Jing Han said that she didn't want to eat. Xing Lan was afraid that she was sad so he ordered a bowl of rice for her. Xing Lan wanted Jing Han's favorite boiled fish. Xing Lan picked the fish bones and gave them to Jing Han.
"Little girl, what are you doing tonight?”
Looking at Jing Han, Xing Lan asked what he wanted to know the most.
"It's fine."
Jing Han's tone was very low. Xing Lan believed her because he knew her well and knew that she would not usually lie, especially when it came to serious matters.
"Then do you have someone you like? If you do, you can tell me. I won't pester you.”
Xing Lan had a pained expression. He was very unwilling to hear Jing Han say there was.
"No, I haven't."
Jing Han's words were firm and carried a trace of anger. Xing Lan believed her but he still did not understand why Jing Han did not want to see him. After being together for so long, Xing Lan ruled out the possibility that Jing Han did not believe him. After so long, Xing Lan had already told Jing Han that he was a person with a bottom line.
"Then why don't you see me?"
Looking at Jing Han, Xing Lan asked what he wanted to know the most.
Jing Han fell silent again.
"We're already so old and not children anymore. We can't afford to play so many games of hiding. You like romance and I like it too, but I need to work hard and invest in my career to create a romance that belongs to us in the future.”
The chopsticks stopped in mid-air. Xing Lan really wanted to know what Jing Han was thinking, or what she thought of him.
Jing Han was still silent, very silent, not saying a word.
"Let's split up."
Jing Han did not react to Xing Lan's words, but Xing Lan was stunned. He did not expect himself to say such a thing.
Jing Han walked out from her shock. Perhaps she understood the meaning behind Xing Lan's words, Jing Han was also stunned.
"I want to know your attitude and what you think.”
Xing Lan felt a trace of anxiety in his heart. He could not understand why he had to say such words.
Jinghan still didn't speak. The phone rang, and Jinghan went outside to answer it.
Xing Lan, who was in the room, had not eaten. He could not figure out what Jing Han meant.
Xing Lan put down his chopsticks and walked out of the room. Xing Lan watched as Jing Han finished her call.
"Shall we go sing?"
Xing Lan suggested going to the KTV. Xing Lan wanted to give everything to time. He wanted to tell Jing Han that he loved her. At that time, Xing Lan was very anxious. He couldn't think of anywhere to go.
"I don't think so. It's already so late. My colleagues will misunderstand.”
Jing Han's words made Xing Lan's heart ache. He did not expect Jing Han to say this.
"Then let's go back and sit for a while."
Xing Lan was very unwilling for Jing Han to leave just like that.
"Yes."
Jing Han tacitly agreed. Xing Lan was delighted. From what he saw, Jing Han might have needed some time.
Under the situation where the restaurant did not understand, Xing Lan and the other two did not pay attention to them. The boss was forced to leave the table halfway through cleaning up.
"Will you get married next year?"
"I won't."
Jing Han's words were crisp and clear. At that time, Xing Lan seemed to be able to hear the sound of his heart breaking. Xing Lan knew that his thoughts were wrong, and it could not be any more wrong.
"I still don't understand what you're thinking. Can you tell me the truth? As long as you say that you don't care about me anymore, I'll leave immediately?”
Xing Lan's tone carried a trace of anger and a trace of pain. This kind of pain was something that only he himself could understand.
Jing Han didn't say anything, not a single word, just like usual.
"Do you want to tie me up forever? Do you want me to be loyal to you forever? I don't owe anyone anything.”
"I agree."
Jing Han interrupted Xing Lan. Her words were filled with heart-wrenching pain. Xing Lan could see it and hear it.
"Are you…sure?"
Xing Lan did not believe his own ears. Or rather, he hated his own ears at that time.
"Yes."
Jing Han agreed.
"I'm going home."
Xing Lan immediately suggested to go back. Xing Lan was not willing to say a word to every woman who did not love her, because Xing Lan could hear the sound of his heart breaking.
"I'll send you off."
Jing Han looked relieved.
On the way, Jing Han kept saying something, but Xing Lan did not listen to a single word. He was only thinking about Jing Han's rejection. He was just lying to himself and everyone else that Jing Han's words were not true. The journey was very short, and at the moment he turned the corner, Xing Lan had no choice but to admit that all of this was true. He could not change it because there were many taxis on the road.
"Little child."
Under Jing Han's shocked gaze, Xing Lan hugged her and frantically searched for that softness, madness, and also that unreasonable, pitiful, lowly, hooligan, and rogue. Xing Lan only wanted to tell her that he loved her, but he could not say it out loud. The feeling of having tears but not being able to flow out was something that only a few people could understand. That kind of feeling was like wanting to kill anyone in front of him.
"Let me go."
Jing Han suppressed her anger.
"What can I do with so many people?"
Xing Lan pointed at the scattered pedestrians on the street, his words carrying a trace of anger.
"Are you going to let go or not?"
Covering her mouth, Jinghan's heart was already cold.
Xinglan immediately let go of her. Xinglan didn't say anything. Xinglan wanted to tell her that he loved her to make her happy. He loved her to make her happy. If she felt annoyed, so what if he wasn't willing? He loved her, and he was willing to be heartbroken when he lost her.
"Be careful on the road. There are many cars on the road.”
Jing Han left after saying that. Xing Lan, who was standing at the same spot, watched as her back disappeared. Then, she disappeared. Xing Lan stood at the same spot for a long time.
"Pa."
A loud slap caused the four people who were approaching Xing Lan to stop in their tracks in confusion.
"Why are you such a hooligan?"
Under the puzzled gazes of the four people, Xing Lan gave another loud slap.
"Pa."
"If you don't love her, why did you kiss her?"
Another one. After slapping him, Xing Lan's eyes were very red because he used a lot of strength and it hurt.
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