said to be opposite to Li Longye's company. This helped a lot.
Rocky smiled." Sister Wuhe, it's so good that you don't like this man." Falling in love with this man was probably a very painful thing.”
"Oh, Rocky likes him?”Although Wuhe knew that he shouldn't ask too much about each other, he asked with a smile.
Rocky nodded and said,""It can be said that I'm very obsessed with it. I really, really like it. However, she always felt that that person was easy to approach, but not easy to walk into. It was as if there was something occupying her heart. She had never been in a relationship, and even those scandals were unreliable.”
Being young is really good. I can freely say what I like and what I don't like. Did he still have the right to talk about this now? It seemed that it had all become a matter of what he should and should not do morally.
The ear-piercing sound of reversing cars came through the window, interrupting Wuhe's thoughts. He reached out to pick up the two thin pieces of paper, took out a black gel pen, and signed his name on them. At the thought of this, Wuhe put the folded paper into an envelope and stuffed it into his bag. After making the decision, he calmed down a lot.
After more than half a month of filming, Ge Feihang finally entered the filming site. Ge Feihang played a patient with depression. His days didn't seem to be very happy, and he chose to commit suicide after receiving an unintentional sentence from his friend.
The iron-masked director started from the part where Ge Feihang started writing his diary, and the dubbing was also Ge Feihang's monologue.
It was the first time Wuhe realized that Ge Feihang's voice was so pleasant. Ge Feihang wrote in his diary seriously and said,""I don't know when the nightmare started. At that time, I really fell into a vicious cycle. He felt his heart palpitate and his breath was short for some reason. He felt that he did not have the strength to do anything. He felt annoyed at everything and everything was done in a hurry. He couldn't listen to other people's voices. After talking for a long time, he didn't know what they were talking about. There was no smile on his face. Instead, he wondered why others could laugh so easily. Interpersonal relationships were very strange, or rather, the entire network of interpersonal relationships began to mold and rot. Even his best friends began to drift away. Every trip to the supermarket, which was called relaxing, ended in a hurry. I didn't even dare to look into other people's eyes. I know that this is wrong, but I have no choice. I can only watch myself struggle and fall in despair…"
This was the first day's diary. When the second day's diary was taken, Ge Feihang changed his clothes and everything else was normal. She continued to speak in a magnetic voice,"You want to give yourself a big holiday, but the leaders around you give you a lot of reasons why you can't stop moving forward. She wanted to wait for Prince Charming to come and save her, but the prince was like a god. She was getting more and more anxious and powerless, but he still did not appear. Everything was overflowing and collapsing, but I still couldn't find an outlet for my depression. It was pressing back and forth on my heart. I could only deeply understand that I was finished.
The ancients said that it was better to die early and reincarnate early. If there was really no reason to persevere in life, why would I have to endure so hard? I threw away my mobile phone, which I had always used as a ruckus, disposed of my junk, and prepared the necessary items to hang myself in the underworld. At midnight, I came to the hundred-year-old tree in the Starry Moon Forest, holding a three-foot-long white silk as a white flag, ready to bow down to the fawning fate at the side, hoping that I would compromise and surrender early in exchange for the sympathy of fate and enter a good family in the next life.”
After reading this paragraph, Ge Feihang laughed and said to the director,""This recitation is too interesting."
The iron-faced director's face was still dark." This recitation is not interesting at all. When this person wrote these things, although he tried his best to make himself excited and active, his heart was still shrouded in great despair. Your voice is very clean, but it's not suitable for this role. I hope you can read the vicissitudes of life and feel weak.”
Ge Feihang nodded and continued to read."'If you want to die, then die in a corner with no one around. Don't die here and ruin the good place in everyone's heart.'An unexpected sound rang out, temporarily interrupting the intimate contact between my neck and the three-foot-long white silk.
I sneered. In this world, even death couldn't bring peace. I had always been a very ethical person. It was just that this big tree in the Sun Moon Forest had a special meaning to me, so I wanted to die by his side, just like his fallen leaves. In the end, I could turn into dust and accompany him. Therefore, please allow me to be a little willful. I pressed the pause button and continued my work.”
After reading this paragraph, Ge Feihang couldn't help but wonder why all mental patients were so meticulous and terrifying that you couldn't find any logical errors in them. Thinking of this, Ge Feihang felt a chill on his back and continued to read the diary."'I say, why are you like this?'I immediately took three steps back. My steps were unstable and I stumbled backward. I was tripped by a rock and instantly turned into a turtle with its shell flipped over. My back seemed to have been split into several parts. Tears that I hadn't seen in a long time immediately gushed out. I cried like an abused baby.
Who knows, who understands? I don't want to be like this and become a deserter. However, I don't want to feel like my heart is being gnawed on by insects every day. It hurts so much that I can only stay awake and not faint. Everything was in a mess. It was like I had encountered a ghost wall. It was like I was in a confined space. The air was getting thinner and thinner…I didn't want to hear anyone tell Mom that your kid couldn't communicate with others. I didn't want to hear him say that he treated me as dead. I didn't want to be dragged out of the castle of my dreams…
I don't want to, I don't want to. Therefore, I'd rather start all over again and get a good hand at the already messy Tabletop of Destiny.
Other than crying, there was no other way to express it. Her tears could not stop…
Closing the diary, Ge Feihang's eyes were actually a little wet. He didn't understand what was wrong with this world. Why did he suddenly feel that he was inexplicably close to the world of depression patients? Could it be that he himself was also suffering from depression?
Wuhe saw that Ge Feihang's expression was a little off, so he quickly said,""In fact, patients with depression are the same as normal people. The only difference is that they have deepened certain emotions, so it's not surprising that they can find their own shadows in them.”
Ge Feihang thought for a moment and said," That's right. Why didn't I think of that? I was too stupid."”
Although the expression on Ge Feihang's face eased a little, there was still something wrong. He was a little hesitant about the log below, but he still read it out."When I woke up again, the sun was already shining on me. I was a little uncomfortable as I closed the door and drew the curtains as soon as I entered the house. Looking back at the old tree, it was still standing there, but my three-foot-long white flag had disappeared.
My stomach growled and I realized that I hadn't eaten properly in a long time. I struggled to get up and walked out of the Sun Moon Forest.”
Fortunately, this paragraph was just a narration. Ge Feihang didn't have much emotional change after reading it, so he opened it and tried to write a page. The handwriting on this page became a little illegible. Ge Feihang wrote and read,"If there's any good thing about me, it's that I'll go all the way." Since the three-foot-long white silk had been snatched away by a shameless person, he would have to think of another way to die. I don't believe that dying is harder than living. However, I had already dealt with all the junk yesterday and didn't have any money on me. Therefore, if I wanted to buy a tool to kill myself, I would have to work hard for another day. How ridiculous. Others work hard for bread to fill their stomachs, but I work hard just to say goodbye to the same world.”
Ge Feihang's expression became even more strange. He hurriedly turned to the next page and continued to read anxiously,"That's why I'm now in LV. My position is the chief, and the expression on my face is distorted. Yes, it was twisted and grimaced because it had just been scalded by the bread machine. The manager on duty glanced at him and said,"" Get some cold water and continue your work.'I was filled with hatred in my heart. Was this person even human? I was so scalded that I had blisters, but she was still so calm as if my flesh was not flesh. I didn't wash it out of spite and continued to do my own. To be honest, he used to eat these things often, but he never knew that they had to go through so many processes. Eight hours passed quickly. I got my pay and happily flew out to buy apples. When he went out, he met someone. He said in disgust," Why are you so rash and in such a hurry to reincarnate?'”
Why did it feel so familiar? Ge Feihang vaguely felt that something was wrong, but he didn't know what was wrong. He flipped open the diary with a headache."I sneered. This person definitely won't realize how accurate his prediction was. After buying three apples and a bottle of rat poison, I rushed to the big tree in the Sun Moon Forest.
I tried my best to clean the apple and applied the rat poison evenly. I raised the apple with a kind gaze. My dear apple, my journey to hell depends on you. Please ensure that I see the King of Hell smoothly.
" You've changed too quickly. Yesterday, you were so desperate, but today, you're eating apples so happily.'The familiar voice sounded again. I closed my eyes and smiled at him. I gently bit into the apple.
You naturally wouldn't know what poison is if you haven't experienced it before. What I feel is as if there's suddenly an additional whisk in my body, and my blood is surging.”
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