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23 I don’t know who I am

Yi hai hu

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It was also Christmas in Australia, but ever since he came back, he had never thought about this lukewarm holiday again. In his opinion, he had long forgotten about a person named Ling Xiaorou who made his heart ache. She no longer had her usual restlessness. Her yellowed bangs had long turned wine-red. She no longer liked to climb over walls and leave home. When she was forced by many things, she liked to quietly drink a little wine or go ski.

"What exactly do I want?" It had been so long, and he had changed girlfriends several times. He no longer believed in love, but why did he miss a place and a person so much at this moment?

After coming back from that city, Mu Luo had been busy with his mother's family business. But no matter if it was overseas or in China, seeing familiar street corners and people would always remind him of something. He still couldn't get over it.

That was a few days ago. He was still in the office day and night, doing those things that were once dispensable to him.

"Boss, a lady is looking for you."

Mu Luo listened to the phone and thought for a while. She probably guessed who it was.”She hung up the phone and felt a little uneasy.

"Boss said you can go in now."

The girl stroked her hair elegantly and walked in with her light pink handbag. She had never thought that Mu Luo's family's company would be so big. Although it was the headquarters, it was still a little exaggerated. When she pushed the door open, she hesitated a little. After a pause, she gathered her courage and pushed the door open. The boy sitting opposite her was no longer the unruly teenager, but a mature and steady man. As soon as she walked in, Mu Luo raised her head and looked at her. Her eyes were unfriendly and cold. Unlike before, his hair glowed with a wine-red light, making him look particularly charming.

"Sit." As he spoke, he raised his hand and gestured for her to sit on the sofa opposite him. Su Yuan put down her bag and sat on the sofa. She held onto her dress elegantly. She did not let go of her previous arrogance.

"I'm here for Xiao Rou."

"Xiao Rou?" Mu Luo put down her work and stood up. She walked to the French window and looked at the scenery outside.”He closed his eyes to not think too much about the memories that he had sealed.

"After you left, she kept looking for news about you. And she's making changes for you." She paused and said,"I didn't say that you were here."”

"For me!" He turned around and looked at Su Yuan with a contemptuous smile.”Su Yuan could hear the sarcasm in his tone, but she didn't know if this guy had already forgotten about Ling Xiaorou. If he had already forgotten about this relationship, then there was no need for her to continue talking about it. However, if Mu Luo was not suppressing his emotions, then he might take revenge on Xiaorou. So she picked up her handbag and stood up." Mu Luo, if you don't like Xiao Rou anymore, please don't go back and hurt her."”

"That depends on my mood. Besides, I'm not interested in ordinary girls now.”

Su Yuan slammed the door shut and went out. When she stood at the door, she sighed heavily." Yes, Rourou and I are both mediocre people. We are outsiders in your world.”

After Su Yuan left, Mu Luo walked around the office alone. The atmosphere in the room was suffocating." Are you kidding me? Change for me!"”He sat on the chair and looked at the flowers that had just been delivered in the morning." What love? I've long forgotten about it.”

During his time in Australia, he had changed girlfriends frequently. He had never put his heart into any of those girls. Instead, those girls had put their heart into him. He couldn't tell whether these people valued him or his background. However, he could see Ling Xiaorou in every girl.'He couldn't tell what poison he had been poisoned with.

On Christmas night, he lay in bed and thought about everything. He couldn't let go and forget it. This kind of self-deceiving seal was meaningless. Even the reflection on the ceiling would tug at his heartstrings. "Xiao Rou." His arms covered his face, and his golden pajamas reflected his light. He had long forgotten who he was. His daily life was like a script. The life he was living now seemed to be what his mother had been looking forward to for many years. He could not tell if he still loved the girl called Ling Xiaorou, the girl who made him mentally and physically exhausted and hysterical. Why did he feel a little vague about what he liked about her? Perhaps he had really forgotten. All these years, Ling Xiaorou had been looking for him, but he had long wanted to forget her. Even someone with the surname Ling could not appear in his world. "I don't understand. Who am I? What do you want now?"

In my life, I never needed you to be strong. I never needed you to be like me. But why do you always use this as an excuse to stop me from loving you and always run away? Say, isn't this excuse too 'na?ve'?

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