When Ling Xiaorou was studying in America, Helian Zi was her best listener when she could not find anyone to talk to. She was no longer going to the ice-skating rink alone, feeling helpless and unable to find an answer in the end. She would tell Helian Zi many things, but not about her love. Sometimes, she was also very afraid of Helian Zi. He was too smart, so she would not say much about some things. That day, Helian Zi asked her out and said that there was a place nearby for an outing. Ling Xiaorou also agreed after thinking about it. Ever since that guy suddenly appeared and disappeared, there was no news. She knew that Helian Zi should know all the answers, but she did not dare to ask. She felt that Helian Zi would definitely not tell her the truth. Moreover, the current Mu Luo made her even more confused. Was everyone in that circle the same? They kept their true selves to people outside the circle. Was the original Mu Luo also a fake?
Helian Zi originally wanted to go for a walk on the mountain, but Ling Xiaorou insisted on going for a barbecue, saying that spring was a good day for barbecue. In the end, Helian Zi couldn't argue with her and agreed. The two of them brought some things and barbequed near the river.
"You eat this first." Ling Xiaorou handed him the roasted meat.
"Why am I eating first?"
"The main thing is to let you taste if it's cooked.”After saying that, she chuckled and picked up the potato to eat. Helian Zi was simply defeated by this girl. She smiled and tasted it.
"It's not cooked yet. You'd better not eat it yet.”After saying that, she picked up a few more pieces.
Ling Xiaorou did not react in time at first. In the end, she was so angry that she picked it up herself. Helian Zi put down her chopsticks and rubbed her hair with a smile. It seemed that rubbing a girl's hair was a habit of his, as if he was really a big brother. However, he did not want to be a big brother. He was sure that he liked Ling Xiaorou.
"Xiao Rou."
"What?" She looked up at him seriously. Helian Zi thought of something and smiled." It's okay. You don't have to eat it all the time. You have to put something on it to roast it."”
Ling Xiaorou made a face at him." I know. Don't you know how to let go?"”When she placed the dishes, she seemed to have thought of what Helian Zi wanted to ask. She really wanted to be honest with him, but she didn't have the courage now. However, if she didn't have the courage to say something, then Helian Zi would definitely chase after her. Moreover, she didn't know what Helian Zi was thinking. This way, her relationship with Su Yuan would be very awkward. In fact, sometimes she wondered what was so attractive about herself, but it was strange that she couldn't attract Yu Shuo.
"Hey!" She felt as if her head had been hit by someone.”
"Ah!" She seemed to have panicked and jumped up in fright. She lost her balance and fell into the lake at the side. Helian Zi stood up and jumped in as well. The girl kept shouting for help. She carried Ling Xiaorou and swam to the shore. She was a little angry at herself, but she wanted to know what was going on. After carrying her up, he quickly used his coat to dry her hair. He could no longer feel that his body was drenched. His hand pressed on her head, and in an instant, her heart broke down. She raised her hand and pressed it on his hand. At this moment, she thought of the person who dried her hair for the first time, that annoying 'idiot'. Helian Zi felt suffocated like never before, and Ling Xiaorou burst into tears. She hugged him tightly. He didn't understand what was going on.
"Xiao Rou."
However, no matter how he called her, she only cried. He had never entered her world.
When he carried her home, the girl seemed to have fallen asleep, but he felt dizzy and seemed to have a fever. He felt as if someone had helped him into the bedroom. He was thinking about Ling Xiaorou, but his fever was getting worse and his head was hurting. He could vaguely feel someone caressing his cheek. It was his angel. He opened his eyes heavily and saw Ling Xiaorou kneeling by the bed with her hair disheveled. She was looking at him with red eyes, as if she had just cried. Then, she lay on her body and cried.
"I'm sorry. It's all my fault."
He didn't know what to say. He gently caressed her hair." What's wrong? Can you tell me?"”
"Actually, I've always liked Mu Luo, I'm sorry.”Helian Zi seemed to have gotten the answer he wanted. Mu Luo, his best friend.
"Then, does he like you?"
"I don't know. I feel that he's no longer the same person. I regret it."
He didn't continue. He didn't know what Mu Luo was thinking. He wouldn't tell her that Mu Luo had changed girlfriends frequently in Australia, nor would he tell her how she felt. He didn't even know if she liked Ling Xiaorou. If he liked her, why did he use other girls to numb himself? If he didn't like her, why did he listen to his words and come to find Ling Xiaorou? He couldn't understand him either.
"Then, don't you like me?"
"Yes, but…It's not like I like Mu Luo." She looked up with tears on her cheeks. He raised his hand and stroked her hair.
"I'm really sorry for today."
"If you want to apologize, why don't you do something?”
"What?"
"Help me change my ice pack. You can only go back when I'm better.”He smiled as he spoke. This smile was very similar to Mu Luo's.
"Yes." Hence, she ran out.
Helian Zi covered her eyes with her palm and sighed deeply. "The person who was struggling before was probably Mu Luo's friend.”He turned over and looked out of the window. It was clearly spring, but why was the air still as cold as winter? He shivered and pulled the blanket. Ling Xiaorou helped him change the ice pack and fed him water. He felt his fever slowly go down and he fell asleep. He stopped thinking about many things. Ling Xiaorou looked at him and smiled gently. She lay on the bed and fell asleep. That was the first time she had slept so soundly in America.
When Helian Zi woke up, it was the sunlight that woke him up. He took off the ice pack and thought that Ling Xiaorou had already left. He didn't expect that the girl would fall asleep by the bed. He smiled and pulled the blanket open to carry the girl in. That was the first time he looked at her so seriously. Her eyelashes were very long, her forehead was full, and her long black hair was soft. She looked like a princess. He really wanted to kiss her, but in the end, he brushed the hair at the corner of her mouth and looked at her sleeping face gently.
"If Mu Luo doesn't love you anymore. Will you choose me?" As she thought about it, she turned around and looked at the sky while blocking the sunlight. "Could he have some ulterior motive? He's more black-bellied than anyone else."
As she thought about it, she didn't dare to continue thinking about it.
He and Mu Luo had been friends since childhood. He could guess Mu Luo's thoughts most of the time, but ever since he left Ling Xiaorou and returned to Australia, he could not understand. He changed girlfriends frequently and started to like to hang out in nightclubs. He started to like to drink, and he would drink until dawn. Whenever he mentioned Ling Xiaorou, he would sneer. His eyes were no longer as innocent as before. He would not get angry because of Ling Xiaorou. At most, he would sneer. After asking another question, the guy started to smash things. He didn't know if it was the remaining love aura of Mu Luo, or if he was really hurt and only hated Ling Xiaorou. If it was hatred, why would he come back to look for her? These questions were like poison that numbed his brain. He needed an antidote.
When Ling Xiaorou woke up, she was shocked to find herself lying on the bed. However, when she saw that the person beside her was Helian Zi, she relaxed a little. Helian Zi turned her body sideways, perhaps thinking about something, so she got up and looked at him. Her hair brushed against his face. She turned around and looked at her, the corners of her mouth curling up.
"Are you done?"
"Yes." He caressed her long hair and she looked at him seriously. This time, she did not reject his kiss. Instead, she was very pleased. His breath was warm and not as cold as he had imagined.
"If Mu Luo no longer loves you. Will you accept me?"
"He won't stop loving me."
Helian Zi smiled." Will I?"
"I guess so."
"If he still loves you, I'll quit, okay?”
"Yes." She knew Helian Zi would never lie.
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