I'm too tired of being hurt by my feelings. Author Ye Xingsen
My heart's mirror is not a platform, the world of mortals has opened love. Sad past, how many tears, wine as a song revelry white. I'm so sad for love that I cry too much. My heart is blocked and I don't know what to do. I wish to put my feelings higher than the sky, who can pull my head together. Who knew that she would provoke the heavens? He couldn't help but shed tears of love in his heart, had he ever thought of crippling her? The mortal world's past is dead in the sky, I'm dying for my youth. Unfeeling love into the empty door, sad sad too incompetent. It was a pity that she didn't know what to do back then. Who would have thought of killing her? The road of life is full of ups and downs, and the home is busy with empty slopes. I made my own decision for youth, who would treat me as her? I don't know my sin for love and obsession. It's a pity that I've parted with Chu in the past. inscription
I don't know why I fought with the class monitor.
After the fight with the class monitor,
I'll take care of my deputy,
I don't like him either,
The special forces were all in need of a report.
My class monitor looks down on me,
I am a rural soldier,
Because in the special forces,
I'm the only rural soldier.
She was still a middle school student.
I don't want to be a soldier either.
I don't want to be a soldier in the special forces.
I don't know, I was,
Would have the courage to fight,
Those veterans were used to being in the special forces.
The wildness also came,
Like a bandit, all day long,
They all pulled a long face.
As if someone owed him money.
More like a debt collector,
As if he was afraid that others would not return his money,
My vice squad was there for two years,
Could one's character not change?
After my fight with the class monitor,
He had originally wanted to take his things and leave.
But the army didn't allow this.
It's not a factory that can come and go as it pleases,
If you want to go, go.
I didn't leave after beating up the class monitor.
The day after my fight with the class monitor,
The class monitor had something to do and went out.
I went against the vice squad leader.
I'm just one thing after another,
What happened,
Just do that thing,
It gave Chief Lian quite a headache.
I seem to have forgotten many things in the past,
Forgetting that I was once a soldier,
I don't know why I became a special forces soldier,
I'm a boy who likes to fantasize,
I really like to fantasize,
There was too much impatience in real life.
In the novel I'm free,
I live in pain,
I wanted to get out of there after I beat up the class leader.
Leaving that stupid unit,
I really want to leave
I don't want to stay there
Staying there for a long time,
It makes people stupid,
I remember that after I fought with the class monitor,
I cried,
She cried very loudly.
That time was the regiment's formation training assessment.
I really wanted to complain, but after the game,
Our company is going to meet the company headquarters,
The platoon leader stopped me.
I didn't go,
Plus, I'm not a child.
Why do you always run to complain while crying?
I really admire myself,
I can also write novels.
I've never written a novel before,
I don't have any talent in literature.
Because my writing skills are acquired
The novel has more than 40,000 hits now
In just three and a half days,
There are so many readers who like to read my novels.
I'm already very happy.
I was born in the countryside, and I might not be famous in my life.
But still, thank you, readers,
My love for the novel, Dear, Forgive Me, I Can Never Say I Love You,
I will keep updating, writing and writing,
The topic went far away.
Let's get back to the main topic
I don't know how brave I am,
After beating up the class monitor that time,
I really wanted to pack up and leave,
At most, he would not be a soldier.
Anyway, I don't want to be a special forces soldier.
Who would go there to suffer that kind of anger?
Those class leaders don't even treat us,
The new recruits are to be looked at by others,
They treat us like cattle,
I couldn't stay there for a month,
It was not a place for people to stay.
He was always bullied by their class monitor.
I'm about to go crazy.
Especially that emergency gathering.
When the sound of the twigs blows,
What backpack?
Wait, wait, wait.
All together
A few more times!
He was about to collapse.
The speed must be very fast.
I'm in the recruit company assessment,
They didn't even let me take the exam.
My tactical training is not up to standard.
I hit the target when I was shooting at the recruits.
Shooting and throwing grenades were really fun.
for me
I'm not afraid of it,
Some recruits did not dare to touch these dangerous items when they saw them.
Now, the soldiers of the 90s were all afraid of death.
I was shooting with a bunch of scout veterans.
I picked up my gun,
At first, he would be afraid.
After the first shot,
He wasn't afraid of the second shot.
As long as each shot was aimed at half of the target position,
And a steady heart,
Hold the gun tight,
Or the gun will fly away,
My captain likes me,
Give me two more bullets,
He said to the others,
The bullets were wasted.
Hit me properly,
You must be proud of us,
I said yes,
When I'm ready,
He shouted,
They started fighting immediately.
Those veterans were all randomly fighting.
When my heart is steady and calm,
Thinking of the class monitor messing with me,
The indifference of his comrades,
And the expectations of the company commander,
I want to fight hard
To make them see you differently,
In less than a minute,
All the bullets were fired.
All hit their targets,
The company commander and the deputy standing behind him said,
He clapped his hands and cheered,
From afar, he heard a brigade commander say,
Which company was the one at target number fifteen?
Whose soldiers are they?
What was his name?
The company commander told the officer loudly,
The captain told me to stand up.
Salute,
I did as he said and saluted.
After the fight, he waited there.
Those old scouts didn't do well.
Their company commander scolded them,
He wanted them to go back and train well.
My company commander said,
This time, the scout had lost a lot of face.
A group of scouts lost to a recruit.
Then, she smiled.
He walked up to me and said,
Little Ye played well.
After the fight, he found out,
Some of the veterans did not do well.
A few veterans even scored zero points.
Their captain told them to crawl back to camp.
My heart was filled with joy.
Later, the brigade commander gave us tens of thousands of yuan in quick succession.
To build a camp,
My comrades in the company have a better impression of me.
The class monitor and the others are also very good to me.
Because of this and my bravery in throwing grenades,
I performed even better in the new recruits of the special forces
He threw the grenade out.
Some of the recruits held onto it for a long time, unable to throw it away.
What was there to be afraid of?
It was just a grenade.
Was there a need to be so afraid?
As if he could eat people.
I only know how to fight,
Look at how scared you people are.
Like a coward,
Still a special forces soldier,
Look at you, your heads are broken by the crack in the door.
Water had entered his brain.
If he were to enter the battlefield,
Everyone is afraid of death,
Still loyal to the motherland,
Loyal to the people,
It was obvious that he was here to laze around in the army.
The army raised you pigs,
Pigs eat more than you,
You are a bunch of useless people,
These are my new recruits 'hours,
The class leaders of each class,
The platoon commander and the platoon leader taught me some words,
The platoon leader of the recruit company told me,"Little Ye, you can't learn anything in this unit."
Just learn to be a person and do things
Today, many years later, when I think of the platoon leader of my recruit company, his voice and smile are still in my mind.
Until now, I still don't know,
My platoon leader's real name
End of this chapter
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