After comforting Ling Xiaorou to sleep, Su Yuan and Helian Zi talked about many things, including her. After thinking about what Ling Xiaorou said, she also felt that she had never done anything to Helian Zi. She had never stood on his side, nor had she seriously thought about him or wanted to help him.
"Are you still in contact with Mu Luo?" Su Yuan picked up the coffee cup and took a sip. She liked the taste.
"No, but I'll go look for him in a few days and enjoy the sunshine there.”
"You're quite relaxed." Then, he paused."Does that guy still like Rourou?"”
" I didn't ask," Helian Zi said as she stood up and walked to the window to look at the night sky." Does Ling Rourou have someone else she likes?"”
"Hmm?" Su Yuan also walked over, but when she recalled her conversation with Xiao Rou just now, she did not want to say anything. "You don't know?"
Ling Xiaorou felt a gentle breeze on her face and was jolted awake. Remembering the words she had said to Su Yuan yesterday, those were the deepest words she had hidden in her heart. She was just unwilling to accept Yu Shuo. Perhaps she had liked him before, but Mu Luo's appearance had changed her mind. She was just unwilling to lose to a mediocre girl like Mu Xiaodie. She really hated Mu Xiaodie, she hated her fiercely. In a daze, she still felt a headache, so she sat up on the bed. Purple curtains and white European-style furniture, the bookshelves were full of books in various languages. She lowered her head and looked at the dark purple blanket covering her body, vaguely revealing the aura of nobility. She could feel his aura. Suddenly, there was that suffocating aura again. She knew that this relationship was too wrong. It was simply too wrong. She could not accept it. While she was still thinking about something, Helian Zi knocked on the door and came in. He was wearing a white shirt and a dark purple vest. He looked like a waiter. He brought a glass of milk and some sumptuous breakfast. She wanted to laugh.
"Where's Su Yuan?"
"She's out for a morning run. She asked me to get you some breakfast.”She sat on the bed and placed the breakfast on the bed." Have some milk."”
Ling Xiaorou smiled awkwardly and took the milk. This awkward atmosphere was even more awkward than seeing everything that Mu Luo had given her.
Su Yuan's excuse to go out for a run was actually just an excuse. Who would want to go out for a walk in such a cold winter? Suddenly, she was afraid to face Helian Zi. She was thinking of pulling Xiao Rou back when she recovered. During this period of time, it was better for her to walk around outside by herself. She thought about some questions, some things about herself and Xiao Rou. We were really outsiders in their world and were never looked up to by their family members, so we had to do better. She wanted to be a girl worthy of Helian Zi, so she thought about what to do as she ran.
"Why did you drink too much yesterday?”Helian Zi took a sip of her coffee and looked at her with a smile.
"It's nothing." She felt that there was some kind of conspiracy in his words. In her opinion, Helian Zi was too smart for her to take care of.
"If that person already has a life. You'd better not disturb him."
"I know." After she finished speaking, she realized that he had seen through everything about her. She felt cold.
"Let's rest for a while."
"No, I feel much better. I'll pack up and leave with Su Yuan." She had just lifted the blanket and was about to get up when Helian Zi hugged her. "I'll always be by your side, okay?”She gently pushed him away and smiled." It must be embarrassing if I don't wash up."”She smiled and got out of bed. Helian Zi looked at her and didn't know what to say. He had never seen such a girl before. The girls he had seen before would only agree with him. He thought that Mu Luo was probably exhausted by Ling Xiaorou.
"That's why he likes challenging things. Me too."
Ling Xiaorou had already expected that Su Yuan would scold her as a fool when he returned. She was already used to it. After lunch, she and Su Yuan left Helian Zi's palace in a hurry. She didn't want to look at Helian Zi anymore. She felt that he was too smart, and he wasn't the 'idiot' she was looking for. Where was that 'idiot' at this moment? She was certain of her heart, so she must wait for him, even if she was an outsider.
She began to understand what Su Yuan's mother meant when she said that they were well-matched in social status. Helian Zi's excellence should be something that ordinary girls couldn't reach, even for such an outstanding Su Yuan. Sometimes, being too outstanding was a burden. She understood that she was naturally not in the same world as Helian Zi. She did not know where her own world was. Every time she thought of this question, she would involuntarily open her palm. The short lifeline seemed to be a ticket to another world. Some people said that fate was in their own hands and not in the lifeline, but she still believed that her fate was in the lifeline.
After returning from Helian Zi's house, Ling Xiaorou thought about many things. Whether it was now or in the future, she could not be in the same world as Helian Zi. Similarly, she and Yu Shuo would not have a result. She did not understand why every time she craved for love, the ending would always be gone, as if it was announcing that love should not exist in her world. Therefore, when she was free, she still liked to sit in the house and mix perfume." It's pink. It's for Su Yuan. The purple one was for Helian Zi. It's dark blue." She opened the bottom drawer of the bedside table and carefully put it in. It was just that she could never mix the taste and color. The previous two gifts had increased by so much that she sometimes worried that one day, she would not be able to let go. If there was a day, she would not be able to let go. The name Yu Shuo should leave her world forever.
Snow angels always fell from the sky of the city she lived in, regardless of whether winter was about to leave or not. Sometimes, she hoped that school would start soon. As long as school started, she wouldn't let her imagination run wild and her mind wouldn't be affected by some random things. She lay on the table and stared at the bottle of purple liquid in a daze. She felt that purple could sometimes project a dark blue light. "So annoying." She buried her head in her arms. She hated being disturbed when she was in a daze. She touched her phone in her bag with one hand and stared blankly at Helian Zi's name jumping around on the phone. She wanted to hang up, but in the end, she still picked up.
"I'm downstairs."
Ling Xiaorou leaned against the window and looked up at the sky. It was dark blue, and she felt like it was going to snow. She changed into a dark brown turtleneck sweater and a beige coat with a brown bow at the collar. She wanted to change into a blue shirt, but gradually, she felt that blue seemed to have become a taboo color. She should have known that it would be very cold tonight, but she ran downstairs in a hurry without wearing gloves, and still bumped into him so recklessly.
She deliberately avoided his gaze and sighed slightly. She walked one step ahead of him and could feel him following closely behind her. She put her hands in her coat pocket. Winter was really cold, but sometimes it was her mood that was colder.
"Ling Xiaorou." He pulled her back." Can you listen to me?”
She really wanted to say 'no'.
"Are you feeling awkward because of my relationship with Su Yuan?”
She didn't answer, but her eyes deliberately glanced at Helian Zi. She could see that he was indeed very serious about every word he said to her.
"I just want to live a life without love.”She turned her face to the other side.
She could feel the warmth of his hand against her cheek and his gentle breath on her lips. It was as if the world had stopped spinning. At that moment, her heart really stopped. It was as if this second reminded her of the person beside Yu Shuo. It was as if the person she could not forget was not Yu Shuo but the 'idiot' beside him. He liked to give her an unexpected surprise before she could react.
From the day he vaguely saw Ling Xiaorou being carried into the car by a boy, Yu Shuo started to be in a daze. His job had been changing, and with Mu Xiaodie's encouragement, his mood had stabilized and his work was on the right track. However, she was tortured by that vague sight for a long time. In a daze, she went to the high school she had attended in the past. The school was still there, and the teachers who hated her were still there. There were many unfamiliar and energetic children in the school. The classroom was still there, and their seats were still there. Occasionally, a few little girls would pass by him and say,"This uncle is quite handsome."”
Was that so? He had also become an 'uncle'. He smiled and strolled from the campus to the dead end where they had been alone. The place was already filled with withered leaves and some unknown garbage. The melted snow stuck to it and looked especially dirty. He hated himself for not telling Ling Xiaorou what was on his mind that day. He hated himself for not being confident when he asked, but was fooled by Mu Luo. He hated himself for not being faithful.
"Single?" He sneered. He turned around and left.
The small and insignificant past was wrapped up in a kind of inexperienced emotion. I met you in the most beautiful years, but I didn't have the courage to continue. I don't know if it was destined from the beginning that we couldn't bury our most precious love like that childish self.
When she woke up, she was already tightly hugged by Helian Zi. She was about to suffocate, and a kind of hot blood spread throughout her body. "Don't be like this." She tried to push him away, but he hugged her even tighter.
"Ling Xiaorou, I can't control my feelings for you, so please give me a chance to love you.”
"I'm sorry."
"No matter who you like, I really don't mind.”
At this time, she really didn't know what to say. Mu Luo's love for her could always be rejected by one or two sentences, but Helian Zi. She really did not know what to say.
"I just want to live a life without love, okay?”Ling Xiaorou slowly pushed him away." Don't be like this."”
However, she was not sure what she felt about Helian Zi. This feeling was very strange, and it strangely reminded her of someone, the person she hated the most. However, wasn't she doing so much just to gamble with him again?
In the end, she stuffed the perfume she had mixed into his hand and turned to leave.
Helian Zi understood many girls, but the only one he couldn't understand was Ling Xiaorou. Perhaps it was because Ling Xiaorou ignored him that he was attracted to her, and in the end, he was really poisoned. He really wanted to know how outstanding the boy that Ling Xiaorou had always cared about was to make Ling Xiaorou care so much about him. He really wanted to know.
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