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It was undeniable that Su Yuan's premonition was correct. On the day of class allocation, Su Yuan was indeed in the same class as him, and they were even deskmates. During the military training, they seemed to have established a deep friendship. They said everything, including Yu Shuo. Every time she mentioned Yu Shuo, Ling Xiaorou would lower her voice, afraid that others would know her thoughts and spread them everywhere. Perhaps it was fate, Yu Shuo, who had just crossed the line, was also assigned to the same class as them. There was also that annoying fellow sitting behind her. As soon as he saw Ling Xiaorou, he greeted her from afar, which made her feel even more embarrassed. It was only when she greeted him that she knew that guy was called Mu Luo. She didn't want to know anything else. However, she was really happy that day. Just like that, she began her high school life. She always wanted her life to be so simple. Every day, she would be able to see Yu Shuo in class or think of him when she was in a daze in class. It was as if she had no strength when she wanted to summon the courage to confess. There were many times when she wanted to say the words that she had long wanted to say, but she had been evaded by herself. She always felt that there might be another person in her body, and this person kept stopping her from saying those words. Perhaps it was not that there was someone in her body, but that someone really did not want her to say it.

The boy sitting behind them was Yu Shuo's ex-classmate. He heard that they were very close and had repeated a year, but they didn't study together when they repeated their grades. Su Yuan had a feeling that the boy had something in mind for Ling Xiaorou. His name was Mu Luo. Unlike Yu Shuo, he didn't have his messy hair. His natural short hair made him look very elegant and sunny. Su Yuan felt that this guy seemed a little familiar, but he couldn't remember who he was. Did he repeat his studies? Su Yuan was still skeptical. Although that guy seemed to be out of tune in class and liked to sleep, he was very smart. Although he didn't answer many questions, he would silently write them down in his textbook. This was also something Su Yuan had accidentally seen. Ling Xiaorou rarely spoke to Mu Luo, who was sitting in the back row. She would listen attentively in class, then lie on the table and stare blankly after class or accompany Su Yuan to the toilet. It was very dull and indifferent. She thought that at least she could see Yu Shuo like this. Ever since that time, she had not said anything to Yu Shuo. There were many times when she wanted to tell him how she felt, but she always thought that if he felt the same way, then wait. He would tell me eventually.

In the beginning of high school, not many people paid attention to the lessons. Maybe it was because the summer vacation had let everyone go wild, or maybe it was because they were tired and really wanted to relax.

"Xiao Rou, I'm going to the toilet. You go first.”

"Okay, then I'll go back to the classroom first. Hurry up.”

"Alright."

Ling Xiaorou sighed and climbed up the stairs. She was exhausted. Suddenly, she felt someone pat her. She wanted to scream out in shock, but when she turned around, she saw that it was her.

"Do you want to die?!" For some reason, he only dared to speak loudly to this guy.

"Hey, hey, let me tell you something."

"Bullsh * t, you're going to die." Hence, she ignored him and continued walking upstairs.

" Hey, hey!" He grabbed Ling Xiaorou. "Let me tell you, it's actually."

"What is it?" She still said in a bad mood.

"Why don't you come out and play this weekend?"

"It's a pity that I don't like going out with strangers.”

Mu Luo thought for a while and said," What's my name?"”

"Mu Luo."

"En, en, that's right. How could he not know her? Alright, alright."

"Not good! I have exams in a few weeks and I don't have the time to spend with strangers.”

"How about this? If I beat you in this exam, I'll be able to win. Promise me one condition." He smiled evilly.

Ling Xiaorou pursed her lips in disbelief." You can compete with me after you defeat Yu Shuo."”

"Yu Shuo? You must be joking." Mu Luo didn't say anything else, he patted Ling Xiaorou's head and left. Ling Xiaorou froze on the spot and wanted to curse at this idiot.

The chemistry class was still her specialty. The teacher's lecture that was still chattering in the class could not fully attract them. The boring class troubled them time and time again. However, Ling Xiaorou still liked to listen to it. Every class, she would take notes with Su Yuan and discuss the problems that they did not know. Ling Xiaorou bit her pen and looked out of the window. After thinking for a while, she threw a note to the guy behind her.

"If I win, you're not allowed to hit on me.”

The guy quickly replied," Hey, if I win, you have to promise me.”Then, he drew a disgusting expression.

"Alright then."

"But I guess you will definitely lose."

Ling Xiaorou angrily turned around and glared at Mu Luo, then threw the note out of the window. Mu Luo smiled faintly. Su Yuan looked at Ling Xiaorou's expression and smiled as if he understood something.

In school, the teachers also liked it when they saw the teachers and would greet them gently. However, Su Yuan had always been indifferent. Ling Xiaorou didn't know why Su Yuan was like this, but some things that happened later made her understand. She and Su Yuan sat in the third last row, while Yu Shuo sat in the first row. Every time she was in class, she would be in a daze or when the teacher was talking about her past achievements, she would inadvertently glance at Yu Shuo because she realized that she could no longer control herself from liking him. She had always thought that she liked Yu Shuo because he was smart and good at studying. That was all.

"Yu Shuo, do this question.”He would always slowly pull out his chair and casually go to the blackboard to do the questions. Because he was good at science, the teachers liked him very much. Perhaps some girls liked him too. His cold and indifferent aura attracted more than just Ling Xiaorou. Every time she saw Yu Shuo do the questions correctly, she would lower her head and smile.

"If I don't tell him, I might never see him again.”

Every time Su Yuan mentioned this, Ling Xiaorou would look out the window involuntarily." I want to wait a little longer.”

In fact, every time Yu Shuo was called up to answer a question, he would turn around and look at Mu Luo. Mu Luo always had an expression that made him unable to stand it. He was not the only one who was the best in science. Maybe the teacher did not know that he did not want to go to the podium to solve the questions. After hesitating for a few times, he still went up to do the questions. The girls below would whisper to each other. Sometimes, they were happy, and sometimes, they were speechless. The only speechless one was Ling Xiaorou's expression that looked like she wanted to eat him up. She was very unhappy.

She clearly didn't care, but sometimes she did.

Until one day after school.

That evening, Ling Xiaorou had already decided to go out for dinner with Su Yuan after she was done with her shift. That day, for some reason, the evening sun was particularly glaring, as if they had decided to hurt someone's eyes or even her heart in some special way.

Ling Xiaorou paced around the teaching building." Su Yuan, is the door locked?"”

"Alright, I'll be right there."

They held hands and chatted about what to eat for dinner. As soon as they left the school gate, they saw a figure that made her suffocate. Their shadows were drawn long by the setting sun, but it was like a sharp sword that pierced through her beating heart. There was an inexplicable coldness in her heart, and it was so painful.

"Xiao Rou, are you alright?" She looked at the backs of the two people and supported Ling Xiaorou. Ling Xiaorou held onto the wall as she breathed with difficulty. "I…I feel pain all over my body. I feel a little dizzy." "Are you alright?" "It's me." For some reason, he suddenly lost his balance and fell heavily to the ground. He could not even feel the pain. He was instantly numb.

When she woke up, she heard Su Yuan scolding her." Are you an idiot? I told you to say it, but you didn't. What are you trying to do?" As he spoke, he picked up Ling Xiaorou, who was still in a daze.

" I..." She seemed to come back to her senses." Very good."”

"I've taken leave. Fortunately, you're fine. You just have a little low blood pressure.”

"Su Yuan, I don't know what's wrong. I just feel very uncomfortable.”

"Then wait for me. I'll go buy something.”Su Yuan smiled at her and ran out of the hospital.

She had never thought that Yu Shuo would be with Mu Xiaodie. It was not that she rejected Mu Xiaodie. In fact, sometimes she also felt that Mu Xiaodie was very cute and cheerful. She could hear her chattering in any corner of the classroom. Like Yu Shuo, she had short messy hair that covered her ears and looked like a smart girl.

Yu Shuo had confessed to Mu Xiaodie in the morning after class exercise. He and Mu Luo had just climbed over the wall and had breakfast. Mu Luo was still showing off how he could get Ling Xiaorou. He said that he was sure he could get Ling Xiaorou. Then, he gave a disgusting smile. What was the meaning of this smile? Thinking of Yu Shuo and Mu Luo climbing over the wall and coming back with the food they bought outside, Yu Shuo raised his hand and hit Mu Luo's head. He was joking. Before they could react, a short-haired girl stood in front of them. She hesitated for a moment before boldly saying," Yu Shuo! I like you." Her face was slightly red as she looked at Yu Shuo seriously. Yu Shuo's mouth was half open as he was stunned. He never thought that the scene he had imagined would happen. It was Mu Luo who spoke first," How long have you liked our Yu Shuo? School has just started."

The girl was not shy. Instead, she said with more vigor," I liked him the first time I saw him. Can I?!"”She was obviously talking to Mu Luo. She tiptoed as if her nose was about to touch Mu Luo's face, her eyes staring straight at him.

"Alright, alright, I'm just asking.”She pushed Mu Xiaodie's face away and turned to look at Yu Shuo." I think she's serious. She even knows the route you climb over the wall every day. She must be serious."”

Yu Shuo shook his head. She didn't want to say anything.

"I don't want a girlfriend now.”

"Why?" Mu Xiaodie asked," Do you have someone you like?!"”

"Someone you like?" Yu Shuo was stunned for a few seconds. He didn't know what it meant to like someone. He didn't know what it felt like to not want that domineering gaze to leave him.

"Hey, Dog Shuo!" Mu Luo patted his shoulder." You should at least give her an answer."”

"I don't mind!" Mu Xiaodie raised her head and looked at him seriously." Let's try dating first, okay? If I don't do well, I'll change until you like me, okay?"”

The breeze caressed her cheeks, blowing her bangs slightly. Her flushed cheeks were like his favorite apple, fragrant and beautiful even without eating it. He nodded.

That night, the self-study classroom was still noisy, and the teacher was nowhere to be seen. The tuition fees were really giving them money for oil. The incandescent lamp attracted a lot of strange insects. Mu Luo stared at the insects in a daze. He switched seats with Yu Shuo.

"Yu Shuo, I heard that Ling Xiaorou is sick.”

"Oh." He looked like he was in a daze while reading a novel.

"I want to see her after school." He glanced at Ling Xiaorou's empty seat." This is the only time to show my love for her."”

"Hurry up and read your book. It's so disgusting." He raised his hand to pick up the textbook and placed it on Mu Luo's head. He was thinking about something, but his thoughts were chased away by the noise in the classroom. The girl behind her patted him. "Let's go home together tonight." Her slightly yellow, messy short hair looked special under the fluorescent light.

"Sure," He flipped through the novel and suddenly saw a story called " The Secret of 45 ".

After the evening self-study session, he and Mu Xiaodie walked together. The dark street had a strange atmosphere. He thought about what Mu Xiaodie said to him just now. He didn't seem to hear it at all. Their house was very close to the school. They arrived in less than 10 minutes. He hurriedly said goodbye, but Mu Xiaodie seemed to be expecting something. Yu Shuo had already left. However, Mu Xiaodie somehow boosted her morale.'Then, he entered the house. Yu Shuo remembered that the book said that the girls who liked to look up at the sky had secrets that they couldn't tell because they were introverted and repressed. They liked the blue sky no matter day or night. They liked floating things that had fairytale-like fantasies. Their personalities were very soft. They liked clouds, stars, and butterflies.

"Su Yuan, I don't want to go home so early. Can you accompany me outside?"

Su Yuan smiled and pulled Ling Xiaorou up.”

On the street at night, the small lights hanging on the trees were like stars. He suddenly had the urge to pick a few. It was a crazy thought.

"Do you know that they are together?”

"I just went to school to ask for leave and heard about it. They were indeed together. It was Mu Xiaodie who told him. However, she didn't expect Yu Shuo to agree so quickly this morning. She really couldn't understand how he could agree so readily when she had just met him at the start of school. There shouldn't be a problem with him, right?”As she spoke, she seemed to have forgotten how Ling Xiaorou was feeling. When she realized what was going on, Ling Xiaorou was already squatting on the ground and crying. She was already in high school, and she still liked to tie her hair into two ponytails. At this moment, her hair was already stuck to her tear-stained cheeks. Her dark blue school uniform had already covered her crying in the corner. Su Yuan squatted beside her and wanted to apologize, but she said,"You're so stupid. You're regretting it, right?" I told you that he would definitely agree once you said it. Are you stupid?" She hugged Ling Xiaorou quietly." You have to be happy tomorrow after crying today. Otherwise, you won't be beautiful anymore."”She kept crying until her voice was hoarse. Her aching heart had not recovered yet. It was just that the faint pain was still as painful as ever.

Ling Xiaorou walked in front while Su Yuan followed closely behind her, afraid that this silly girl would do something rash.”

"It's alright now."

"Let's just let today's matter go.”

"What if we can't pass?"

"That still has to be in the past. In the past, weren't you foolishly waiting for him to say what you wanted to hear? Now, it seems that he doesn't have you in his heart.”

"It's me."

"Don't let the people who care about you worry anymore, okay?”

She suddenly raised her head and smiled at Su Yuan. I'm going back upstairs." However, he turned back to take a look.

"What's wrong?"

"It's fine. I felt like someone was following us just now.”

"Are you seeing things? Rest early." After saying that, she turned around and left. In fact, Ling Xiaorou was still worried about the shadow she saw just now. However, when she reacted, Su Yuan had already left in a car. It was only after the incident that she found out that it was her family's car that had come to pick her up from school.

"Hey."

Ling Xiaorou thought it was a bad person and ran into the corridor in fear.”That guy pulled her back.

She turned around timidly with her mouth half open, only to realize that it was this guy. "What are you doing?"

"Nothing, just looking at you." He could tell that she had cried and did not look too good. Mu Luo looked at Ling Xiaorou innocently.

"Why are you looking at me? Also, did you follow me just now?”

"Hey, why would I follow you?”

"How did you know that I live here?"

"You don't need to know so much about a genius.”He seemed to be very proud of himself.

She didn't know why this guy in front of her now seemed very annoying. She tried her best to run upstairs, but that guy caught her in two steps.

"What's wrong? Why do you hate me so much? Alright, it was Yu Shuo who told me that you lived here.”

As if she had heard a sensitive word, she sat on the ground and burst into tears. "Hey hey, if you cry here, others will misunderstand.”Perhaps it was because his heart ached, but he sat beside her and let her lean on him.

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