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35 Are you still the old you at thirty-five?

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"You're already in here. You better behave yourself. We'll slowly settle today's matter in the future!”As she spoke, Ling Xiaorou hugged a magazine and lay down on the chair in front of her favorite French window.

"Aren't you going to eat?" Mu Luo looked at her innocently.

"Do as you please."

Mu Luo curled her lips and walked back and forth in the kitchen with her hands on her hips. She held the refrigerator and thought for a while.

"If I cook, will you eat it?"

Ling Xiaorou paused for a while and ignored him.‘Is this guy going to die? Mu Luo pouted and made a funny face.'

She put on an apron and prepared to cook.

"This guy is serious!" As she thought about it, she fell asleep. In her dream, she passed through the time when she was with Mu Luo in the past and met the moment when she was with Mu Luo now.

It was so strange. I clearly didn't like him. Why was I so dependent on him? Why was I so fragile in front of him?

Was Mu Luo still the same person as before? Would he hate her? After all, she had treated him badly before. She had always said that the person she liked was Yu Shuo, who had hurt Mu Luo time and time again until he finally left. There was no news of him. How could he forgive himself just like that? That shouldn't be the case.

"Xiao Rou, Xiao Rou."

As she thought about it, she fell asleep." What?”The moment she opened her eyes, she saw this fellow bending over and sticking his face close to hers.

"What are you doing?" She raised her hand and slapped the magazine on his face. She still had the same expression of disgust on her face, and then the corners of her mouth curled up slightly.

"Dinner is ready." As she spoke, she tidied up the magazines on the coffee table and walked to the dining table to start scooping rice.

"You made it?" Ling Xiaorou still didn't quite believe it." Did you order takeout when I fell asleep? I still doubt it."”As he spoke, he pulled out a chair and sat down.

"Come, Xiao Rou, eat more. The food is definitely to your taste.”He nodded as he spoke.

"You've learned how to cook after leaving for so long?”As he spoke, he still put the dish into his mouth with a skeptical attitude and nodded.

"Of course, I learned it especially for you.”

"Is that so? Then you must have found a girlfriend too.”He smiled.

"What? Xiao Rou, I love you.”

"Do you hate me?"

Mu Luo paused the chopsticks in her hand and picked up the food as if nothing had happened. "I guess so."

"Yes."

There were no more topics to talk about during dinner. Perhaps it was because she felt awkward or someone's thoughts had been read correctly.

In a white high-class villa, a boy was lying on a chair beside the swimming pool in front of the house. He was wearing a nightgown and drinking a martini. What did that guy want?

Her phone rang.

"Helian Zi, it's me."

"Yes, I know."

"I heard that Mu Luo went back."

Helian Zi paused and rubbed her eyes.”

"I went to look for him before, but his attitude was very cold.”

"I don't know. I don't think so.”In fact, Helian Zi herself was not sure when she said this because she had not had any contact with this guy for a short period of time. He was like a lone ranger and would not mention anything to her at any time.

"I'll go back as soon as I have time.”

"Su Yuan."

After dinner, Ling Xiaorou was cleaning up the dishes, but the guy said," Hey, let me do it. You have to take good care of yourself. How can I let you wash the dishes?”

"Me?" In the end, she was pushed out of the dining room." Alright then, I'm going to sleep."”

"Xiao Rou."

"What? Then where should I sleep?"

" Nonsense, of course it's the sofa!" She pointed at the sofa in the living room." The sofa is definitely big enough. You can sleep there."”

"But it's winter now."

"Then what do you want?"

" I want to…" Ling Xiaorou went upstairs and closed the door.

"Do you want to die?"

Mu Luo curled her lips and walked into the kitchen.

Ling Xiaorou leaned against the bedroom door and thought," What does he want?"

After washing the dishes, Mu Luo leaned against the sink in the kitchen and thought," Ling Xiao Rou, I really hate you, really." But I don't know. I'm very confused. I don't know what I'm thinking right now. If it's about business, I can be very clear. In fact, even if it's other girls in front of me, I can know what I'm thinking. But only you, only you. I was very confused.

Ling Xiaorou sat in front of the mirror and thought about many things. She wanted to tell Mu Luo about her love for him for so many years. Would he despise her now? Would she be worthy of making a bet with him now?

I always said I loved Yu Shuo, so why would I regret it and feel guilty? I would feel ashamed if I told Mu Luo about it. I'm not afraid of others knowing or mentioning it, and I don't care what Mu Xiaodie says. However, I just care about Mu Luo. I obviously hate him. I don't know what I hate about him. I only know how to hate him, but I'm afraid of losing him. I changed because I don't want to lose to this guy.

Actually, Mu Luo had already looked for someone before he came back. Helian Zi was the second person he wanted to see. He wanted to talk to her about many things, including Ling Xiaorou and himself. There were actually many things that he had not thought through clearly. At this time, it was better to talk to Helian Zi about things that would not stimulate the sparks between them.

"Helian Zi, I just came back and wanted to have a good chat with an old friend like you.”

"Sure,"

"Wait for me at home tomorrow morning."

"Yes."

Ling Xiaorou, who was in front of the dressing table, looked at herself in the mirror. She patted the skincare products mechanically and sprayed some perfume. Then, he continued to sit there in a daze.

"I love Mu Luo." Suddenly, she widened her eyes and looked at herself in the mirror." But how can I confess so that he won't think that I'm playing him?”Then, she continued to stare blankly.

Ling Xiaorou hadn't reacted yet when Mu Luo walked in. When she reacted, that guy had already walked behind her.

"What are you doing? Do you know how to knock?”

"I knocked. I thought I could come in if you didn't agree. Should I knock again?" He laughed foolishly as he spoke.

"Laugh my ass!" She turned around and looked at him." What's the matter?"”

"Xiao Rou."

"What?"

"You're quite sexy now."

"You." As she spoke, she wanted to raise her hand to hit him, but he stopped her.

"Chanel, size 5." His face was close to her, and she could feel his breath. Suddenly, he felt a little suffocated. It was as if he had returned to the moment when they kissed for the first time a few years ago.

"Are you crazy? Get out." Then Ling Xiaorou pushed Mu Luo out of the bedroom," You pervert, think about it yourself."”

"Hey, I, I really have to sleep on the sofa today.”

"Of course."

"Change your mind? Change?" That guy started to shamelessly act coquettishly at the door.

"So disgusting." Ling Xiaorou rubbed her arms as goosebumps appeared on her skin.

"Impossible, give up. Unless it rains at night." Before he could finish speaking, lightning flashed and thunder roared outside. Ling Xiaorou angrily walked to the window and drew the curtains.

"Xiao Rou, it might rain. I don't have a blanket when I sleep on the sofa. Besides, it's so cold at night. You have a heater in your room, but I don't have anything.”

"At most, I'll give you a blanket. Then, get lost!”As he spoke, he opened the door and threw a blanket at the guy.

"Xiao Rou, it's raining." That guy walked into the bedroom with a wicked smile. Ling Xiaorou slammed the door shut.

"You, get on the ground and sleep!”

"Alright." As he spoke, he pulled out a blanket and laid it on the ground. After making the bed, he smiled at Ling Xiaorou and said,"Then I'll take a hot bath and sleep."”

"So disgusting."

As he said that, he laid down on the bed and covered himself with the quilt. At this moment, it seemed that many things in the past floated up in his mind, and the bits and pieces with Mu Luo. The guy who was eating fried noodles in the garden downstairs put a coat on her, but she sneezed. She scolded him for his confession, but they still went out to play together, daydreaming together, and doing many things together. Those things brought her unprecedented happiness. Although they had never really been together, they had done things that a couple could do. What was that life in the past called? She used to worry for him, afraid that he would leave. The longing after he left, and the peace of mind now.

"Xiao Rou, do you have any pajamas?"

"Eh?" Before she could react, the guy wrapped himself in a towel and walked out while drying his hair. He wore a very thin silver-white necklace around his neck, revealing his strong muscles." You, you, you, you're acting like a hooligan!”As she spoke, she threw the pillow at his face.

"What are you doing?"

"Why didn't you take your clothes when you came back?”

"Yes, I forgot to bring my pajamas."

"You did it on purpose, didn't you?"

"What on purpose?" The man smiled evilly as he placed his hand on the bed and looked down at Ling Xiaorou. The water from his hair dripped onto her face. His face slowly approached her, and she could smell the fragrance of the body wash on his body. Ling Xiaorou felt like she was suffocating. His wine-red hair was especially charming, and it swayed her heart. Holding his breath, he raised his hand and slapped the guy's head.

"Get lost!"

"Hey." Mu Luo rubbed her head and sat on the bed," You're so ruthless."”

"Get up." Ling Xiaorou pulled the blanket away and walked to the wardrobe. She opened the door and looked for something. She threw him a white nightgown.

"You can wear this."

"Okay, I'll take any of Xiao Rou's clothes.”

"Get lost and don't sit on my bed. Your seat is on the ground.”As he spoke, he stepped on the guy's bed and glanced at him.

"Hey, you're bullying me."

"Humph!"

Mu Luo looked at her and curled her lips," Living under someone else's roof, I'll endure it."”

"You'd better not live under someone else's roof. Just find a place to live on your own as soon as possible.”

"That won't cost money."

"Yo, you're so rich. Why are you crying about being poor now? I'm also very poor, okay? Is it okay for you to eat and drink for free at my house like this?”

"I don't have a house here."

"Then go buy it."

"I'll buy it next door or across from you.”

"I'm sorry, there are no vacant rooms in this neighborhood.”

"In that case, I'll stay here.”As she spoke, she slapped the cream on her face.

"You're so disgusting. A big boy is still wiping this and that over there.”

"Hey, guys need skincare too. This is maintenance, do you understand?" In the end, he also spat at his favorite Givenchy.

"Disgusting." She turned around and pulled the blanket.

"Xiao Rou, you're sleeping so early. It's only 9 o'clock."

"None of your business."

"Then I'll turn off the lights."

"None of my business." She thought about it and said," I'll leave the bedside lamp on in case you do something.”

"Hey, how can I sleep like this?" Mu Luo sat on the ground and looked at Ling Xiaorou on the bed," Hey, what can I do?"”

"You're not allowed to use the computer, play games, and even more so, you're not allowed to use your phone at night. I'm afraid I'll be scared when I go to the toilet. Finally, goodnight." Ling Xiaorou pulled the blanket over her head, but she couldn't fall asleep at all. He thought about the first time at Mu Luo's house. She slept on the bed and he chatted on the sofa until late at night.

"Tsk." Mu Luo said as she lay down and pulled up the quilt.

Is this how I'm going to spend the night? The you behind me, I can't see clearly if you're still the same person as before, the person I used to love hysterically. The you behind me, I couldn't see clearly if you were the one who used to be so childish. I used to hate you hysterically, but I didn't want to lose you. So familiar, yet so unfamiliar.

The pitter-patter of rain outside the window continued to spread, spreading far away into the room. The entire room felt cold.

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