On the morning of the second day, Xing Lan thought about it for a long time in the company before sending a text message to Jing Han. Xing Lan was worried about letting her leave alone.
"Have you thought it through?"
Xing Lan asked the question he wanted to know the most.
Xing Lan was very cautious when it came to relationships. He would not give too much of his feelings to someone who did not love him before they started because he was afraid of pain. No matter how much he loved the other party, Xing Lan would not.
"I haven't thought about this at all. For so long, I've only treated you as a friend. We're just brothers.”
After being silent for a long time, Jing Han replied. Looking at Jing Han's message, Xing Lan did not know how he felt. In short, he felt uncomfortable.
"Then you can think about it. I know I'm a little forced. After all, it's a lifetime thing, but you're going home. Can you promise not to go on a blind date when you go home?”
Xing Lan sent this message and sat on the bed. His heart was in a mess.
"I really can't promise not to go on blind dates, but it's up to me whether or not it works.”
Jing Han's words were full of loopholes and also carried a trace of anger. Xing Lan could not help but laugh bitterly. He could not understand why Jing Han would not admit her inner feelings.
"I mean, if we could, why would we go on a blind date? Since we know that it won't work out, why would we bother others?”
Although Jing Han did not respond, Xing Lan still had some thoughts.
Since then, Jing Han had been silent.
"Wait here, I'll send you off later.”
Jing Han did not refuse, and Xing Lan went downstairs to ask for leave.
After they met, both of them were very quiet and spoke very little. Xing Lan did not like this kind of atmosphere, but he really did not have any experience and did not know what to do. In order to save time, Xing Lan suggested to take a taxi to Beijing Station, and Jing Han agreed. However, Xing Lan overlooked a problem. Jing Han had motion sickness. After getting off the car, Jing Han's face was very pale. Xing Lan felt an unbearable heartache as he looked at her.
Xing Lan sent Jing Han directly to the train. The train was about to leave, and Xing Lan was the only one on the platform. Through the thick glass, Jing Han gestured for Xing Lan to go back. Xing Lan used his hand to make a phone call gesture beside his ear. Jing Han nodded, turned around, and walked back. Xing Lan did not leave, but just left Jing Han's line of sight. He took out his phone and sent a message to Jing Han.
"Tell those bastards you met that I will be back in two days.”
At that moment, Xing Lan felt that Jing Han was already hers, or rather, she was hers from the start.
"Got it."
Jing Han replied directly, sounding very happy.
The sound of the train's whistle resounded throughout the entire station. The train started moving slowly. Xing Lan's eyes were fixed on the carriage that Jing Han was in. The window that Jing Han was in, even after the train disappeared, Xing Lan was still unwilling to leave. At that moment, Xing Lan felt that his heart had flown away with Jing Han.
After standing there quietly for a long time, Xing Lan turned around and left. The moment he had a worry in his heart, his entire person would change. At that time, Xing Lan really wanted to succeed. He also worked very hard, just because there was one more person in his life.
"When you go back, you can go on a blind date with Jing Han. After that, the two of you will be together, haha.”
At night, Xing Lan was invited by Gao Wei to eat at a restaurant he frequented. As Yu Xuan happened to pass by, he was also there. When he heard that Xing Lan was going home too, Yu Xuan teased him.
"Jinghan's life is pretty tough. It's not good. Think about it, why aren't you married yet? I just don't know if she'll get better if she's with you.”
Xing Lan did not respond. Gao Wei, who was at the side, spoke up with a solemn expression.
Xing Lan did not respond to Gao Wei's words. Xing Lan, who understood Gao Wei, knew what kind of person Gao Wei was. He was jealous of him. This was something that Xing Lan had never thought of.
"Aren't you going home too? Let's go back together.”
Xing Lan put the rice in his mouth and suggested going back with Gao Wei.
"When are you going back?"
Gao Wei asked.
"The day after tomorrow."
Xing Lan did not hesitate.
"Alright, let's go back together."
Gao Wei began to eat after saying that.
In just two short days, Xing Lan finally understood what it felt like to miss someone. He missed Jinghan very much. The silence around him suddenly made him feel a lot of discomfort. In these two days, Xing Lan spent almost all of his time drunk. After he was drunk, he deleted many of his calls and rejected many of them. They were all from girls. Although they had nothing to do with Xing Lan, he still did so. He did not want anyone to affect his life. In Xing Lan's mind, boyfriends and girlfriends should not exist. After all, it was a matter between two people. You might not think too much about it, but there was still the other party. Even if both of them were innocent, there would still be a lot of strangeness to outsiders. Xing Lan did not want to bring unnecessary trouble to himself. After all, he was not that kind of person. Of course, people were always growing. Xing Lan would let go of this relationship, but it would take a long time.
Xinglan returned home together with Gao Wei. Jinghan said that she was going to attend a friend's wedding and did not come to fetch Xinglan. What made Xinglan angry was not that Jinghan did not come to fetch him, but that Jinghan did not tell her family for two whole days. Xinglan had told her mother long ago and her mother was very happy and excited. Her mother had always liked girls. After sister-in-law married into the family, whenever she quarreled with her brother, her parents would always speak up for her without Xinglan understanding. Of course, it didn't matter if her brother was right or wrong. Sister-in-law was very popular at home. Even if her brother wasn't at home, Sister-in-law would definitely not return to her home because her mother was indeed very good to her. It was also because of this that her mother was very expectant of Jinghan. Other than nagging Xinglan every day about how to listen to his wife, she would ask why Jinghan hadn't come yet. Xinglan could only lie to her mother and say that she was busy. Xinglan didn't want to make her simple and kind mother unhappy, so her mother didn't have any doubts. His mother believed Xing Lan's words and only told him to call Jing Han more often so that Jing Han would not tire herself out. At that time, Xing Lan's heart was in pain and he suddenly wanted to give up. He had never lowered his head to face anyone before because he was a Leo with the essence of royalty. He was a proud lion who would not admit defeat. At night, Xing Lan lay in bed and sent a text message to Jing Han.
"Let's separate. You're very outstanding. You'll definitely find someone better than me. I'm just tired of waiting.”
After thinking for a long time, Xing Lan sent it out. At that time, he did not know if he was very sad or not. In short, he did not feel too good because once he decided on something, no one could easily change it.
"I've waited longer than you.”
Jing Han replied with such a sentence. Because he was drunk, Xing Lan did not remember everything. Xing Lan only felt that his heart was in pain at that time.
"These are the lyrics. In the future, if conditions permit, I will make a song out of him and give it to you. I hope that everything will be well for you.”
Xinglan kept typing. He had composed a song for a long time, but he did not tell anyone because he did not want to be laughed at. He named the song " The Angel with Broken Wings ". He did not know why he gave it to Jinghan, but he wanted to tell Jinghan that he loved her. If Jinghan loved him back, Xinglan also wanted to tell her that he was worthy of her love.
"Come to my house tomorrow. I just told my family.”
After a long silence, Jing Han asked Xing Lan to come to the house.
"I won't change my mind easily. I don't know why I'm willing to let you change my mind.”
Xing Lan felt that he had lost all his face because he could not reject Jinghan because he loved her.
"Are you coming or not?"
Jing Han did not care about Xing Lan's feelings. Her words sounded more like a threat.
"I'll let my family know."
Xing Lan felt conflicted in his heart when he sent this message. He felt like a clown right now, and the one controlling him was Jing Han. Xing Lan, who had never been in such a situation before, suddenly felt a sense of oppression. In front of love, he put down his dignity that he valued the most, and put down his lion throne, because he loved her.
It was only after a long time that Xing Lan realized that there was no dignity in the face of love. When you were certain that the other party loved you, you would be willing to give up everything for her, even your life. Life was so precious that you could give it up. What could dignity represent?
In the end, Xing Lan still went. Perhaps it was because he cared about Gao Wei, the matchmaker, that Jing Han took the initiative to call Gao Wei for the first time. Gao Wei was even in high spirits and bragged to Xing Lan for a while. Xing Lan did not mind because he understood Jing Han.
Jing Han received Xinglan, Gao Wei, and the driver at her aunt's house. Because Jing Han's house was still under construction, Xinglan felt very awkward when they met again. Jing Han only cared about fooling around with Gao Wei and did not say a word to him. Xinglan could tell that Jing Han had a grudge against him because of her words and actions last night. Xinglan was just joking with the driver out of boredom. Xinglan could tell that the driver had treated him as a fool at that time, but Xinglan was willing to let others see that he was a fool. Because Xing Lan did not know how to explain the situation to Jing Han, he was also afraid that Jing Han would become angry because he said something wrong. Perhaps this was the case when it came to loving someone. He was calm in front of others, but he was willing to be a fool.
Xing Lan did not care about Jinghan's family. He only had Jinghan in his eyes. He had joined the army at the age of fourteen and had a maturity that exceeded the average person's age. Xing Lan was very rational. He did not care about the other party's environment or how difficult his family was. He only knew that he loved her. As long as he loved her, it was enough.
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