If love becomes a thorn, if longing becomes infatuation, perhaps the most beautiful form of love is when the heart is too broken. You left, leaving me with a back view. Don't you think this is too cruel for me? I know that I shouldn't have fallen in love with you. I shouldn't have fallen in love with you without hesitation. But I did. I loved you like this. I really want to cry to my heart's content. At this moment, who can provide me with a place to cry? Who can borrow my shoulder to cry? Who would wipe away the tears from the corners of my eyes, who would pat my shoulder gently, hold me in his arms, and tell me not to be afraid, I'm here for everything.
Looking at her classmates running around, Bai Mengfei felt terrible. She didn't need any comfort or sympathy. She just wanted a simple and ordinary love, but why couldn't she do it? The moment her tears fell, she could only wipe them away gently. For the first time, she realized that tears could really flow so beautifully. They kept spinning in her eyes and gently slid past her eyes without making a sound. It flowed down her cheeks, down her lips, and then down her chin to the ground. Why? It was obviously painful, but why would you care about the trajectory of your tears? You clearly loved her, but you still had to leave ruthlessly, leaving behind a land of sadness. Who did your tears flow for? Who did your heart ache for?
Perhaps life was like a train station. Every place was a platform. If you accidentally got on the wrong train or got off at the wrong station, what would your life be like? Pain and helplessness, but so what? Perhaps all of this was arranged by the heavens, and no matter how much he changed, it would be useless? Fate comes and goes, who will wait for you? Flowers bloomed and fell. Who did the flowers bloom and fall for? Fate gathered and fate dispersed. Everything was just like the flowers in the mirror and the moon in the water. It could not be seen or touched. That day, a brief moment of happiness left me with endless longing. I don't care how many times we meet in life, meeting by fate is the most beautiful reunion. When I met you, I believed in fate, in separation, and in the happiness of your company.
Love is about how much anticipation and helplessness there is. In pain, rationality knocks on my heart again and again. What I want to say and what I don't want to say can't be expressed with words. Tears may be the best way to express my inner feelings. Love cannot be forgotten, and my love for you will forever be a secret in my heart. Whether you love me or not, I love you. Perhaps it won't be long before you slowly forget me. You'll forget that I've once shed tears for you. Your decisiveness has hurt me too much, but I still can't forget it. Just like memories, perhaps no one will ever find out that your face once existed in my world. The moment you turn around, it will become an eternal blink of an eye.
I don't know if I should forgive you or thank you for your ruthlessness. Thank you for leaving the most painful scar in my heart. Bai Mengfei, who was sitting on the sports field, looked at the blue sky helplessly. Perhaps it was almost winter, but the withered leaves hung on the trees alone. Some of them had already sunk into the soil, and some were still struggling with the autumn wind. She wanted to laugh, but her tears still fell. A gust of wind blew and messed up the hair on her forehead. She ignored all of this and just stared blankly at the sky.
"Bai Mengfei, why are you here? Didn't you go home?”
Where did Ren Zhong come from? To be more precise, Ren Zhong had already noticed it when Bai Mengfei and Xu Ping walked to the field. He was supposed to visit a senior brother outside the school today, but he received a call from his senior brother as soon as he left the school. Something had happened at the school, so he had to postpone the meeting.
Ren Zhong strolled aimlessly into the campus. He wanted to walk along the field back to his apartment so that he could experience the youthful aura of the students. Suddenly, he noticed that Bai Mengfei was followed by three of her classmates. The three of them followed closely behind Bai Mengfei. They didn't say a word and just followed her closely. His intuition told him that something must have happened to Bai Mengfei. He just stood there and watched silently. In the end, he didn't know what they were talking about. As he was far away, he could not hear clearly. He just stood there, not knowing why. Later, the three of them left. Bai Mengfei was left sitting there alone in a daze. She buried her head between her legs and her shoulders were shaking. Ren Zhong knew that she was crying. Why? Who hurt her? Ren Zhong's heart was bleeding. That bastard, if he knew about this, he really wanted to kill him. Bai Mengfei had been his princess since she was young. He would not allow anyone to hurt her.
Once upon a time, he told her," Fei 'er, when I grow up, I'll marry you and take care of you for the rest of my life. I'll love you and won't let you shed a single tear." The little Bai Mengfei nodded at him and held his hand, saying," Brother Qingyang, you said that you would marry me when you grow up. I'm your little wife. You can't abandon me." But now, he could only watch her cry helplessly. She didn't know how long she had been crying. She looked up at the sky. Perhaps she was thinking about him, or perhaps she was thinking about her childhood. Ren Zhong did not know. Looking at her crying, the sound of her heart breaking could be heard. He had no choice but to go up and see what had happened. Bai Mengfei turned around and saw Ren Zhong.
"Teacher Ren, didn't you go home?”
"No, my home is in school. Besides, my parents have passed away long ago. My home now is all alone to me. It doesn't matter if I go back or not.”
"I'm sorry, Teacher Ren. I didn't know. Please forgive me.”
"It's okay. What's wrong with you? Why aren't you going home? Did she quarrel with her boyfriend and hide here to cry secretly?”
"Of course not. I won't cry for him. Besides, he wouldn't dare to. I'm fine. I'm just upset and want to be alone here. Besides, there was no rule that forbade them from sitting on the field for a while, and no one said that they could not think about things on the field! Teacher, you're more in charge than my parents.”
"Is that so? Then your parents usually don't care about you. Is there anyone else in your family?”
"My parents are usually very good to me, and I have an older brother. It should be about the same as you!"
"Is that so?"
Bai Mengfei's words brought back Ren Zhong's memories. At that time, he and Bai Shiqi were good friends and good buddies. They went to school together. He would play with Bai Mengfei and bring that little rascal Shao Yang along. Shao Yang would make Bai Mengfei cry every time. Bai Mengfei did not go to Bai Shiqi, but Ren Zhong. At that time, his name was Liu Qingyang. He would always come up with all sorts of tricks to coax Bai Mengfei. Bai Mengfei had once told her brother that she would marry Brother Qingyang when she grew up.
Looking at the little girl who had already grown up, Ren Zhong had too many things he wanted to say, but he did not know where to start. Rather than saying that he had returned this time for her, it would be better to say that he had returned for revenge. Although he had yet to find out what had happened to his father, he knew that his father's matter had something to do with Bai Mengfei's father, Bai Junfeng, and Shao Yang's father, Shao Kang. Moreover, it had a lot to do with them. However, he had no evidence at all. His mother had passed away when he was in graduate school. Years of toil had accumulated into a body of illnesses. His mother, who was not even fifty years old, passed away just like that. When she died, her mother told him that she wanted him to find out how his father was framed. She had always thought that her husband was framed and wronged. In fact, how could Ren Zhong not know about this?
When he was in university, he majored in criminal investigation, so he was very familiar with those cases. Through his relationship with his classmates, he had also looked through his father's files from back then, but it was still the same. By chance, he met the old policeman who handled his father's case. The old policeman told him that his father was wronged. He didn't know either. He only found out that he was just a small police officer when he heard others talking about him behind his back. However, he said that his father was indeed a good leader back then and was very upright. However, he still had to find out what exactly happened in the end. Ren Zhong had tried to find many connections and people, but there was no news at all. By chance, he saw Bai Mengfei getting into this university. He knew that his Little Swan had grown up and got into the university, so he applied to transfer back to this university. The university he used to attend was preparing to let him study abroad, but he gave up. He knew that as long as his father's matter was not investigated, his conscience would not be able to get to the province.
His father still hadn't been released from prison. Three years ago, his father had passed away. When he received the call from the prison, he did not cry. He watched as they carried his father's body into the car and pulled it to the crematorium. When the ashes were handed to him, he still did not cry. He just silently closed the urn and sent it to the cemetery. She buried him beside her mother. He knew that his parents were finally reunited. He no longer had to worry. They were finally together. He had been in this school for almost two years, but he still had no clue. He watched Bai Mengfei walk past him every day, and he did not even have the courage to admit it. Sometimes, she really didn't know if she came back to investigate her father's case or for her.
"Teacher Ren, are you alright?"
"No. Why? Do you think I'll be fine? You seem to have the wrong target. It's not that I have something to do, but that you don't want to tell me. Forget it, I'm not a gossipy teacher. I'd better not guess what's on the minds of young people like you. Don't guess what's on a girl's mind. Don't guess. You won't understand no matter how you guess.”
"Teacher Ren, you're so humorous. Thank you."
"Thank me? For what? I didn't say or do anything.”
"No, you've already told me a lot. Looking at me reminds me of a brother in our courtyard when I was young.”
"No way, little girl. Even if you wanted to build a relationship, you wouldn't have to do this! I am your teacher."
"I'm sorry, Teacher Ren. You're really similar to my brother in the courtyard when I was young. When school just started, I was scared silly when you taught us for the first time. But thinking about it, how could you be him? Both of you have different surnames. But you two are really alike. Forget it, let's not talk about him anymore."
Ren Zhong really wanted to say," Silly girl, I am." He opened his mouth, but he did not say anything.
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