Lin Xinlan grabbed him tightly with both hands and said stubbornly,""I won't let go! Mo Jingcheng, you lied to me. I won't let go.”
"Lin Xinlan, let go. I will give you a satisfactory explanation.”Mo Jingcheng looked at Lu Xiaoyue who was not far away.
Lin Xinlan slowly released her hands and looked up at his deep and mysterious eyes. Was he really not hers anymore?
"Turn around and take a look."
Lin Xinlan obediently turned around and saw Lu Xiao Yue who was standing not far away and watching them.
"Xiaoyue?" Lin Xinlan didn't know what was going on and looked at Shen Mucheng with an inquisitive expression.
Lu Xiaoyue walked over and stood beside Shen Mucheng, looking at Lin Xinlan with a complicated expression.
Shen Mucheng pulled Lu Xiaoyue over and said to Lin Xinlan,"Lin Xinlan, don't you want to know why we should end this? I've never liked you from the beginning to the end. The person I like is Xiao Yue. I only slowly realized that I like her after I got together with you. Thank you for always mentioning her to me. Didn't you want to know why I didn't want to talk to you during the summer vacation? Because we were together during the summer vacation, and Aunty liked Xiaoyue very much, I brought Xiaoyue home. Do you understand now?"
" Xiaoyue, you…" She looked at Lu Xiaoyue in disbelief.
"Xiao Xin, I'm sorry!" Lu Xiaoyue was like a child who had done something wrong and bowed her head to admit her mistake. She looked aggrieved.
"Sorry? " Ha, hehe…" Lin Xinlan took a few steps back, unable to stand properly. She steadied herself and looked at the ironic scene before her eyes. She smiled, forced and powerless," So, I'm the big fool, I'm the dumb and stupid idiot!"”As she laughed, she cried." Liar! You're all big liars!" She cried and turned to run away. She ran very quickly.
" Little Xin..." Lu Xiaoyue shook off the hand that was on her shoulder and wanted to stop Lin Xinlan who was running away. However, she no longer knew how to face her.
She looked in the direction where Lin Xinlan had left and said to Shen Mucheng,""You will go to hell!"
"I'm not afraid!" He smiled bitterly.
Since he had already made up his mind, he couldn't have any more misgivings. He believed in her. She would definitely pull herself together!
Love was the most complicated thing. It made people happy and sad. If she really didn't love him anymore, perhaps it wouldn't hurt so much.
Ignoring the strange gazes of the others, Lin Xinlan ran all the way, her tears scattered in the wind and disappeared without a trace. She finally stopped. At a certain intersection, they used to play rock, paper, scissors to decide which direction to go. She remembered that she lost and he pulled her to the street he wanted to go. The other was that she wanted to leave, but he couldn't accompany her. It was as if just yesterday, they were still arguing about which direction to go, and today, she was the only one standing at this intersection. A person did not need to think about which direction to go. She walked toward the unfamiliar street, and the sky gradually darkened. There was a row of bars with neon lights on the side of the street. Like a soulless person, she walked weakly into a bar called " Empty Fall." She did not know why she wanted to go in at this time. Her mind seemed to be filled with memories, but it also seemed to be so blank that she could not think.
Night replaced day, and the night in Qinghu Park was as noisy as ever. Lu Xiaoyue accompanied Silent Cheng and sat silently by the lake. She had received Silent Cheng's text message before Lin Xinlan. Because of Silent Cheng's request, she had met Silent Cheng without telling Lin Xinlan. She didn't know why she had to help Shen Mucheng put on this act. Lin Xinlan was her best friend, and she knew how cruel this would be to her. However, this moment of cruelty was to exchange for her strength in the future. Perhaps, this was the best way for her. Some love didn't fade, but instead grew deeper with time. However, because of love, they chose to hurt each other.
Shen Mocheng's phone kept vibrating in his pocket. He took out his phone. The screen showed " Xin Lan." He held the phone and hesitated.
Lu Xiaoyue tilted her head and glanced at it, then looked at the silent expression that turned into pain. She asked tentatively,"Do you want me to answer it for you?"
He was so silent that he did not speak. He handed her the phone.
Lu Xiaoyue gently swiped the screen and pressed the speaker button.
A man's anxious voice came from the phone." Hello, is this Silent?"”
Hearing this, Shen Mucheng hurriedly grabbed the phone and placed it by his ear. He replied anxiously,"I am, I am Mo Jingcheng!"
"The owner of this phone is drunk. Are you her boyfriend? I looked at the call history on her phone and guessed that you should be very close to her, so I called you. Do you know the "Kongluo" bar? It's just…"
Mo Jingcheng hung up the phone and got up to leave. Lu Xiaoyue hurriedly followed. Ten minutes later, they took a taxi and arrived at the entrance of Kongluo Bar. Mo Jingcheng ran into the bar and saw the drunk Lin Xinlan lying on the table. A uniformed waiter was sitting next to her. When he saw Mo Jingcheng rushing in, he got up and asked,"Are you her boyfriend?"
"How is she?" His silence became an irrelevant answer. He ran to Lin Xinlan's side and hugged her in his arms.
"She drank a lot. I saw that it was not safe for a drunk girl to be outside, so I took her phone and called you!”Seeing Lu Xiaoyue beside Mo Shencheng, the waiter was puzzled.
Shen Mocheng picked up Lin Xinlan and said,"Thank you!"”After he walked out of the bar, Lu Xiao Yue nervously followed behind him.
The sun was shining brightly, and the world was still full of flowers. The enchanting azalea was even more dazzling under the sunlight. Lin Xinlan lay on the soft grass tiredly. She felt dizzy, as if all the strength in her body had gathered on her head. The sunlight was blinding. Lin Xinlan tried hard to open her eyes, and her silent and gentle gaze enlarged in front of her. His deep affection, his gentleness, his love, all made Lin Xinlan involuntarily sink into it. The corners of her mouth curled up into a beautiful arc as she muttered to herself,"It's so good to be in a dream with you!" Then, she slowly closed her eyes, and a tear slowly fell from the corner of her eye.
Mo Jingcheng stood by her bedside, frowning in pain. He said in a hoarse voice,"I'm sorry!"
Lu Xiao Yue stood at the side. Although she had expected Lin Xinlan to be sad, she did not expect her to go to the bar and use alcohol to numb herself. Seeing her torture herself like this, she could not forgive herself even more.
Silent Cheng turned around and saw Lu Xiaoyue, who was also in tears. He wanted to say something to comfort her, but he didn't know how to express it. He looked at Lin Xinlan, who was sleeping soundly, and said to Lu Xiaoyue,"I can't stay here. I'll have to trouble you with her!"
Lu Xiaoyue looked up at him." Must it be like this? If you knew this day would come, why did you provoke her?”
His silence turned into silence. His face was calm, but his body suddenly trembled. His hands were clenched tightly by his sides, and his knuckles were white. He was trying his best to endure something.
Lu Xiaoyue turned her face to the side. She knew that this was not the time to question her, so she relaxed her tone." Don't worry. Even if she doesn't forgive me, I will take good care of her. She is my best friend, and I love her no less than you!”
The silence turned into a "Thank you!" Then he opened the door and left.
Lu Xiao Yue squatted down beside Lin Xinlan's bed and looked at Lin Xinlan who seemed to have lost consciousness. She held her hand in her hand, full of heartache.
"Xiao Xin, I'm sorry! I know that it's useless for me to say more apologies. It doesn't matter if you can't forgive me now, but please cheer up! Xiao Xin, we agreed to be good friends for life. No matter what I do, please believe me. I definitely didn't want to hurt you!”
When Lin Xinlan woke up, the sunlight was shining through the white curtains, sprinkling warmth into the room. Lin Xinlan's head was still heavy. She shook her head vigorously and suddenly realized that she was in an unfamiliar room. Pure white bedsheets, pure white curtains, and a hotel again!
"Why am I here? Last night…" She tried hard to recall what happened last night.
See you at the usual place at 17:30
Lin Xinlan, I never liked you
Everything started here, let's end it here
Don't bother me anymore
The person I like is Xiaoyue
The person I like is Xiaoyue
"Why? Why?" The throbbing pain in her heart was so real. She wished that it was just a dream. When she woke up from the dream, she and he would still be lovers who loved each other and swore never to be separated. They would still be good sisters who promised to know each other for the rest of their lives.
However, everything felt like a dream. When she woke up, she was her, he was him, and she was her. They had never met, fallen in love, or known each other.
She had woken up from her dream. She was all alone now.
The world was still sunny and full of flowers, but her heart was already filled with sorrow. Lin Xinlan came out of the classroom with her books in her arms and walked blindly along the tree-lined avenue that she had passed many times every day. The oppressive atmosphere in the classroom made it difficult for her to breathe, so when class was about to start, she hugged a few books and escaped from the space with Mo Jingcheng and Lu Xiaoyue. She had never thought of skipping class, but she really could not bear to see her smiling like a flower when she turned around and see his blissful warmth towards her. Silent Cheng came to class and went in and out with Lu Xiaoyue every day without avoiding suspicion. However, what was even stranger was that despite their brazen behavior, the class teacher did not talk to them. Instead, he specially held a class meeting and announced that the top five students of the opposite sex could get closer to each other without affecting their studies. They could learn from each other's strengths and promote each other.
Lu Xiaoyue and silent love became the main topic of gossip in the class. During the break, all sorts of voices were filled with those two names. There were blessings, jealousy, and disdain…To Lin Xinlan, they were undoubtedly the sharpest two needles, stabbing into her heart. Just a slight movement was enough to make her wish she was dead.
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