I once tried to use a smile to count all the pain you gave me, but in the end, tears flowed out of my eyes with a smile. My heart ached so much that I let go of your hand. I wanted to give love freedom, let love fly, from simplicity to indifference, how tired was that? The ending was already known, just like the script was already written. What should we do to change it? What can we change?
Ever since Bai Mengfei left the hospital, she had gotten used to going to the field after class. She was used to being silent and alone. She would try her best to smile and tell others that she was doing well when they looked at her with concern. However, there were more tears behind her smile. Every time he saw her like this, Ren Zhong's heart would ache. What did he want to change? However, he could not change it.
Shao Yang also called him once a day, but they couldn't change anything. All she did was give Bai Mengfei one more phone call to deal with and make her tell all the lies one more time. Bai Mengfei wanted to laugh every time she heard what she said on the phone, but she couldn't. She didn't know when she had become so hypocritical that she didn't even recognize herself anymore.
Who am I? Where am I from? Who do I feel pain for? Who do I feel sad for? Who would feel pain and sadness for me? Bai Mengfei asked herself again and again, but no one could answer her.
"Why are you here?"
"How can I not be here?"
"No, I mean, why do I always meet you? How is it, little girl? Are you feeling better? Look at your sad face. Is there something wrong? I can help you analyze it. If I can't analyze it with the Chinese method, I'll use the foreign method. Don't forget that I teach English.”
"Stop gossiping. What can happen to me? What's wrong with you teaching English? Don't tell me that the moon in foreign countries is rounder than in China? I don't believe it. Those principles in foreign countries are copied from us. Did they have the Art of War? Did they have the Book of Changes? Do they have the Book of Changes? No way! In terms of analysis, we Chinese are the ancestors. Sigh, Teacher Ren, you can't be so coincidental to meet me here every time, right? You're making me feel like you're doing this on purpose. Don't tell me you're interested in me and want to pursue me!”
"Little girl, what are you talking about? Chasing you? You? Do I still need to chase you? It's nothing, it's just a shriveled and skinny appearance. It's not my type. Besides, there's such a big difference between us. I don't have the obligation or the mood to coax a little girl! He was too tired. I'm just used to taking a walk on the field. Who would have thought that I would run into you by chance?”
"What are you talking about? If I call you teacher again, will you still be a teacher? You want to chase me, but I don't want to. With you like this, forget it! If I walk on the street and my friends or classmates see me, they will think that I stole someone from the terracotta soldiers. If I don't handle it well, the cultural relics department might even find trouble with me. I'd better save it!”
"Little girl, why are you so sharp-tongued? You don't even use vulgarities when scolding others. Let's see who dares to want you in the future. I'm your teacher. If you're rude to me, I'll teach you a lesson.”
"Teacher Ren, can you get this straight? You were the one who provoked me first. I'm just following your words. I want to ask, are you such a casual teacher? Moreover, I'm not a casual person! Besides, you're not human when you're casual!”
"What are you talking about?"
"No, I didn't say anything." Since she didn't understand what Ren Zhong meant, Bai Mengfei didn't bother explaining. She didn't want to offend Ren Zhong. He was the idol of all the girls in the Humanities Department. If they knew that she had described their idol like that, they would skin her alive. She didn't want to be the target of such a gossipy woman. It was better to avoid trouble.
However, she just could not understand why Ren Zhong had to take care of her class's English class when he was teaching the Humanities Department. Moreover, their department only taught their class. Some people said that Ren Zhong's girlfriend was in their class, while others said that Ren Zhong had taken a fancy to a girl in their class. However, in the end, these rumors were all dispelled by themselves. Until now, no one could explain why. Perhaps only the person involved would know!
"Look at your aggrieved face. You've written everything on your face. You think that you'll be fine just because you're pretending to be fine. Don't look at it anymore. Look at the memorials on your face. If you continue, you'll become an old lady. She was already so old, yet she still didn't know how to take care of herself.”
Bai Mengfei's heart tightened. Why did these words sound so familiar? Someone had said the same thing to her in the past, but looking at the person in front of her, it didn't seem like it. But why did he say the same thing to her? When he pressed his hand on her forehead just now, she actually had a misconception.
He had already left for more than ten years. In these ten years, his father and Uncle Shao had sent countless people, but they could not find him. Where could he be? Why did he leave without a word back then? If she was left there to be sad, where would the boy who wanted to marry her be?
"Little girl, why are you in a daze? Do you really like me? I'm still very handsome.”
"Tsk, what are you talking about! Seeing you reminds me of someone.”
"Who is he? Your boyfriend!”
"Boyfriend, maybe he is, maybe he isn't. He's a boy who's made me his wife since I was young. I haven't heard from him for more than ten years. However, there was no news at all. It was as if he and his mother had disappeared into thin air. No matter how I looked for them, I couldn't find them. When he left, he left me a whistle. He told me that as long as I blew it, he would come to my side. However, when I blew it, he wasn't by my side. Now, I have already treasured that whistle. It was a beautiful memory of my childhood.”
"Ah, that can't be. You've been in love since you were young.”
"What? Are you a teacher? What kind of puppy love is that? That boy is a little brother in our courtyard. He is my brother's best friend. His father is my father's best friend. However, I liked him back then. At that time, I even made my brother jealous. He said that he was my real brother. But later, for some reason? He disappeared. It was as if he had disappeared and we never contacted each other again. All these years, every time I dreamed, I would dream of him. He was very handsome and had a very beautiful girl accompanying him. In fact, as long as he is happy, my brother, my family, and Shaoyang's family will send our best wishes.”
"Is that so? Aren't you jealous? After all, he wanted to marry you when he was young?”
"What? You took the child's words seriously? But even if I took it seriously, what about him? I haven't seen him for so many years. I wonder if he has changed. Will he still remember me who chased after him? As long as he has someone to take care of him, why would I be jealous? I really want him to be happy. I can't give him happiness, really.”
"You can afford it."
"What did you say?"
"Nothing?"
Ren Zhong fell into deep thought. How could he not understand what Bai Mengfei had said? The little girl who chased after him back then was now beside him, but he could not recognize her. They were all looking for him, so why were they looking for him? Do you want to silence me?
What happened back then? He hadn't found out the truth yet, so he wouldn't reveal his true identity to Bai Mengfei now. In fact, why wouldn't he be happy to sit beside her, care for her, and protect her?
Silly girl, you can give me happiness, but I can't give you happiness. I don't know if you'll still care about me when we know the truth. Will I still be your Brother Qingyang? If one day, you find out that I've been lying to you, will you blame me? Will you hate me?
That whistle is a souvenir I gave you. You still have it. Thank you for not forgetting me. If one day, you find your own happiness, then I will also bless you with my 120% sincerity.
"Thank you, Teacher Ren. It's nice to chat with you. Can we be friends? I'm just saying that we're friends. Don't think about anything else. I'm serious.”
"We'll be friends in the future. I'm serious. In the future, if it's just the two of us together, you can call me Alex. Does that make us more like friends?"
“Alex。This name was very pleasant to hear. The Chinese translation was Alex, right?”
"You can call me that too? Up to you! Do whatever you like."
"Thank you! Alex。You're like a long-lost friend, warming my heart. Perhaps you were sent by the heavens to protect me. Every time I was in pain, sad, or even when I fainted, you would appear in front of me. I'm really grateful to you. It was you who warmed every wound of mine.”
"Maybe! Perhaps the heavens saw that you were suffering and sent me here. Therefore, I will be your protective umbrella in the future. With me protecting you, you will be very happy and keep all your worries and pain at the door.”
Bai Mengfei burst into laughter. Ren Zhong looked at the smile on Bai Mengfei's face. He knew that this little girl was really happy. Perhaps this was all he could do. He had so many things to say to Bai Mengfei, but he kept swallowing them back. Right now, he was only her teacher and her friend Alex. Other than that, he was no one else.
"Fei 'er, why are you here? I had to look for you and call your dormitory before I knew you were here. Who is this?"
"I told you, brother, you're really something. You managed to find your way here. Let me introduce you. This is my English teacher, Ren Zhong. Teacher Ren, this is my brother, Bai Shiqi.”The two men who were harboring evil intentions shook hands lightly. Bai Shiqi felt that he had seen this man there before and was too familiar with him. Why did this feeling feel so familiar? Who was it? However, he couldn't recall.
"Teacher Ren, right? Thank you for saving my sister last time. I was going to visit you when I had time, but I didn't expect to meet you here. Teacher Ren is really young and promising!"
"CEO Bai, you're too polite. You're also managing such a large corporation by yourself. I heard that the next film will be listed on the market. It's really not easy.”
"There, there."
"Are you guys done being polite? Don't you feel hypocritical? I can't stand you guys. They were clearly humans, but they were acting like wolves. It was really disgusting to look at.”
"Hahaha, alright. Bai Mengfei, you can continue chatting with your brother. I'll be leaving first. Call me if you need anything in the future. I'm always on call." Looking at Ren Zhong's back, Bai Shiqi suddenly thought of Liu Qingyang. Why didn't he look like him?
He was too familiar with this voice. He wanted to investigate this person. Even if he was not Liu Qingyang, why did this person approach his sister? He even knew that he was the general manager and that the company was about to go public. Only the higher-ups in their company knew about this. Even his sister did not know, let alone an outsider like him.
"Why? That teacher of yours is very handsome. Is he trying to woo you?”
"What are you talking about? Are you still my brother? He is my teacher, and I already have Shao Yang. Besides, is he as handsome as Shao Yang? I really have to hand it to you. We did run into each other and just chatted for a while.”
"Is that so? I'm just worried about you. Alright, don't be angry with your brother. Let's go to your canteen. I'll take out the soup. Drink it quickly. Otherwise, it'll get cold. This is the soup that Mom made with love. You have to drink more. Otherwise, Mom will be unhappy.”
"Okay, I'll drink a little more." Let's go. Bai Mengfei pulled Bai Shiqi to the cafeteria.
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