The slow summer began to heat up. The nights were so annoying that Ling Xiaorou could not sleep well. The insects outside were playing a night song every night. She tossed and turned in bed several times before getting up, daydreaming, and falling asleep again. The guy called Mu Luo didn't bother her for a while, even though she started to distribute flyers on the street and do promotions in the supermarket. She did not see him again.
There was an unprecedented uneasiness in her heart. She suddenly looked forward to seeing him, but this expectation did not come true. Just like that, he spent the entire summer vacation. On the first day of school, she looked for that familiar and annoying figure in the entire classroom. She was thinking that it was time to return that heavy gift to him. In the end, that 'fool' really did not be in the same class as her as she wished, so she carried that gift with her every day and looked for an opportunity to return it to him. Coincidentally, Yu Shuo was in the same class as her and Mu Xiaodie, both of whom were science students. Somehow, she was assigned to the position of chemistry representative. She thought that this way, she might be able to see Yu Shuo's homework. At least this was good.
She never had high expectations for love. It was simple but romantic. The white shirt in summer looked much more refreshing. Compared to the dark blue suit in winter, his mood was much better.
Strangely, the more you tried to forget something, the more God would put together things that you didn't want to happen. When they were seated, Ling Xiaorou and Su Yuan were still sitting at the same table. However, they moved from the third last row to the third row. They were still sitting by the window. The only difference was that the seat that originally belonged to the 'idiot' was changed to Yu Shuo.
Perhaps she had once fantasized about Yu Shuo sitting behind her, but when Yu Shuo really sat behind her, she no longer had the same expectations. Perhaps she was already used to that 'fool' who only knew how to sleep behind her, used to handing over a few notes during every night self-study session. Habits were sometimes really scary.
Ling Xiaorou gradually began to realize that Mu Xiaodie's love for Yu Shuo had really made her retreat. She realized that Mu Xiaodie had the same 'hobby' as her, which was to glance at Yu Shuo during class. Sometimes, when she and Mu Xiaodie's eyes met, she felt very embarrassed. However, the girl raised her mouth and smiled. She suddenly felt that not everyone could cut short hair. That was why Su Yuan always praised Mu Xiaodie for being amazing. When he said that, he did not forget to encourage Ling Xiaorou. However, she began to feel that Ling Xiaorou was not as shy as before. In the beginning, he was really uncomfortable, but he gradually got used to it. He was used to Yu Shuo sitting behind him in class or when he sat down in the classroom. He would look at him carefully. His hair was still messy, but his eyes were dark and gloomy. He wore a white short-sleeved shirt and a yellow and blue tie. He tied it very neatly. What disappointed Ling Xiaorou the most was that Yu Shuo had not handed in any chemistry homework since school started.
She happened to see Mu Luo on the aisle. He was still sitting on the window frame and looking out of the window. She wanted to say something to him, but in the end, she didn't. He ignored her, and so did she.
Many times, I don't know what I'm conflicted about. I'm conflicted about whether I love you or hate you.
Even when that fellow walked past her, she acted as if she had never seen him before.
The night self-study session was still hot and stuffy. Su Yuan pulled Ling Xiaorou downstairs." Hey, I told you not to drink so much water.”Ling Xiaorou was a little helpless. It seemed like accompanying Su Yuan to the toilet a few times a day had become a compulsory lesson.
"Alright, alright, just for a moment." He ran into the toilet.
Ling Xiaorou was still used to standing under a tree not far away at this time, watching the mottled shadows of the trees swaying left and right in the wind. The lights of the teaching building were particularly dazzling, and the entire building was white. The garden downstairs was also white to the eye. Occasionally, a few couples would pass by, and the mysterious atmosphere that they wanted to create was not concealed at all. She had always hated her school uniform in the summer. The white shirt seemed to be unable to hide any secrets. When she looked up, she saw Yu Shuo leaning against the classroom window and looking down. She didn't know if he saw her, and she couldn't help but feel nervous. She wanted to see her. Her eyes inadvertently glanced at Yu Shuo. When she turned around, it seemed like someone was beside her. She thought it was Su Yuan, but before she could call out, the corners of her mouth curled up slightly. It was that 'fool.'
"Long time no see?" He still had short, bright hair. The first two buttons of his white shirt were still unbuttoned, revealing the silver-white necklace. He never seemed to like wearing a tie. His hands were in his pants pockets, and he still had many bracelets on his wrist. He suddenly felt that he was very tall.
"What do you mean long time no see? Haven't we seen each other a few times in the corridor?”Suddenly, he looked disdainful.
"Xiao Rou."
"What?" He was getting used to that idiot calling him that. He glanced at Yu Shuo, who was still at the window, not knowing if he had noticed him.
"You don't have breasts." Before he could finish speaking, Ling Xiaorou raised her right hand to hit him, but that guy grabbed her wrist, and the cold and warm air was imprinted on her mouth. His hand was wrapped around her waist. Perhaps it was because he was wearing thin clothes, or perhaps it was because of the temperature, she felt that he seemed to have a fever. It was still that suffocating smell.
"What are you guys doing?" Su Yuan walked over and pulled Ling Xiaorou away. Ling Xiaorou covered her mouth in a daze. She subconsciously turned around and looked at the window. Yu Shuo's figure flashed past. Mu Luo said after a long time," Guess if Yu Shuo saw it."”For some reason, she suddenly felt very ashamed. She also felt that the guy was laughing and teasing her. She pushed Su Yuan away, walked over, and gave him a hard slap. Then, she pulled Su Yuan away. She felt that Ling Xiaorou was really crying, so she pursed her lips and comforted her. She understood why Mu Luo was like that. It was because he liked Ling Xiaorou and felt the pain of being suppressed. However, he shouldn't hurt a girl like that. Perhaps Mu Luo's heart was really hurt, but he said he wouldn't give up. Su Yuan didn't understand.
Why did Mu Luo do this? It was probably because she was really crazy. What did she say to Yu Shuo after that? It was really messy. After getting slapped by Ling Xiaorou, he skipped his evening self-study session and strolled alone on the streets. Suddenly, he remembered many things. He and Ling Xiaorou, he and Yu Shuo, everything that he didn't want to remember but he had to remember.
"So conflicted."
When he punched the telephone pole and sat on the railing by the roadside, the girls passing by would look at him and talk about him. If it was the Mu Luo of the past, he would probably strike up a conversation with them. However, at this moment, he suddenly felt very strange. He didn't know if he had been hurt too deeply. In the end, he was already cold and at a loss.
" Yu Shuo, do you believe that Ling Xiaorou still likes me?'
"What kind of trick are you trying to play this time?"
"Do you want to see?"
"I don't want to."
'I'll perform for you in a few days.'
That day, Yu Shuo didn't say anything. He wanted Mu Luo to calm down because Yu Shuo was already so calm. He wanted to empty his mind and live a life without love.
Some people say that mathematics is more complicated than love. I smiled. It must be because you don't understand mathematics.
During self-study, Ling Xiaorou felt uneasy. She wanted to turn around and ask Yu Shuo a question, but she felt that she would be even more foolish. Feeling uneasy, Su Yuan did not know what was going on. She turned around and looked out the window, throwing Yu Shuo's stationery bag on the floor. The noisy classroom covered the sound of pens falling out. She quickly squatted under the table and started picking up the pens. Yu Shuo was about to say something about this silly girl 'working' under the table when Su Yuan awkwardly smiled at him. Ling Xiaorou never thought that Yu Shuo would have a light pink gel pen in his pencil case. She even smiled when she picked it up. She had just gotten up when she hit the table. She covered her head and climbed out of the table. She got up and hung on her arm. Everyone was fragile in the summer. Bright red blood flowed down her left arm. The fool was still apologizing to Yu Shuo. Yu Shuo smiled slightly and rummaged through his bag to gently apply the band-aid on her wound. The blue butterfly bracelet was pressed under his wrist and felt warm. Su Yuan smiled and turned around to continue reading. She had never thought that Yu Shuo could be so gentle under his arrogant and cold appearance. His bangs hung in front of her eyes, and his hands were very warm. She didn't know why he had a band-aid with him. She wanted to just stay still at this moment. Unexpectedly, the first thing Yu Shuo said to her was not thank you but," Be careful next time."”He raised his right hand as if he wanted to do something, then put it down again." Thank you.”Then, he took the gel pen that she had picked up for him. She felt that he seemed to smile. She carefully turned around and casually picked up the pen to write something.
"Silly girl, this bracelet looks very beautiful on you.”
She didn't reply and just smiled faintly. She could have taken this opportunity to confess to him or just express her feelings, but she didn't. She didn't want to ruin this romantic and simple night because of her boring words. The night was beautiful, and the stars and insects played their unique symphony. This music was about her faint love. That night, she went upstairs alone and saw the mysterious " gift " again in the old mailbox. A bottle of medicine and a pack of cotton swabs. She thought that the person who did such a boring thing must be that guy. She was very angry, but she still brought it into the house. She was alone in the empty room.
Mu Luo, do you know? " I'm very conflicted. It's not that I don't know who the person I like is. It's just that I can't accept your feelings no matter what. I don't care if you really care about me or not, but I'm very happy.
It was still the night when he went back alone. He had also developed the habit of looking up at the starry sky. Although he could not name every star, he still liked to find the brightest star in the chaotic starry sky. It was called Ling Xiaorou. Yu Shuo stood by the roadside, the shadows of the trees on his body. If he was not paying attention, he probably would not notice him. He didn't know if it counted as breaking off relations with Mu Luo. The last words they said were very messy. He wanted to find a key point, but he couldn't find it no matter how hard he tried.
"If I kiss her one last time, she'll probably still be angry, but…Whether she likes me or not, I'm tired.”
Yu Shuo didn't say a word. He walked to the wall and leaned against it. The shadow of the roof covered his face.
"I'm going back to Australia."
"Why?" Yu Shuo suddenly raised his head and looked at Mu Luo. The dim street lights couldn't see his expression.
"No reason."
"Are we still friends?"
"I don't know, Yu Shuo."
"What?"
"If you like someone, why not chase after them? You're so strange."
Yu Shuo felt that Mu Luo had not finished his sentence, and he did not give him a reply. Why didn't he go after Ling Xiaorou? It was probably because he was afraid of being rejected and losing friends. But now, he didn't even know if the word 'friend' had disappeared. If only there wasn't a girl named Ling Xiaorou in their circle in this world.
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