After spending some time with Helian Zi, Ling Xiaorou felt that he was actually not bad. She did not understand what Su Yuan's mother was worried about. Su Yuan did not mention anything about Helian Zi when he called her. She wanted to tell Su Yuan that if she really liked him, it was best to enter his life and really care about him. She felt that Helian Zi was actually very lonely.
He couldn't deny that this girl was really smart. She had completely grasped the essentials after teaching her a few times. She was also very good at gliding. He didn't ask her why she wanted to learn this, but he guessed that it was because of a person. Only they knew what they were thinking about. He still didn't mention the relationship between him and Mu Luo. She didn't ask either. Maybe she had guessed it already.
She didn't ask, and he didn't want to tell her. Sometimes, love was indeed selfish.
They had already booked the time to go back together. Helian Zi had been waiting for Ling Xiaorou downstairs early in the morning. She didn't have much luggage, only one suitcase. When he helped her put it in the car, the girl kept thanking him. He didn't know why. In the car, she had been reading the book about perfume. She did not say anything else and did not mention Su Yuan. There were some things that she did not want to say too much about. What she wanted to say was to go back and talk to Su Yuan. They were good friends. Helian Zi was just one of them who ran out on the way. Friends were not considered many. At least for now.
The 'surprise' perfume had brought back many memories for Ling Xiaorou. Although the name was different and the perfume was not expensive, it had the same meaning in her life.
On the plane, Ling Xiaorou wore an eye mask and wanted to sleep quietly in the dark. There was no Mu Luo or Yu Shuo in this world.
The night before she went back, she tossed and turned in bed and couldn't sleep. Su Yuan didn't call her, but that really shouldn't have happened. She didn't know what had happened between Helian Zi and Su Yuan. She really felt sorry for Su Yuan. What did the so-called match of equal social status mean? She felt that she only fell asleep in a daze when it was almost dawn. In her dream, she saw the past. When Su Yuan called in the morning, he did not mention anything about Helian Zi. She felt that that guy must have not told Su Yuan his true thoughts and was starting to hate boys like him. On the phone, Su Yuan's voice was still gentle. They talked about how many of their classmates wanted to hold a class reunion during the new year and had to look for Su Yuan's number for a long time. A few of the boys in the class still wanted Ling Xiaorou and the others to go. Suddenly, they thought of Yu Shuo. Yu Shuo would probably be going too.
"Yu Shuo."
Su Yuan thought that Ling Xiaorou no longer cared about Yu Shuo. She felt that Ling Xiaorou had matured during the time they were apart and had forgotten about this relationship.
"She should still be with Mu Xiaodie.”
"Is that so? That's good."
"Mu Luo, any news?"
"No!" She didn't tell Ling Xiaorou that she went to find Mu Luo that day. She knew that if Mu Luo told her about it, Ling Xiaorou would feel terrible. It was better to keep it a secret than to be uncertain about Mu Luo's feelings.
Su Yuan suddenly heard that Ling Xiaorou's voice was a little choked up. He wanted to ask more, but she said,"I'm fine. I'm fine."”After exchanging a few pleasantries, he hung up the phone. She lay in bed and started to let her imagination run wild. A phone call had stirred up her thoughts. The thoughts that she thought she had long forgotten suddenly rippled in her heart. It turned out that she hadn't forgotten about the boy called Yu Shuo. The events from four years ago kept running through her mind. Suddenly, many thoughts flooded her mind. She tossed and turned in bed for a while before finally getting out of bed. She didn't know why, but she suddenly felt very tired. She leaned against the window and looked. The bird was still there, and the sky was still there. They wouldn't leave just like that.
Yu Shuo's days of working outside were not smooth. He had changed jobs a few times, but none of them were to his liking. He knew that if it wasn't for Mu Xiaodie's unwillingness and support, he might have given up long ago. Sometimes, when he worked late into the night, he still liked to look up at the sky from her perspective. That was her world. He knew that no matter how close he got, he would never have any interaction with Ling Xiaorou. Ling Xiaorou seemed to have become the most beautiful memory of his youth. He hated himself for having such a good memory. He had traveled through many cities and finally returned to this place, where Ling Xiaorou used to be. He could feel that Ling Xiaorou's aura was still lingering here, and he couldn't get rid of it.
The moment the plane landed, Ling Xiaorou suddenly felt Yu Shuo's breath, a faint smell of tobacco. She knew that Yu Shuo wouldn't appear. It was just that he could not admit it yet. Sometimes, she wondered if Yu Shuo was just a dream from her teenage years, a dream that every girl would have. However, this dream was disrupted by a clingy guy.
She had returned to a familiar place, but what was strange was that her previous life was no longer the same. If she could go back to the past, she would be willing to tell Yu Shuo about her deeply buried feelings. What did she get now? From the day she went back, she would walk on the streets every day, from her house to the school, and then to the dead end where she used to be alone with Yu Shuo. Every time she went there, she would look at it, as if she could see the shy and timid her and the confused Yu Shuo from that night. She could almost smell the tobacco smell on his body. Instead of crying, she learned to look up at the sky when she thought of Yu Shuo and stop at a lipstick shop to buy a lipstick when she thought of an annoying guy. She realized that it was impossible to forget the feelings of loving someone quickly. Even after a long time, when she thought that she had forgotten about him, she found that he was already deep in her heart and had never left. If she could go back, even for a second, even if Yu Shuo still didn't like her, she would say,'Yu Shuo, I love you. More than anyone else. But God didn't give her this chance, and she didn't even see Yu Shuo on the street. Perhaps, they were destined not to meet again at the wrong time. If they met again, the result would only be hurt. She didn't know what she could do for Yu Shuo right now. She couldn't even give him words of encouragement. She really, really missed him. However, this thought was immediately shattered by her.
"I can't do that."
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