He remembered Xi Murong saying," Life is a river that flows without rest, and we are all the people who cross it. On the left bank of the river of life, it was forgetting. On the right bank of the river of life, it was remembering. We all know that the hourglass of time is the settling of the past that people can't escape from. The hands of memory always make people pick up those bright and beautiful sorrows. The reincarnation of our lives can't be destined, just like overnight revelry.
We are used to seeing the vicissitudes of life and the fall of the world. We always think that it's not like this. He loves me, and I love her. But who knows, in the next time, will you still love each other? There was no time, no space, and no conversion. A person's memory was like a curtain full of wind chimes, unable to hide a trace of lingering affection in the aftertaste. A person could only experience youth once in their life. The purpose was to listen to the sound of flowers blooming and watch the silence of flowers falling before they could leave.
Who had walked through whose youth, leaving behind a smile, who had stayed in whose flower season, warming up the longing, who had disappeared from whose rainy season, overflowing with tears.
Bai Mengfei remembered that she had once read an article called " Sometimes, love is an illusion." She read every word carefully and liked the sentence in it very much: Because you're young, you can't stand loneliness; Because you are young, you are competitive; because you are young, you love to conquer. You use conquering men to prove your charm; Conquering a man would also bring you the joy of being a woman. What you love is not the person himself, but the feeling of love. You need to have the taste and smell of love. The excitement of love fills your young life process and consumes your excess energy. The illusion of love made you neglect one thing. The most realistic thing was to spend a lifetime with him. In those ordinary years, the trivialities of daily necessities; When the wind, frost, snow, and rain came, life had to endure the sword light and sword shadow. You have never thought about this. Perhaps you have thought about it, but you just think that it is very simple.
That's right. Perhaps his feelings for Wang Yifan were really an illusion. Perhaps Shaoyang's love for him was too warm and indulgent, which made him want to indulge himself. When he was with Wang Yifan, he faced so many difficulties. Even if he didn't have a girlfriend, he could still get Shaoyang's forgiveness. However, when they really lived together, did they understand each other? Would they handle the trivialities of daily necessities well? At that time, even the strongest love would become hurt.
Ever since she told her three roommates about Wang Yifan that night, Bai Mengfei felt a lot more relieved. They were still playing around like crazy. The other three people were still making fun of her with Shaoyang, but Wang Yifan's words made them choose to remain silent. It wasn't that they didn't want to talk about it, but no one would say a word about something like rubbing salt in the wound.
"My dear friends, my brother will be coming over from Shanxi tomorrow. Can you accompany me to pick him up? If you guys don't go, that's fine too. Then, my pizza treat tomorrow will be canceled.”Han Ni looked at the three people who were packing up and said,"Anyway, you can see for yourself." The three of them looked at each other and packed their things helplessly. Then, he walked out of Fang Yin's room.
"What do you mean? Wait for me, I'll take it that you've agreed.”Han Ni quickly packed her things and rushed out of the dormitory, shouting for Bai Mengfei and the others.
The first and second period was accounting. This was Zhang Min's most troublesome subject. It was not that she was troubled by this subject, but she could not stand the teacher who taught the class. He thought he was an associate professor. The tone of the class really made Zhang Min unable to stand it. If he spoke Mandarin, then so be it. He even had some English in it. It made everyone want to sleep when they saw him. That was why his classmates called him " Fake foreigner." Every time he was in class, more than half of the students were either sleeping or reading novels.
Bai Mengfei was also annoyed by this fake foreigner, but she had no choice. She didn't want to fail the exam again. She wasn't like Zhang Min, who seemed to be awake even when she was asleep. The three of them didn't know Zhang Min well in the past. Every time Zhang Min slept in class, they would wake her up. This fellow would open her sleepy eyes and tell them that it wasn't time for school to end yet. In the future, they wouldn't bother to wake her up. Anyway, no matter which professor's class it was, she always seemed to be playing with the Duke of Zhou. But the strange thing was that she passed every exam and scored high marks.
Han Ni said that Zhang Min was the daughter of the Duke of Zhou. Every time she listened to the class in her sleep. They all laughed when they heard that, but Zhang Min was still the same. When it was time for class, she would sleep. When it was time for class to end, she would wake up. They really did not know if she was conserving her strength or something else. Perhaps this was a worldwide problem!
The third and fourth period was Han Ni's biggest headache, college English. The English teacher was a top student from a famous university. He was supposed to go abroad for further studies after graduation, but because of relationship problems, he did not go out. Later, for some reason, he came to their school. There were too many legends about this English teacher.
Some people said that he came to this school for his girlfriend, but why was he still alone? Some people even said that he was dumped by his girlfriend and cheated of all his money. He couldn't take it anymore and met the dean of his school when he committed suicide. Coincidentally, his school lacked an English teacher, so he invited him over. There were also people who said that he had taken a fancy to a teacher who was like them and had been expelled by the school. That was why he came to their school to teach. As for what exactly was going on, no one could say. Therefore, the more such versions spread, the more godly they became.
However, Bai Mengfei didn't think so. She liked English classes. Although her English was terrible, she still liked his classes. She felt that he was like a brother called Qingyang in their yard. When they were young, that brother used to play with her and Shaoyang. When they were in primary school, that brother was already in high school. In the end, for some unknown reason, her brother's family suddenly moved away. She and Shao Yang had asked the adults, but the adults were always vague. In the end, when they grew up, they never saw each other again. However, in her memories, there was a big brother who would often give them candy and play all kinds of games with them. That brother's hands were very delicate and he knew how to make all kinds of toys. At that time, the sky was always blue, and the scene of the three of them playing in the yard often appeared in Bai Mengfei's mind. However, things had changed. If he was really Brother Qingyang when she was young, would he still recognize her?
In the morning, they were always forced to learn this and that. No one knew how many things were in their minds. Fortunately, it was public sports in the afternoon. This meant that they would have time to rest after PE class. Tomorrow was Saturday, so they could have a good time tonight. This seemed to have become a habit in her dormitory. Every Friday night. They often ate hotpot in the dormitory, causing the entire apartment to be out of power. The caretaker would check one by one, but when she arrived at Bai Mengfei's dormitory, they had already cleaned it up. The room was also sprayed with a strong air freshener. The caretaker had sinusies. Every time he came to their place, he would start sneezing as soon as he entered the door. One sneeze after another made her feel embarrassed. In the end, she would just stand at the door and watch, then go down to push the power switch back on.
After the manager left, the four women revealed their true colors again and continued their hotpot battle. The ingredients were secretly bought, and of course, the most important thing was the wine. Wine had become the main drink on Friday nights in their dormitory. In the beginning, Bai Mengfei drank a lot, but now, she was on par with them. This was all thanks to Zhang Min.
According to Zhang Min, her grandfather had loved to drink since she was young. Every time he drank, he would take a chopstick and put it into Little Zhang Min. At first, Zhang Min felt that it was a little spicy and did not drink it. In the end, she became addicted to drinking. Every time when her grandfather was not around, she would steal his wine to drink. Although the old man knew, he always smiled and brushed it off. There were too many boys in their family and they had no status. Her grandfather and grandmother only liked girls, so her status in their family was higher than her cousin Zhang Wei and her cousin. Zhang Min's grandfather was a veteran of the Red Army. He had been to the battlefield and returned to his hometown after the liberation. He heard that he was a very important official in the local area. What was it exactly? If Zhang Min did not say it, the few of them could not be bothered to care about other people's family matters. Anyway, Zhang Min's father and brothers were now working in the government department, and they were basically leaders. Han Ni sometimes said that Zhang Min and Xu Ping's families were the root of corruption, but they were too lazy to explain anything. Anyway, it was just like that. Since Han Ni was going to pick up her brother tomorrow, everyone did not drink much tonight and went to bed early.
No one knew that fate was always playing all kinds of jokes with people. The people you wanted to see were always gone, and the people you didn't want to see were always in front of you.
At this moment, Liu Qingyang stood in the apartment. He could not calm down. It had been two years, two years, but he still could not tell her, could not stand in front of her, could not hold her hand, and tell her that he was Liu Qingyang. But he didn't dare, and he couldn't. Would she still recognize me? Will she still remember me? She didn't know if she should call him Liu Qingyang or Ren Zhong.
It had been fourteen years. In these fourteen years, he had always remembered her, the little girl next door who had followed him around since he was young and asked for candy. Perhaps she had long forgotten that her father had been arrested because someone had framed him for corruption and bribery. In that era, corruption and bribery were serious crimes. After a simple investigation, his father was sentenced to 20 years in prison. His mother was afraid that he would be bullied in that courtyard, so she brought him to his grandfather's house in the northeast. He spent the most painful three years of high school at his grandfather's house. Although his grandfather, grandmother, and uncle were all very good to him, every time he looked at his mother, he would feel hatred in his heart. He hated those who framed his father, but what could he do? He was just a child, so he studied hard and got into university. In university, he studied criminal investigation. He did not believe that his father had committed a crime, but he could not let go of the little sister next door. When he left that year, Other than taking his books, she only took her photo. That photo was still in his wallet. The yellowed photo told him that she had grown up.
After graduating from university, he could have had a lot of jobs, but he gave up. He studied for a master's degree and worked part-time. In such an unfamiliar environment, he endured all the loneliness and hatred alone. He studied management when he was in graduate school. After graduation, he taught in a school. He happened to come to this school on a business trip and saw the situation of the school that was admitted back then. He recognized her. Coincidentally, the dean of the department of economics and management in this university was his senior, so he transferred over. However, it had been two years, and he still looked at her silently without saying a word. He didn't say anything. Why? He did not understand.
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