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19 Nineteen, forget it, forget that I like you

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After that day, she really did not see that annoying fellow again. His phone number seemed to have changed. Ling Xiaorou waited for her phone to ring every day, but it always ended in disappointment. She told herself that that guy must have passed puberty because he no longer missed her and stuck to her. She suddenly felt that she really couldn't face all of this calmly. It had been a month since she had gotten used to the days without Mu Luo. During this month, she had fantasized that Mu Luo would suddenly appear at her doorstep and that he would put a mysterious gift in her mailbox. That night, when the self-study teacher asked everyone to fill out the form, she hesitated for a long time when she handed it to Ling Xiaorou. She didn't know why she suddenly couldn't adapt after that guy left her life.”Su Yuan patted her, as if an idea had been snatched away by Su Yuan. "Oh." She passed her watch to the back, but no one took it for a long time. She turned around and looked at Yu Shuo, who was lying on the table and slowly raised his head. His eyes hidden under his bangs seemed to be faintly red. He took the watch and she felt that Yu Shuo seemed to be holding her hand tightly. She looked out the window and withdrew her hand. Su Yuan didn't know what was wrong with Ling Xiaorou. She clearly liked Yu Shuo, but she suddenly acted like she didn't care. She wanted to ask her, she knew that she should understand Xiaorou. She actually had a lot of things to suppress.

The moment she turned around, Ling Xiaorou's thought came back.

She had gone home alone during the evening self-study session that day. Actually, she hadn't. She followed closely behind Yu Shuo as they walked through unfamiliar roads. The tall street lamps on the side of the road faintly cast a dim yellow light, and his white back was stretched out under the dim yellow light. She liked to look up at the sky, no matter what season or time it was. Under the brilliant starry sky, she could see the boundaries of the Milky Way. When her gaze fell on Yu Shuo, she saw him turn into a small alley. He seemed to be about to disappear, so she quickened her pace and followed him. In the dark alley, she could clearly see Yu Shuo's white back. Just as she lowered her head to catch her breath, a voice shocked her again.

"Why are you following me?" Before she could react, Yu Shuo turned around and walked towards her. He was getting closer and closer. His outline was so clear that it attracted her.

"I, I actually…" Suddenly, she didn't have the courage to continue. There was no way to go. She was so scared that she leaned against the wall. His hand was on the wall as he slowly approached her. She felt that Yu Shuo's nose was close to her nose. She could feel his breath and the faint smell of tobacco. He kept staring at her, and she felt like her heart was about to jump out of her chest.

"I, I'm lost." She suddenly felt that this was a stupid lie, so she turned her head to the side. She knew that if she didn't turn her head, her heart would stop beating.

He didn't say anything and moved his hand away from the wall. He pulled her to the left and placed a note in her hand.

"Mu Luo asked me to give it to you." As he spoke, he walked to the entrance of the alley. It was then that she realized that it was actually a dead end. She saw Yu Shuo's face clearly under the moonlight, and the suffocating feeling rose again. She wanted to say something to him, but in the end, she didn't open her mouth.

"Where is Mu Luo now?"

"I thought you didn't like him."

"We are just friends."

"He's in Australia with his mother. He will never come back." As she spoke, she walked out of the alley." The moonlight tonight is really beautiful.”She stood at the entrance of the alley in a daze and glanced at the note. She walked in the direction of Su Yuan's house.

"Su Yuan, phone call." Ling Xiaorou panted as she leaned against the wall. She thought about it for a long time, but she still handed the phone to her.

"It's Mu Luo." Ling Xiaorou dialed the number nervously. It rang for a long time before someone picked up. The voice that came from the phone was not the mischievous and frivolous voice that she had hoped for, but a very indifferent and cold voice.

"I am Ling Xiaorou."

"I know. If you like Yu Shuo, tell him.”

" I…" Before she could finish her sentence, the other party had already hung up the phone. She felt that this guy had really passed puberty, but when the phone was hung up, she still hoped that Mu Luo would stay in puberty.

That night, Ling Xiaorou didn't go back. Instead, the two girls hid under the blanket and chatted. Su Yuan finally understood why Ling Xiaorou was in a dilemma. "I like someone. I like that person to always be in front of me and give me a direction in life.”

"That person is Yu Shuo!"

"I hate someone who always does everything for the one I like.”

"Mu Luo!" Su Yuan's doubts seemed to have been completely revealed.

"I like Yu Shuo. I like Yu Shuo now. I want to be with someone whom I'm unrequited in my most beautiful youth. Maybe I won't have the chance in the future.”

Su Yuan curled his lips and hugged Ling Xiaorou in his arms.

In my life, the goal I wanted to surpass changed in an instant, but I still hope that the person I want to surpass is you. If it's not you, I still want to persist in my pure love and persist for a period of pure time.‘Yu Shuo.

She didn't understand why Ling Xiaorou had to think so much about the future. However, she also understood that if love couldn't last long and was only because of a short-term desire, then this pure relationship would be tainted. No one wanted to see such an outcome. If she wanted to compete with someone, that person would also want to compete with her, but she would always lose. He did not mind, but she did. She wanted to make a bet with that person when she was on the same line as him.

After that night alone with Yu Shuo, she suddenly started to be afraid of him. She was afraid that she couldn't explain what he was afraid of. However, if it were other girls, they would have been looking forward to such a thing happening. However, she felt different.

Three months after Mu Luo left, Ling Xiaorou started to get used to her new life. It was Wednesday, and it was also during the evening self-study period. She and Su Yuan were lying on the table and talking about young girls. This time, without Yu Shuo or Mu Luo, they were talking about many things. Yu Shuo was sitting at the back and looking for something in the drawer. A girl from another class walked over to Yu Shuo's seat and pulled out the empty chair beside him, but Yu Shuo didn't look at her. Ling Xiaorou and Su Yuan also turned to look at the girl.

"Yu Shuo, I like you. Can I date you?" The girl said sincerely. But Yu Shuo seemed to be looking for something to say

"Yes." The girl skipped away. Ling Xiaorou didn't understand. Did Yu Shuo really hear what the girl said? He didn't even look at the girl. Finally, Yu Shuo took out the exercise book from the drawer and started working on the first question. Ling Xiaorou subconsciously glanced at Mu Xiaodie. She slapped the table and walked over. She first glanced at Su Yuan and smiled strangely. Then, she shook her messy short hair.

"Yu Shuo." This time, Yu Shuo put down his pen and glanced at Mu Xiaodie before continuing to do the questions. "Can I continue dating you?" Ling Xiaorou looked at Yu Shuo, she was sure that he had really thought about it this time.

Yu Shuo stopped writing and said lightly,"”Hence, she continued to write something in the book.

"Then I'll help you reject that girl.”After saying that, she gave Ling Xiaorou a contemptuous smile and left. She didn't know if this was a provocation, but she glanced at Yu Shuo, who was reading a book. She turned around and started doing her own thing. She was not sad or faint. This time, she was very calm. She had long said that she was an outsider in the world of Yu Shuo and Mu Xiaodie. She had said that Yu Shuo would be with Mu Xiaodie sooner or later. In the end, they really got together, but she was a little unwilling. What was the use of being unwilling? She knew that Yu Shuo really didn't like her, so why did she have to be like this?

From the day Mu Xiaodie confessed again, the two of them went to school together. They seemed to be really suitable. Mu Xiaodie's persistence and seriousness towards Yu Shuo might have really moved Yu Shuo, or perhaps Yu Shuo really liked Mu Xiaodie. That night, the two of them left the school together. They could have sent Mu Xiaodie back in ten minutes, but the girl pulled Yu Shuo to walk around the street. Although there were still quite a lot of people on the street, the girl liked to walk to places where the lights were not obvious. As he was pulled by her, everything he had said came back to his heart. After an hour, they finally arrived at their house.

"Yu Shuo, the last time we dated. You only sent me home once." The girl seemed very dissatisfied.

Yu Shuo didn't continue with the question. Instead, he said," It's so late, isn't it bad if you don't go back?"”

"Yu Shuo, are you concerned about me? You actually like me, right?”She was indeed very straightforward. Yu Shuo had always thought that a cheerful and cute girl should be like Mu Xiaodie. She could make a fuss in the classroom, sometimes she liked to wear childish cartoon clothes, and was willing to stick to him like this. He looked into the distance." If we can go far, I'm willing to take care of you.”Mu Xiaodie seemed to have gotten the answer he wanted. She suddenly turned around and slowly approached him. Her eyes seemed to be very bright. There was a suffocating feeling in his heart. This girl kissed him. He smiled." Go back early."”The girl skipped into the corridor. He felt that his face was very hot at this moment. He bit his lips and turned around to leave. He walked along the original path and found himself under the familiar building. He thought that Mu Luo was right, he was really useless. He would only look at her from a distance outside Ling Xiaorou's house and would only put an unimportant thing in the mailbox. Everything did not matter anymore. He felt that he had already made the choice he wanted. He just hoped that he would not regret it in the future. He stood in the distance, deep in thought. He raised his head and looked at Ling Xiaorou's house. The white light shone down from her study room. Was she still reading? He knew that Ling Xiaorou should have a better future, he thought. A familiar figure flashed out from the corridor. He had never expected her to be like this. Ling Xiaorou was carrying trash, her hair was tied up in a double ponytail, and she was wearing a blue bunny short-sleeved shirt and white shorts. She was wearing a pair of white bunny slippers, and her bunny ears were drooping down. She turned around and saw Yu Shuo. He had never thought that Ling Xiaorou would be a hardworking and obedient child. She was usually arrogant and serious. He had never thought that Ling Xiaorou would have such a side to her. He felt something he had never felt before. He smiled at Ling Xiaorou and left.

You said that we missed each other because we didn't understand each other or because we looked up to each other and missed this pure love.

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