Darling, forgive me, I can never say I love you again
4 Painful childhood memories 2

Xiao Ye 04

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When I was young, I only remember that I suffered a lot.

Every morning, his parents would wake up very early to cook. They would wake up at around six in the morning.

Year after year, day after day, it had become a habit.

At that time, Mom and Dad were very busy every day. We had to study at that time, and Mom had to cook for us. We often slept in and were often woken up by Mom.

It had become a habit after so many years. At that time, I was still living in the old house that others had lived in. When I grew up and went back to look at this house, I suddenly felt that I had a certain feeling for this old house. Tears had unknowingly slipped from the corners of my eyes, and my heart felt very painful. Remember when I was young,

Our family often ate laofan and ate a lot of it. At that time, the salt was sold by peddlers on the streets and alleys. The salt was big and big. Now, my grandmother's generation still ate the salt and gourmet powder in bulk. At that time, the economic and material foundation was not developed. Everything was not good. My family was poor at that time.

"Dad didn't know how to earn money. He even had difficulties in feeding himself. We really suffered a lot in that era. Our family didn't have money to buy clothes, and it was very cold in winter."

The neighbors said to my mom,"Don't wear these clothes that we've worn before. Take them. My mom picked up many clothes that other people had worn but didn't want. Our family really didn't have the money to buy them at that time. The countryside in China was too poor. The common people at that time didn't have a good life at all. At that time, we lit that kerosene lamp."

There was no electricity. There was nothing. The houses were all made of mud bricks from the 1960s and 1970s. When it rained, the bottom of the house would always leak. If it was not installed in this place, it would be installed in that place. When it rained, the sound of rain could be heard in the house. Many places would drip. That house was not habitable.

Some of the houses were dilapidated. It was raining heavily, and the brick houses were in danger of collapsing at any time. Some of the old people's houses were shocking. There was only one room, and the things inside were very simple. There was nothing. My brother was more sensible. He would help them wash things from time to time.

I remember that I loved to play when I was young. I liked to play hide-and-seek, skipping rope, and kicking the grid with the children in the neighborhood. I always lose when I play,

"I didn't like to play at first. I didn't have any hobbies, so I just casually learned. However, I saw that they were having a lot of fun. There were a lot of things like dancing orchids and left and right feet. I've already forgotten all of them. Although I'm introverted, I also have a beautiful childhood memory."

"I really don't like sports. I still can't jump rope until now. I'm rather stupid and I learn everything very slowly. When I was in kindergarten, our teacher would give a little red flower to obedient children every week. At that time, I really hoped that the teacher would give me a little red flower every week."

But I was disappointed every time. My handwriting was not good. I was in the fifth grade, but my handwriting was still like that of a primary school student. I remember that I started learning how to write with two characters.

"It's written very much like Z. I wrote a lot of that word, but I just couldn't learn it. Ever since I was in elementary school, I felt like my IQ was zero. I was really like a child. After I joined the army, I still liked to play with sand and throw stones. I don't know why, but I always felt like a child. I was a child who would never grow up. I was very stupid. I didn't have any ambition. My thoughts were relatively simple. I didn't think before I spoke. Simply put, I didn't have a brain.""When I was young, my brother scolded me a lot. In my impression, my brother was the kind of violent maniac."

He always gets angry at me for something and always asks me to do things I don't want to do. He's my brother. How can I dare to disobey his words? Even if it's something I don't want to do, I have to bite the bullet and finish it. I was really afraid of my brother when I was a child. He was a typical violent maniac who would take it out on me at any time.

I was used to being suppressed by him for so many years. Gradually, our brotherly relationship changed. The two of us were like two parallel lines that never intersected.

We are now the opposite of each other. Under his influence, I have also developed a temper. I will lose my temper at any time. I really feel like a bandit.

Since I was young, I liked to catch insects to play with, such as caterpillars, dragonflies, and so on. I liked to play house with the children in the neighborhood. At this time, I also met the girl in my neighborhood. Her name was Pingping. She spent my childhood with me. We had a lot of fun and were simply the best playmates.

After school, he started to play with the house. He picked some weeds and mud to make the food he wanted to eat. Then, he took some tiles and put them on top to make some messy things. At that time, there were many children playing house together. For some reason, the children started crying.

Sometimes, because of a sentence or a small matter, I would not speak for a few days. I would just get into a fight, but it would be fine after a few days. That girl called Pingping was the first girl who really taught me how to write eight characters. When I was in kindergarten, I really didn't know how to write eight characters. It was just two zeros. She taught me very carefully.

It took me a long time to learn the eight characters we wrote on the road. I felt proud and happy that I had learned it, but this was only the beginning. There are still more hardships waiting for me. (This chapter,,,)

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