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This was the beginning of the story:

She lay in bed and started to let her imagination run wild. A phone call had stirred up her thoughts. The thoughts that she thought she had long forgotten suddenly rippled in her heart. That was five years ago, when she was in the third year of junior high school.

Her results were not very good, or rather, very bad. It was very difficult for her to get into high school. But she didn't seem to care about this matter. To be honest, she hadn't thought about it at all. It made no difference to her whether she went to high school or not. Until that day, when a transfer student came to the class.

"I heard from the teachers that he's an outstanding student.”

"Stop bragging. What outstanding? It was because she didn't get into high school last year.”

Getting into high school was a strange and unfamiliar word for her. She held her chin and looked out the window. Why were the leaves still so green like the midsummer season in autumn? Midsummer was another beautiful phrase. She didn't like to talk much. It should be said that she was a shy and introverted girl who was full of fantasies, fantasizing about the appearance of boys.

"Class."

"Stand up."

She was still fantasizing about something when the girl behind her patted her. She suddenly stood up and looked at the podium, but she subconsciously glanced at the seats at the door. In the corner of the first row, she had never seen the boy before. His hair was a little messy. She watched his every move, pulled out a chair, and sat down slowly. She clearly remembered that he was carrying a red cylindrical schoolbag.

"Ling Xiaorou, why are you still standing there?”The teacher on the podium glared at her fiercely. Perhaps it was because her results had never been outstanding, so the teacher did not think much of her. The girl behind her pulled her again and whispered for her to sit down. At this moment, the class began to roar with laughter. She was already shy, and now her face turned even redder. She saw him turn his head to look at her, and for some reason, her heart suddenly beat very fast. She lowered her head and quickly sat down. She felt that everyone in class was laughing at her the entire morning. She was sensitive, and her sensitivity might have something to do with her horoscope. The girl in the back row was the one who talked the most to her. She was good at her studies, so Ling Xiaorou had always admired her. She envied the day when she could be like that and be liked by her teachers. The people in the class said that the students who were liked by the teacher were called to the office to eat cake and drink. Ling Xiaorou had always been envious. They had a new subject in the third year of junior high school, chemistry. They said that chemistry was very difficult. Ling Xiaorou thought so too. She felt that every subject was difficult.

"You know what?" The girl behind patted Ling Xiaorou as if she wanted to say something to her.

" Oh," Ling Xiaorou turned around and listened to her.

"The boy who transferred here is actually very good at science. He only failed because he's not good at humanities.”The girl in the back row glanced at the boy." I must learn better than him."”Ling Xiaorou also looked at the boy. She had a special feeling in her heart. At that time, she didn't know what it was. She was very excited and anxious.

It was probably because of the first awakening of love. Any girl would be moved when she saw a boy who seemed to be the prince type she liked.

"Yeah, you're number one. You have to learn well." She looked at the girl in the back row. Ling Xiaorou especially liked the girl in the back row. Perhaps it was because she was good at studying, or perhaps it was because she was cute. She remembered that she did not have bangs and had a ponytail. The math teacher especially liked her because she was the best at math in the entire grade. Ling Xiaorou was also envious. Later on, he heard that the boy was called Yu Shuo. He had heard a few boys talking about him. They always liked to pat him on the back and call him "Brother Shuo" or directly call him Yu Shuo. For a few weeks, she would steal a glance at the boy. For some reason, she just wanted to see him. In every chemistry or physics class, Yu Shuo would always answer questions when no one else was in class. That was why the girls in the back row of Ling Xiaorou were especially jealous of him, and Xiaorou would occasionally turn around to comfort her.

From that day on, she didn't know why she started to like science. She thought that her mind had been enlightened and she especially liked chemistry. She even asked her mother to find a physics tutor for her. That day, her mother thought that she had really heard wrongly. However, she was already in the third year of junior high school, and she was very happy to have such a request. It was easy to find a teacher, but the price was not cheap. In the end, she still helped Xiao Rou find a better teacher. He didn't know if it was because she was really enlightened, but her chemistry and physics grades were relatively good after a month of tutoring. Even though she had already surpassed the girls in the back row, she had never surpassed him. An impulse to work hard seemed to have ignited in his heart. Perhaps the reason why he didn't want to study in the past few years was because he hadn't found a goal that he wanted to surpass. She had always regarded Yu Shuo as her goal and thought about how she could learn better. In the few months before the middle school entrance examination, she seemed to study hard. Every day, she would secretly look at Yu Shuo and think about how she could learn better. Perhaps it was because of her good grades that the teacher began to notice Ling Xiaorou smiling at her. At that time, she always felt that this smile was a great motivation. She remembered that in the third year of junior high, she only said one thing to Yu Shuo," Where's your homework?”Yu Shuo only shook his head and didn't answer. However, her words and Yu Shuo's actions made her excited for a long time. She studied hard every day and glanced at Yu Shuo after class. However, she still did not tell him how she felt. In fact, she did not know at that time. Was it because she liked him, or was it because of a familiar impulse?

Many times, Yu Shuo had a strange feeling that this girl was rejecting him. There was always a feeling of contempt in her eyes.

In fact, sometimes when Yu Shuo was in a daze, he would suddenly think of this girl who always seemed to dislike him, Ling Xiaorou. He didn't know if it was because he was a repeater, but everyone in the class looked at him strangely, especially Ling Xiaorou.

In his eyes, she was very arrogant, but sometimes she inexplicably hated him. He didn't know if he had done something wrong or if he didn't know anything else. However, he could not tell that she liked him at all. Yu Shuo tossed and turned in bed. He didn't want to do his homework at all. He stared at the ceiling in a daze. If there was a girl who liked him enough, she would definitely confess. If there was such a girl, he would definitely agree to be with her. She did not need to be outstanding, as long as she would always stand by his side, at all times.

"Little Shuo." While he was still in a daze, his mother knocked on the door and came in. "Mu Luo is here for you."

Yu Shuo jumped up from his bed when he heard Mu Luo's name. He wanted to go out and pick this guy up, but this guy came in by himself. He was never shy with strangers, and he would never recognize a friend.

Mu Luo was different from Yu Shuo. He didn't think as much as Yu Shuo. He was two years older than Yu Shuo. The only difference was that he came back from Australia and was expelled from a key high school last month. He didn't want to say why.

"Dog Shuo." As she spoke, she sat on his desk. He picked up a physics textbook and started reading." How's your revision going?"”

"It's alright." As she spoke, she walked to the fridge." Is milk okay?”

Mu Luo nodded. Yu Shuo threw him a bottle of milk. The guy took the milk and took a sip.

"I have to go out for a few days. I have a friend who wants to go to France.”

"That's not bad." She took a sip of milk and sighed. "Come back and bring me a gift or something.”

"Of course, but do your best in your middle school exams.”As she spoke, she rubbed Yu Shuo's hair.

"Hey." Yu Shuo pushed his hand away." Next time, can you sit in a normal place?"”

The classroom was filled with tension as the middle school exams approached. Even Yu Shuo, who liked to skip classes, had calmed down. The teacher talked to him a few times, hoping that he could focus on the final exam. Yu Shuo also knew that he should focus on his studies and work hard.

On the day of the middle school examination, the sun was particularly glaring. Ling Xiaorou went out early with a parasol. She did not want any sunlight to shine on her body. She hated the sun. The heat made her feel awkward. During the exam, the electric fan in the classroom was indeed running, but there was no wind at all. She and Yu Shuo were not in the same examination hall, but they were in the same high school. During the math exam, Ling Xiaorou was a little worried. The latter questions were really difficult, but it was actually not bad for her. She was a little worried about Yu Shuo, afraid that he would fail again. He couldn't help but feel a little complicated.

Under the scorching sun, Mu Luo felt like he was about to fall asleep. If he was in Australia, he would be lying on a beach bench with a book covering his face and sleeping. This was his favorite sport. He leaned against the wall at the entrance of the high school where Yu Shuo was taking the exam. This way, he could at least block some sunlight. He was bored as he scrolled through his phone and looked at a few pictures of the snowy mountains that he had conquered. The corners of his mouth curled up slightly.

When Ling Xiaorou left the examination hall, she had mixed feelings. She cared about Yu Shuo, but she didn't know how to express it. She still had her hair tied in two ponytails, but she walked out of the school with a strong aura. She had no time to care about the people and things around her. Mu Luo inadvertently looked up and his eyes fell on her. Her back was moving in the opposite direction. He couldn't see her face clearly, but he was attracted by an inexplicable feeling. At this moment, he really wanted to know who she was.

There was a unique feeling as if Helian Zi had hit the nail on the head. That feeling was the feeling that had once made Helian Zi laugh. It seemed that he had been completely defeated by this girl.

"Hey!" Yu Shuo patted him from behind before coming back to his senses.

"You're back from France?"

"Yes, how did you do?"

"It's just average. It shouldn't be a problem for ordinary high schools.”Mu Luo smiled and walked away with Yu Shuo. She looked back at the direction where the figure disappeared.

You and I are like strangers. But strangely, I can always find you accurately. Even if you don't have such feelings for me, I can guarantee that what I have for you is definitely love.

The results of the middle school examination were unexpectedly good. In fact, she could have chosen a better high school to study, but Yu Shuo had just passed the admission line of the school. He had no choice, and so did she. After more than a month of summer vacation, Ling Xiaorou felt like she was going to rot. She would occasionally run into Yu Shuo on the streets. She didn't know how Yu Shuo felt about her, but every time they met, they would look at each other for a while. In the end, Ling Xiaorou would lower her head and leave quickly. She knew that if Yu Shuo liked her, he would tell her, just like how many guys would confess to her. She always believed that Yu Shuo would tell her, if it was what she thought. Yu Shuo also felt that Ling Xiaorou really hated him. If you don't hate someone, why did you leave quickly like you saw a ghost?

Have you ever thought that many times, you don't want to confess because you're not sure if you like this person? If that's the case, then give up. A relationship that you're not sure of is definitely not a relationship. She wasn't sure if that person liked her. If she was sure that she liked her, she would tell him. Even if the result was not what he wanted, he would at least be able to relax and start his life anew.

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