A day later, Xing Lan no longer wanted to know where Jing Han went because he realized that he had indeed fallen in love with Jing Han. Xing Lan had only been persuading him to let go of some of the thoughts in his heart and to accept reality. After all, Jing Han and his relationship had not been made clear. If he continued to be angry, it would seem unreasonable and sentimental.
The love of one party was always painful. Everything that the other party did was very important to him. Once the other party exceeded his limits, he would be very worried and sad. He would appear to be passive and helpless. It was just like the current Xing Lan. He clearly had nothing to do with him, but he made people feel as if the sky had collapsed. Xing Lan was very sad. He could not convince himself even after a day. At night, Xing Lan directly called Gao Wei, hoping that Gao Wei would accompany him for a drink. Gao Wei agreed.
The restaurant was very close to the company, but Xing Lan did not go there often because the furnishings and decorations here were very messy. It also seemed a little dirty. Xing Lan did not like the environment here, but he chose to go there today. He only wanted to drink.
"D * mn, they're all drinking."
While Xing Lan was drinking, Gao Wei walked to his side with a smile. Luo Yao followed closely behind Gao Wei. Xing Lan did not expect Yuxuan to come today. Jinghan did not come because she had to work.
"Have a seat."
Xing Lan took a sip of wine. His words were emotionless.
"What's wrong with you? Why didn't you look for me to drink?”
Yu Xuan did not sit down, but walked to Xing Lan's side and looked at him.
"How much can a girl drink?”
Xing Lan did not raise his head. He just kept pouring wine into his cup.
"Come to Yuxuan and sit here."
Gao Wei immediately made way for Yu Xuan. Yu Xuan slowly sat down, his gaze never leaving the Star Barrier.
"What's wrong? Are you depressed?"
Sitting opposite Xing Lan, Yu Xuan asked in a low voice.
"Why am I depressed? What can make me depressed?”
Xing Lan did not want to answer Yu Xuan.
They were only halfway through the meal when Xing Lan suddenly walked out angrily for some reason. Because Xing Lan's attention was not on the few of them, he did not hear what they were talking about.
"What's wrong? Why are you leaving?"
Xing Lan went out to stop Yu Xuan, who was running away, and looked at Gao Wei in confusion.
"What's wrong? What did you say again?”
Looking at Gao Wei, Xing Lan was furious. Because Gao Wei could not control his mouth, he had a little conflict with Jing Han some time ago.
"It's okay, it's okay."
Gao Wei still had a smile on his face. Xing Lan rolled his eyes and turned to look at Yu Xuan. He had already walked far away. Xing Lan did not chase after him but went straight back to the restaurant.
"What's wrong with Yuxuan? Did Gao Wei say something?”
Looking at Luo Yao who was smiling at the table, Xing Lan asked again.
"Hehe, Gao Wei said that Yuxuan must not become his mistress, haha.”
Luo Yao burst into laughter after he finished his sentence. He almost spat out the food in his mouth. Gao Wei walked into the room. Perhaps he felt a little embarrassed, but Gao Wei did not say anything. He just smiled like his trademark.
"I really have to hand it to you. How old is he? You're already a father.”
As Xing Lan spoke, he went to pay the bill. Xing Lan, who was already in a bad mood, suddenly felt a lump in his chest. After returning to the company, Xing Lan did not stay for long before he went to the restaurant again and started drinking. That night, Xing Lan drank a lot. It was the most he had ever drunk in Beijing. By the time he walked out of the restaurant, there were no longer any pedestrians on the street. Xing Lan did not know what time it was because he did not remember. He only remembered that he kept walking forward and met four or five young people who were also drunk. The other party also drank a lot. Xing Lan had gotten into a fight with the few of them because he had kicked a car parked by the roadside. Xing Lan was very ruthless. In the end, Xing Lan vaguely remembered that the few of them had sent Xing Lan to the entrance of the company. Because Xing Lan had forgotten how to come back, he could not remember the rest clearly.
The next day, Xing Lan woke up with a headache. He squinted his eyes to adapt to the light and slowly got out of bed. There was a small mirror hanging on the wall in front of the table. Xing Lan saw that his eyes were swollen from sleeping and looked very funny. He sat back by the bed and took out a cigarette from his pants pocket. There was no cigarette in his pocket. He searched everywhere but there was nothing. Before he could think about it, Xing Lan realized a problem. His wallet was missing. Xing Lan searched the entire bed but there was nothing. Xing Lan tried his best to recall everything that happened last night, but he had no recollection at all. There was only a wave of his hand, and Xing Lan could feel that he had thrown his wallet away.
After flipping through it again, Xinglan still did not find anything. He lowered his head and sat on the bed. At that moment, Xinglan thought about a lot of things. He was thinking about why he had become like this. The calm and collected him was now like an old man who had aged. Not only did he forget this and that, but his usual speech and behavior were also changing. Xinglan thought about it for a long time because of Jinghan. He did not know why, but now, as long as he thought about Jinghan, Xinglan would forget all his troubles. His mind was filled with Jinghan's fairy-like smile. It was very charming.
Xing Lan still couldn't control his longing for Jing Han. A few days later, Xing Lan went straight to the restaurant where they often went to wait for the two girls to get off work. Jing Han had not been on the phone with Xing Lan for the past few days. Today's phone call was made by Xing Lan and Jing Han agreed. It was only from the moment he dialed Jing Han's number that Xing Lan admitted that he had fallen in love with her. Xing Lan started to learn to be tolerant. Because he loved her, he had to tolerate everything about her. At the very least, he would not let her feel awkward or sad. Xing Lan was very stupid when it came to love. Because he had no experience, he didn't know how to love, nor did he know how to express it.
"Jinghan and the other two are coming too?"
Gao Wei had been eating while Xing Lan kept looking at the street outside the glass partition. Every time a bus passed by, Xing Lan would see the crowd passing by. Occasionally, he would run out of the restaurant to confirm with one or two familiar figures. If they were not, Xing Lan would feel very disappointed. He had never felt this way before, or rather, he had felt it before, but now he had forgotten about it.
"Yes."
Xing Lan returned to his seat and looked outside in response to Gao Wei's words.
"I have to eat quickly, or they won't come in.”
Gao Wei said as he quickly pulled the rice into his mouth.
"What happened to you guys? Why are they so hostile to you?”
Turning around to look at Gao Wei, Xing Lan had a bitter smile on his face because Jing Han and Yu Xuan both looked at Gao Wei as if they had a grudge against him and did not speak. Xing Lan was very puzzled, why would the angry Jing Han be so serious this time.
"Don't mention it. Jinghan's older brother took my digital camera to take photos. I didn't have time to send her a computer, but she thought I wouldn't send it to her and ran away angrily.”
Gao Wei's words carried a trace of anger.
"Hehe, I think you should keep your mouth shut. Who can take Yuxuan's matter?”
Xing Lan laughed bitterly. Although he had some opinions about Gao Wei's usual words, Jing Han's anger surprised him. Recalling the way Jing Han cried and stomped her feet, Xing Lan's lips curled up slightly.
"He's here."
As he spoke, Xing Lan immediately stood up. He had already seen Jing Han and the other person. Jing Han was also looking at him.
"Why are you back so late today?"
The hotel's Xing Lan looked at Jing Han with a hint of joy on his face. Jing Han was wearing a set of green casual clothes. Her furry appearance coupled with Jing Han's naturally small figure made Xing Lan feel that she was very cute. Jing Han's style of dressing was usually very strong. Compared to usual, Xing Lan still liked her current outfit.
"There's a traffic jam today. There are too many people.”
Jing Han scratched her head with one finger, a bitter look on her face.
"Let's go. You haven't eaten yet, right?"
Xing Lan gestured for them to enter the restaurant.
The two of them looked into the room. After seeing Gao Wei, they immediately rejected Xing Lan's invitation.
"You can eat. We've already eaten at the company.”
Jing Han looked at Xing Lan.
"What are you eating? Noodles again.”
Xing Lan felt a little disappointed.
"You eat. It's already late. We've really eaten. Hurry up and eat.”
Jing Han urged from outside the door.
"Then go back and rest early. It's getting late.”
Xing Lan looked at Gao Wei who had been eating in the room. Gao Wei did not say a word.
"Mhm, then I'll go back."
Looking at Xing Lan, Jing Han directly took her bag and walked back.
Xing Lan didn't stop them. He watched as the two girls turned around and disappeared. Xing Lan slowly turned around and walked into the restaurant. The meal was tasteless.
Xing Lan was thinking about how he should tell Jing Han. He did not know if Jing Han had any feelings for him. Xing Lan was not a proactive person. He knew that as a man, he should take the initiative to say it. However, it was such a simple thing that he could not do. At that time, Xing Lan was very conflicted. On his bed in the company dormitory, Xing Lan was deep in thought as he pinched his cigarette butt. Xing Lan was alone in the room. The floor and feet of Xing Lan were already filled with cigarette butts.
The vibration from the phone made Xing Lan instinctively shocked. He opened it and saw that it was Little Yao's. Xing Lan could not make up his mind for a moment. He did not know what Little Yao would say to him.
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