I fell in love with a girl in Jieyang Huibao Chang. She was a girl from Guangxi, called Li Xiaoli. Every sentence I said to her brought back my memories. I kept recalling, recalling my youth, recalling love, recalling my dreams, recalling our stories. I didn't dare to recall, I was afraid to recall. The past was like smoke, it had long gone with the wind. Every sentence Li Xiaoli said brought back my memories, so I began to recall.
I grew up in a poor village, and my parents were farmers. My home is in a remote small mountain village, where the mountains and rivers are beautiful, the scenery is confusing, and there are habits of rural people. My home is in Zhongbang Village, Anyuan County, Jiangxi Province. My father is called Ye Ruisheng, and my mother is called Liao Meixiu.
My house is surrounded by mountains. When I was young, I liked to go to the mountains to play. I liked to dig in the fields to see if there were fish, eels, loaches, etc. in the ditches. I liked to look up at the stars and count the constellations. I also liked to make some spider webs and kill dragonflies. I just liked to play and enjoy the days of freedom.
Even after I grew up, I never thought of becoming a special forces soldier, nor did I think that I would fall in love with a girl. Thus, I experienced many things.
I grew up in a poor rural family. My parents were farmers. Our family has been farming for generations. We've been farming for a lifetime, but my parents still can't change the habits of the rural people. My grandfather gave birth to five children, and my father was the eldest. I am the protagonist of the story. My home is in Zhongbang Village, Anyuan County, Ganzhou City, Jiangxi Province.
My name is Ye Xingsen, you can call me Little Ye.
I don't have much of an impression of my childhood. My family was very poor. The economic conditions at that time weren't very good. There was no electricity or running water. The countryside in China was too poor. It has been more than twenty years since I was born. The past is like a movie that reverberates in my mind. I can't forget it for a long time.
I heard from my mother that I couldn't walk when I was three years old. Even now, I still fall when I walk. I'm very stupid and slow to react. After I became sensible, I was always looked down upon by the villagers. They laughed at him. Someone like me might not be able to find a wife for the rest of my life. I've never had friends since I was young. I don't like to talk to others or play with others.
When I see other people skipping rope, I always quietly watch them jump. I don't know how to do anything. I don't know how to skip rope, I don't know how to kick squares, I don't know how to play games, I don't know anything. I'm just very stupid. I believe everything others say. My thinking is relatively simple.
So I grew up being mocked by others. I didn't have any real friends, really. I didn't have any real friends in Huibao Chang since I was a child. I didn't even have anyone I liked. It's been decades, but I've always been a loner. I just don't like to talk and I don't know how to please others.
Perhaps a boy like me will never have girls like me, and girls will be with me. No one will like a boy like me. I don't have money, I can't give girls a happy life, I can't fight, I can't give girls a sense of security, and I can't protect them.
I clearly saw the person I liked being bullied, but I didn't dare to do anything. Anyway, I'm nothing. I really feel useless. He liked someone, but he didn't dare to chase her, afraid that she had a boyfriend. I'm afraid that she won't like me. I'm really timid and don't dare to fight with others. I've been avoiding something, avoiding feelings.
"I've been running away from death. I saw Li Xiaoli being bullied by many boys and getting physical with her. I could only watch helplessly as she was bullied by boys, but I didn't dare to do anything to her. I really want to date her, but the supervisor said that I shouldn't disturb her life. Li Xiaoli is very annoying to me. She doesn't like me and has no feelings for me. I want to seal my heart and never open it again. I feel unhappy now. (This chapter, thank you for your support.)
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