That day, Ling Xiaorou went home alone after Mu Luo came back. Although she said that she hated that guy to bring her home, she still had the same impulse every time she was with him." I really want to confess that I love you."”She walked into the house and threw her bag on the sofa. Seeing that the kitchen was still dark, she was even more certain that he had not returned. After thinking about it, she went into the kitchen.
Mu Luo hadn't thought about going back yet. When she drove to Ling Xiaorou's company, she saw that the lights in her office had been turned off, so she drove on the street," Xiaorou, you're treating me like this now. Is it because you still love me, or is it because you think you can get me?'He stopped at the entrance of a bar, leaned on the steering wheel for a while, and finally got out of the car. He didn't know if he could get an answer by numbing himself.
She left the lights on when she came out of the kitchen. This wasn't the first time she cooked, but it was the first time she cooked for someone he wanted to confess his love to. She looked at the kitchen and went upstairs tiredly. She hoped that he would come back soon because she was already worried.
Mu Luo had not stopped pouring wine since he entered the bar. He drank one glass after another. If he was in Australia, he would probably have silike to accompany him and talk to him. Now, he had no friends and no one to talk to.
Our love was like two extremes, either crazy or dead.
When he went back at night, he thought that Ling Xiaorou would make a scene or ignore him. However, he was wrong. The lights in the dining room were still on. There were dishes on the table, but she wasn't there. He looked upstairs and saw a faint light in the study room. He wondered if she had eaten the dinner she had made. He took off his sunglasses and threw them on the table, but his heart had already melted.'As he thought about it, he walked upstairs. The door of the study room was ajar, and the yellow light shone in. He saw her busy in front of the computer, and the table was filled with all kinds of messy files. He did not have the courage to look at her face, so he turned around and leaned against the wall, covering his chest. His eyes were a little warm. Sighing and holding her breath, she gathered her courage and knocked on the door. Ling Xiaorou looked at him and smiled," Did you go to see your friends?”She did not let her long hair fall into disarray. Instead, her hair was tied up into a bun. Her white nightdress made her look as charming as a Greek goddess. He did not speak. At this moment, he seemed to have no strength left. She walked over from the table. He was more than half a head taller than her. She looked up at him and said," It's been so cold these two days, and you're wearing so little. Don't you know how to wear a coat or something in winter?"”She glanced at him." You haven't eaten yet, right?"”When she was about to open the door and go out, Mu Luo hugged her." Hey, how is it!"”But he didn't say a word and just hugged her tighter. He buried his face in her hair. It was very strange. It was always winter, but you always wore so little, but you brought me a lot of warmth.
"What are you doing!" She seemed angry when she said that.
"No, I just really want to hug you.”
"Are you crazy!" As she spoke, she stomped on his foot and pushed him away." You came back so late and even asked me to cook for you. You reek of alcohol. You must have gone to pick up girls!" If there's a next time, you can go to hell!"
"Yes, Big Sister Xiao Rou!" She smiled." I'm really a little hungry.”
She didn't ask him if he really went to look for his friends. If there was anything on his mind, he could tell her. She really wanted to help him share a little bit of the burden, share the things that he had never told her. At that moment, she really wanted to know everything about him. However, how should she say it now? How should she say that she loved him?
It was very quiet during dinner. Ling Xiaorou watched Mu Luo eat the rice as if he had something on his mind. She picked up a piece of meat and put it in his bowl. "If you have anything to say, you can tell me.”
"I'm fine!" After saying that, he raised his head and smiled foolishly at her. She picked up her chopsticks and hit him on the head." Don't giggle at me like an idiot!”After saying that, she began to pick up the food casually. Why do I always have no courage to say that I love you? Do I have to experience something in my life to be willing to accept that I love you?
Something called love has passed through my life, but I've never grasped it. I don't know if it's because I don't have the courage, but when I pass away, I want to stay. I don't know what this feeling is. I compromised my feelings and felt that I could tell you anytime in the future, but I forgot that time was changing us. At that time, when we were on campus, I never had to hide anything. I was who I was. It wasn't that I learned to hide when I grew up, but I was too realistic when I grew up. " Do you think the result would be different if I persisted?" I smiled." At that time, I didn't even have the courage to persist. At that time, I was so weak that I couldn't tell you that I liked you or even that I loved you." They said that I was very stupid. The feelings I said now were the same as before, but I still said it. Your answer was not what I wanted. I fell into your city. Therefore, love was a luxury. Only by holding on to it would it not die!
After dinner, he still rushed her upstairs so that she could rest first. He busied himself in the kitchen. Sometimes, this warmth wrapped around her and made her feel love. This was what happiness was like. She tossed and turned in bed, unable to fall asleep. She was thinking about many things. Suddenly, she thought of Yu Shuo. She had not looked for him since that day. She did not know how Yu Shuo felt at that time, but ever since Mu Luo came back, her heart would sometimes be conflicted over this matter. Should she tell him, tell the person she loved the most, the worst thing she had done in her life? Maybe this happened one day in high school. Perhaps it was snowing that day. Snowflakes covered the entire field. The moment the snow melted, she saw the black water and did what she had thought. However, it was not the impulse she had wanted. While she was thinking about something, she didn't even realize that Mu Luo had come in." What's wrong? Can't you sleep without me?" After saying that, she smiled mischievously. She was shocked at first, but in the end, she clutched her chest and sat up." Do you want to die?!"”She turned over and covered herself with the blanket." I'm going to sleep. Don't disturb me!”
"Alright, alright." After saying that, he pulled open his bed and looked at Ling Xiaorou with tears in his eyes.
That night, they went to bed very early. Mu Luo turned around and saw that Ling Xiaorou was not in bed. She opened the bedroom door and saw that she was lying on the chair, thinking about something and drinking coffee. He didn't know if this was a habit that she had developed one day. It was just sleeping on that chair, reading, and thinking about things. Sometimes, she made him confused and complicated.
"What's wrong? I'm not sleeping."
Ling Xiaorou was shocked and pressed her chest.”
Mu Luo sat on the armrest of the sofa and looked at her with a faint smile.”
"No, I haven't. She just remembered some things from the past and couldn't fall asleep.”
"You can't sleep and you still drink coffee. Hey, I just threw away the coffee you hid and you bought a new one.”
"I was wondering why there wasn't any."
"Coffee is not good." As he spoke, he took the coffee from her hand and placed it on the coffee table behind him. "Don't tell me that you've been sleeping here all your life without me.”
"I'm sleeping here, but I can't sleep here.”
" Then " Mu Luo stood up and picked her up." Good baby, it's time to sleep."”
"Hey, let go."
"If I let go, you'll fall."
"That's none of your business." She struggled but was still carried upstairs by this guy. At this moment, she felt as if she had returned to the past. Mu Luo gently placed her on the bed and covered her with a blanket.
"Be good. If I wake up again and you're not here.”He smiled evilly." Just you wait."
Ling Xiaorou glared at him, then turned around and closed her eyes.
Sometimes, they really wanted to be honest with each other, but they didn't have the courage.
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