Xiao Hongyu followed behind her and stopped not far behind her. He was right behind her and did not approach her. He knew that he had said something so stupid that it had hurt her badly. He watched her suffer, but he could do nothing.
She was crying. She was crying in pain.
He walked over, squatted down in front of her, and pulled her into his arms. She didn't reject him. She leaned on his shoulder and cried even more powerlessly.
"Lu Xiaoyue, I'm sorry! I'm a bastard. When you're done crying, hit and scold me as much as you can. I won't have any complaints!”Seeing her so sad, Xiao Hongyu blamed himself even more.
At this moment, she needed a shoulder to rely on. She had never been so weak. Even when she was young, many people chased after her and called her a " wild child," she did not cry. Later, she thought about how good it would be if her parents were still alive. But at that time, she already understood that the dead could never come back. Moreover, her grandparents loved her very much. She had two uncles who worked in other places. They only came back occasionally to visit the two old people during the holidays. They were also quite good to her. Perhaps because of this, Lu Xiaoyue gradually forgot about her parents, so she grew up happily and did not think about what was impossible.
However, when she found out that Mo Jingcheng had shut himself away for so many years because of his mother's death, when she found out that her best friend was actually sad because of him, when she found out that she had fallen out with him because of him, when she found out that she had once liked him, she felt that everything was ridiculous and sad. All the sadness that had been suppressed in the bottom of her heart finally exploded today, allowing her to vent as much as she wanted.
She was probably tired from crying, so she leaned on Xiao Hongyu's shoulder and sobbed softly.
"Little Red Fish, am I useless? Do you despise me for crying over such a small matter?”
"I'm the useless one. I'll only make you unhappy and sad.”
After leaving his embrace, she wiped away all her tears. Her eyes were red, but she said to him in a very firm tone,"It's not your fault, I should be thanking you. I feel much better after crying. I, Lu Xiao Yue, will not be so spineless in the future and will never admit defeat to anything. Life is so beautiful, why should I let myself live in the dark?”
He finally heaved a sigh of relief and placed his hands on her shoulders." This is the Lu Xiaoyue I know. She's strong, optimistic, and always sunny. However, I can't control my mouth, but I promise you that I will be careful with what I say in the future. I will never say anything that will make you unhappy!”
Lu Xiaoyue suddenly broke into a smile and said,"How do you know what words will make me unhappy?”
"Then I'll try my best."
"Xiao Hongyu, you don't have to pay attention to anything. Just say whatever you want to say. If you really hurt someone because of your words, you didn't do it on purpose. I, Lu Xiaoyue, don't care what others think. If I want to say it, I will say it. If I don't want to say it, I won't say it. As long as I don't have any ill intentions, why use so many 'never' to bind myself?”
"That's great, I know Lu Xiaoyue really came back.”
"It's already time for class. Let's go back. Otherwise, we'll have to write a self-reflection again!”Lu Xiao Yue stood up and had just taken two steps when she saw Lin Xin Lan standing in front with reddened eyes. She stood silently not far behind Lin Xin Lan. They all looked at her and Xiao Hongyu.
When Lin Xinlan arrived, Lu Xiaoyue was crying on Xiao Hongyu's shoulder, but she couldn't get close. At that moment, she realized that she had made an irreparable mistake. She had never understood her best friend, she had never cared about her past, and she had never known whether she was happy or sad. It turned out that the most unforgivable person was her.
Lu Xiao Yue walked in front of her and looked at the tears that kept falling from her red eyes. She was sad and wanted to say something, but she didn't know what to say. She simply walked past her without saying a word.
"Xiaoyue!" Lin Xinlan turned around and stopped her." I'm sorry!”
She did not turn around, her back facing Lin Xinlan as she said coldly,""Between us, no one has wronged anyone, and no one owes anyone.”
She continued to walk a few steps forward. When she passed by Mo Jingcheng, she threw him a disdainful look and left. Xiao Hongyu followed behind her and walked towards the classroom.
Lin Xinlan was still standing there. Lu Xiao Yue's words had wiped away all the friendship between them, and she did not know how to explain or how to make them stay. She looked at the silent Cheng who was also looking at her, and her heart ached.
She walked in front of Shen Mocheng and looked up at him. She said calmly,"Xiaoyue is right. I am very stupid, very sad, and very laughable. Xiaoyue said that the sky had not fallen, so there was no need to live all day.”She paused and continued,"I lost her because of you." This is the thing I regret the most in my life!”
After she left, he did not explain or refute her. He remained silent.
That day, the atmosphere in Class 246 was very strange. The teacher did not ask them why they were late for class, nor did he ask them to write a self-reflection. Silent Cheng didn't come back after running out. The class was eerily quiet all day
Time continued to travel unhurriedly along the path of nature. This summer was no different from the past. Life was still the same, three points a day, but because of his dreams, it was no longer monotonous and boring.
Everything seemed to have returned to the beginning, and nothing had happened.
When everything was abnormally calm, Lin Xinlan finally stopped Lu Xiaoyue after a certain evening self-study session.
That night, just after the evening self-study session, Lin Xinlan turned around and stopped Lu Xiaoyue who was about to leave. She said,"Let's talk!"
Lu Xiaoyue thought for a moment and then said,"Just in time, I have something to say to you too!"”
That night, as they walked to the track and field, she said,""Xiaoyue, you are my best friend and my greatest happiness. But I am the one who hurt you the most.”
She said,"Xiao Xin, you are a friend I swore to cherish, but I was impulsive and didn't understand you." So, we're even."
They hugged each other and laughed. Everything was said without a word. All the unhappiness was hidden in the dark night and dissipated with the wind. Finally, Lu Xiao Yue said to Lin Xinlan,""Lil Xin, I've thought about it. People are different. I don't have parents, but I grew up happily and strongly because I had grandparents who loved me. Although I can't accept it, he may have his own difficulties, and what we need to learn is tolerance. So, you don't have to care about what I say. Follow your heart. If you like him, be brave!”
Every girl yearned for a romantic and beautiful love at the age of sixteen or seventeen. Fate was an unpredictable fate. It could be said to be kind or mean. In short, fate was not harsh on Lin Xinlan that summer when she was sixteen.
That night, Qinghu Park was as usual. One was noisy, one was calm, one was bustling, and the other was desolate.
She sat on a large rock by the lake and looked at the lake that was filled with water and light at night, lost in thought.
He arrived as promised and stood behind her. He looked at her thin back for a long time, lost in thought.
Regardless of whether the time was right or wrong, he had met her. If fate was not in the hands of others, then there was no need to fight, just let fate take its course.
He walked to her side and sat down beside her. He did not ask or say anything. He just quietly accompanied her to admire the enchanting scenery of Qinghu Park at night.
After a long time, she said,"Mo Jingcheng, I like you. I like you very much."”
He was not surprised, as if he had expected it. He gently pulled her over and planted a kiss on her smooth forehead. He said,"Lin Xinlan, let's be together!”
Her heart was no longer calm and was beating very quickly. Lin Xinlan hugged him tightly. For the first time, she felt that happiness was so unreal. Her eyes were suddenly filled with a moist substance. The moist and hot liquid that could not be restrained was happiness.
That night, the stars were bright and the whole world was quiet. Lin Xinlan and Silent Cheng fell in love quietly.
They used the weekend to get on the bus and travel from one end of the city to the other. They held hands and walked slowly along one street to the end. Then they changed to another street and continued walking in another direction. They just walked forward. It was a simple and boring thing, but the two of them enjoyed it. They wished they could continue walking like this forever.
The love at that time was peaceful and calm, but it was so persistent and passionate.
In class, they studied normally. Other than Lu Xiaoyue, no one knew about their relationship. Usually, Lin Xinlan and Lu Xiaoyue were inseparable. The abnormality of the silence shocked the class. Mo Jingcheng began to smile, raised his hand to answer questions, greeted his classmates, and began to discuss the problems in his studies with the people around him... He was like a new student who had just transferred to the class and began to get to know and familiarize himself with his classmates. For a moment, many people in the class were discussing whether he had some illness, or whether he had an illness in the past and had suddenly recovered. Or perhaps he was unhappy because he couldn't get a girl in the past, but now he did…There were all kinds of rumors, but Silent Disaster refused to explain, admit, or refute them. The best way to eliminate rumors was to use time to resolve them. As time passed, they would disappear.
Chen Yu was also one of the gossipers, so Lin Xinlan did not say much. She just smiled and said,""Time will answer everything!"
Xiao Hongyu wasn't a good person either. After the last contact with Mo Jingcheng, he felt that Mo Jingcheng's personality was the kind of introverted person who didn't talk much. Other than being a little arrogant, he didn't hate him. He approached him because he wanted to know why Lu Xiaoyue liked him.
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