It had been a year since he left the days without Su Yuan, Yu Shuo, and that annoying fellow. Sometimes, when he was free, other than talking to Su Yuan, he would think about someone more. Ling Xiaorou lived a life she had never thought of in this unfamiliar school. She was always the last to leave the self-study room and the last to turn off the lights in the dormitory. Every night, when she tossed and turned, she would think of all kinds of things in the past and think of how silly she was. When she thought about it, she would hold her head and cry softly. She did not want anyone to see her sadness. Sometimes, she would be ignored by the teachers because she didn't pass the key points in the exams. She would be teased by her classmates because she was too proud and hardworking. But gradually, she suddenly faced it calmly. She remembered Su Yuan saying that she should be stronger and calmer at times like this. She should smile more cheerfully than before. She had changed, becoming more like the person she needed. In the past, she seemed to be living for a fruitless crush. Now, she wanted to change herself for someone she should cherish more. What could she do? He didn't look for her, but she hoped that he could still find her as accurately as he did in the past.
" Why? Leave?"
Later, Su Yuan went to England to study, and Yu Shuo dropped out of school. She was very disappointed. She couldn't understand why her simple life could be so easily shattered. She really wanted to beat around the bush and ask about Yu Shuo and Mu Xiaodie from a few boys she was close to in the past. In the end, she convinced herself that she should face Yu Shuo with a more high-profile attitude. She had called Yu Shuo a few times, but it was obvious that the other party had changed his number. She used to think that she was an outsider in Yu Shuo's world, but even if she was an outsider, she gradually began to understand that she was the same as Yu Shuo, looking for the first love on the road of youth, but she failed. Moreover, he was defeated miserably. Perhaps they could be together if she worked hard before she left school, but after she left school, she wanted to find the person who messed with her heart. Make a bet with him.
The small diamonds on the blue bracelet were still shining brightly, making her heart feel very confused.‘Where are you?
In the days when she was having headaches in the key middle school, Ling Xiaorou was not in the mood to take care of herself. Her childish bangs turned into slanted bangs, and finally, she simply combed her bangs back to reveal her full forehead. The outline of her face became clearer, and she no longer had the shy expression of the past. She had more of an unruly but gentle princess temperament. Yes, she was gradually changing. During the college entrance examination, she was guaranteed to study in the United States because of her excellent results. She never thought that the results would be so good. She always wanted to do more and the final results would not be too bad. The goals she set at the beginning might change in the future. Instead of doing this, she would rather take every step steadily. That day, the school invited the guaranteed students to have a meal together. She turned them down and left the place that tortured her spirit but allowed her to grow. She did not want to hate anyone, but she would not forgive those people either. Shi Guang had polished her into a real princess, and she said that she had predicted that she would definitely be different in the future. She didn't know if her thoughts had been changed by one person or two people.
She had a vague feeling about the blue butterfly bracelet, but she hoped that it was not true. She did not want such an answer. In her eyes, she was no longer the weak butterfly that could defeat herself in the rain. After leaving the school, she put the bracelet away in a place where she would never touch it.
When Ling Xiaorou returned to her old home, her mother was tidying up the house alone. She felt that her mother was older than before and suddenly felt sad. In the end, the family decided to leave her father alone to work in another city while her mother started to take care of the family matters at the place where they used to live. That day, when Ling Xiaorou came back with her luggage, she felt that Ling Xiaorou really made her proud. She wanted her daughter to live a different life from herself, but Ling Xiaorou was really a sensible child and did not let them worry too much. She could see that her daughter had changed. She had become more like what she liked and hoped for. She knew that her daughter had suffered in school, but Ling Xiaorou had never complained. Instead, her life had become better.
A month before Ling Xiaorou went to the United States to study, she and Su Yuan had arranged to meet at their old school. She was wearing a white dress that day, and her soft long hair fell to her waist. It was a little messy in the wind. She had just walked past her house when she saw a familiar figure. She was sure that it was him. She held onto her skirt and ran across the road. She felt that it was time to say something, even if there was no result. She had once scolded herself in the past. Rather than being a passer-by in his life, it was better to be his brightest ending. Yes, it was indeed time to say something.
"Yu Shuo." The boy turned around. He was really surprised. He was still dressed in the same handsome way as before. His hair was messy, and he wore a white t-shirt, a red checkered shirt, and jeans. What was different was the eyes under the messy hair. There was no self-righteous sharpness in those eyes, but there was a sense of steadiness and gentleness. She smiled faintly.
"Yes." The corners of his lips curled up slightly. At this moment, he felt that she was very beautiful, even more beautiful than before. He began to feel that her departure was the best choice. She was no longer shy and timid. She was no longer the girl who sat in the corner and was laughed at by others. Her eyes revealed a wise light, and he felt that she exuded an elegant and unique femininity. She had changed, and he was even more concerned about her.
Ling Xiaorou wanted to say something, but the familiar and annoying voice drowned out everything. "Yu Shuo, I bought you some water. We can go to the movies now.”She looked at Yu Shuo and then at the girl in front of her." You are, Ling Xiaorou.”She couldn't believe her eyes. She couldn't believe that the silly Ling Xiaorou would dare to face Yu Shuo so calmly. She didn't know if Ling Xiaorou knew that Yu Shuo had been looking for her crazily the day she left. She didn't dare to think about it anymore. She felt that the current Ling Xiaorou had an inexplicable aura, and she was a little afraid. Ling Xiaorou said calmly," I've made an appointment with Su Yuan to visit the school. It's the weekend.”She looked at the gentle sky and said,"It's rare for me to come out for a walk."”He nodded slightly and walked towards the school. Mu Xiaodie felt very angry. She felt that Ling Xiaorou was teasing her. She didn't understand why she had changed so quickly. Did she not like Yu Shuo anymore? She pulled Yu Shuo away quickly, but she still felt uneasy.
Su Yuan came on time. They even said on the phone that they wanted to eat fried noodles with milk tea again. As they said that, the two girls laughed. Su Yuan was still the same. The only difference was that her hair was longer and curled. She had the aura of an English aristocrat. She smiled. Was she originally a princess of an aristocrat? However, Su Yuan was shocked. She didn't expect Ling Xiaorou to have changed so much. Although she didn't mention anything, she could tell. They were still sitting on the stairs of the field, watching the children running and jumping around. Ling Xiaorou didn't mention anything about meeting Yu Shuo. She felt that the conversation was not important.
"Xiao Rou, can I ask you for a favor?”It was Su Yuan who spoke first. She paused and bit her lips as she looked at Ling Xiaorou seriously." Helian Zi, he's in the same school as you.”
" Helian Zi." Ling Xiaorou suddenly wanted to laugh. She had always thought that this was a funny name. "What's wrong? Do you want to bring something?”Su Yuan shook her head and said," Actually, I told him that I liked his thoughts, but he didn't respond to me directly. However, he still treats me very well. You have to know that such ambiguity will only make a girl fall deeper and deeper. In the end, I can't extricate myself."
"I understand. But the school is very big, and I might not be able to see him.”Su Yuan did not continue with the question. She leaned her head on Ling Xiaorou's shoulder and continued,"My mother is very strict with me. I actually want to go to school in the United States. I want to look for him." But my mother doesn't agree with us being together at all. I know she's doing this for my own good. She hopes that I can find a suitable partner. They always felt that I was an outsider in their world.”
"Their world." Ling Xiaorou did not continue. She lowered her head and thought of something. "Yeah, Helian Zi and that guy's world.”
Su Yuan suddenly realized that he had said something wrong. He sighed and patted Ling Xiaorou.
Ling Xiaorou looked up and smiled." I'm fine."”She would not be fine. She had always wanted to know where Mu Luo was.
In the end, Ling Xiaorou also changed the topic." Do you have any news about Mu Luo?"”
Su Yuan pouted and looked at Ling Xiaorou gently and helplessly. She was sure that her heart was somewhere else. She didn't mention that she called Mu Luo that night. She felt that they needed some time alone.
"You really like Yu Shuo? Are you sure that Yu Shuo likes you?”
"I used to like Yu Shuo."
"But I think only people who can show their true self in front of the person they like are people who like them.”
"Su Yuan."
"Just like you did in front of Mu Luo.”
"Is that so?"
No one could see his expression in the dark cinema. Mu Xiaodie kept holding Yu Shuo. She was afraid of losing him, but she was confident that Yu Shuo would not leave her. From the moment he saw Ling Xiaorou, Yu Shuo had been in a daze. He thought about what would have happened if he had caught up to Ling Xiaorou that day. Would it have been Ling Xiaorou next to him? He rested his chin on his right hand and leaned back in his chair. He was not in the mood to watch a movie. He was thinking about the Ling Xiaorou of the past and the current Ling Xiaorou." Could it be that we are no longer in the same world?" He thought, and he felt a sense of loss. Suddenly, he had an urge to run to Ling Xiaorou's place and pull her away with him. However, he was not sure anymore. He could not read Ling Xiaorou's thoughts from her eyes. So that was the reason. Now, it was even more difficult to read. Perhaps, Mu Xiaodie was the best outcome for him.
On the day Ling Xiaorou left, her mother sent her to the airport. She felt that her daughter had grown up and could control her own feelings. Although she was a little reluctant, she still let go. Ling Xiaorou pulled her luggage and looked around. She seemed to be looking forward to it, but she still left resolutely. Yu Shuo had heard from a few classmates that Ling Xiaorou was going to study in America. When he found out, Ling Xiaorou had already boarded the plane. He didn't go to the airport to call for Ling Xiaorou like before. He just drank alone on the street at night. However, he was sober. He knew that choosing Mu Xiaodie was right and wrong. He should start to bear everything. Ling Xiaorou! It was time to forget.
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