Shao Yang called Bai Mengfei early in the morning and asked her to go online. Actually, he wanted to see her. He had been very busy these days, but he always took time to call Bai Mengfei and ask about her situation. Sometimes, he felt that they were not a couple but like brother and sister. He cared about her and loved her, but what did she do to him?
Whenever something happened, he would call to express his concern. When she had nothing to do, she would send him a text message. It was just a few short words," Everything is fine. Please don't worry about me." Not a single word more, not a single word less. Why was she so stingy with her words when she spoke to him? Did she not love him anymore, or could she not love him, or had she never loved him at all? Perhaps it was time for her to be laid off as a substitute. But he still couldn't let go of her. Ever since he was young, he had always protected her. He had always given in to her. In this life, he would never marry anyone but her.
But what was the truth? She only loved a shadow, and that shadow was not herself, but Liu Qingyang. Why was it that after so many years, she still could not forget him? The person she had been thinking about was always him. Could it be that she had really lost to a shadow opponent? Shao Yang was unwilling, but what could he do? If a person's heart was no longer with you, and you still insisted on it, was there any meaning in that?
Shao Yang often asked himself if it was really boring, but he just liked her. Her every frown and smile had long been deeply imprinted in his mind and could not be forgotten. Therefore, he decided to take a step back and see if Bai Mengfei really disliked him. If that was the case, he would not only hurt Bai Mengfei but also himself if he continued to wait aimlessly. If she liked him and loved him, he would be willing to wait no matter how long it took.
"Fei 'er, are you online?" Shao Yang had been sending messages. He had helped Fei 'er apply for this QQ number. He had also helped him create the space for her, the kind of music and painting. Even the people in their dormitory said that it was beautiful and had once begged Shao Yang to make one for them.
Every time, Shao Yang liked to visit Bai Mengfei's Qzone. He would help her tidy it up and change her songs. If there were any good articles or stories, he would put them in her Qzone. Shao Yang had applied for a QQ account for Bai Mengfei, but Bai Mengfei did not even change her password. There was once when Shao Yang joked to Bai Mengfei," Aren't you afraid that I'll steal your account?" Bai Mengfei said with a serious face." If you do, then I won't chat with you online anymore. If someone else did, then you have to help me get it back. Otherwise," I won't go online so that you won't be able to find me. Shao Yang had too much helplessness towards Bai Mengfei. Every time he saw her and heard her voice, his mood would be very good. Sometimes, he wondered why.
Bai Shiqi told him that there was no reason. He didn't even understand the principle that the same sex repels and the opposite sex attracts. In fact, the parents of the two families were also happy to see them together. After all, they knew each other very well. Shao Yang's father had once said that he would marry them after they graduated from university. Bai Mengfei did not object or express her opinion. Of course, the Bai family was happy. But Bai Shiqi didn't think so. She knew her sister too well. Just because she didn't express it or object to it didn't mean that she accepted it. Shao Yang knew that Bai Mengfei was invisible every time she went online. She would only talk to you if she was willing to talk to you. If she was unwilling, she would not reply no matter how many messages you sent her. However, he did not expect her to reply so quickly today.
"You're here. Are you free today? It's rare for you to rest, so I'm not too busy.”
"I'm sorry, I can't help it. Have you been better recently? I'm worried about you."
"Much better. Now, every Friday afternoon, my brother will bring me home, and my mother will accompany me 24 hours a day. She would only go to rest when I was sleeping and she was sitting beside me until I was sound asleep. Sigh, my illness this time caused a lot of trouble for my family.”
"Right? Now you know how torturous it is to be sick! I can't eat or sleep because of you. How are you going to make it up to me?”
"I'll make it up to you. I'll make it up to you with two big ears. You still want me to compensate you, but I don't even care about me, and you still talk about me. I hate you to death.”
"I'm not ignoring you, I really am not. Didn't I just finish my work and ask you to go online? Alright, how do you want me to make it up to you? Why don't I buy your favorite things and send them to you by express delivery? What should we do?"
"Alright, I won't tease you anymore. I've been very good recently. I'm just a little annoyed.”
"What's wrong? Can you tell me? Honey. Let your husband help you solve it."
"Hahaha, if you could help, I would have told you long ago. Who asked us to be an old couple for so many years? You really can't help. Don't worry, I'll take care of it. Old Eunuch." Hearing Bai Mengfei call him 'old father', Shao Yang was overjoyed. This was how they addressed each other. Shao Yang called Bai Mengfei his wife, and Bai Mengfei called him' old father'. Shao Yang had once asked her why.
Everyone else calls me husband, so why do you call me grandpa? It'll make others misunderstand and think that I'm your grandpa. Bai Mengfei pretended to be very disdainful. Was she going to tell him what was going on? Old Eunuch was the short form of Hubby Hubby. He didn't even know this. Shao Yang laughed so hard that he couldn't straighten his back. He never knew that the short form of Hubby Hubby was actually Old Eunuch. He had no choice. As long as Bai Mengfei was willing, he would be willing to call him anything. When he was young, Bai Mengfei called him Golden Fur Lion King. He didn't know why.
Shao Yang's hair had been curled up since he was young. Even now, when he walked on the streets, people would look at him strangely, thinking that he had deliberately curled his hair. However, heaven and earth knew that he had been like this since he was young. At that time, he even blamed his parents, but everyone just laughed it off. His classmates called him Curly Hair Dog, and only Bai Mengfei called him Golden Fur Lion King. He asked why. Bai Mengfei's Golden Fur Lion King meant dog. He was so angry that he ignored her for a few days. In the end, he only paid attention to her after she apologized to him. However, not long after, she still called him Golden Fur Lion King. Anyway, he couldn't do anything to her, so he let it be.
"Grandpa, I've fallen in love with someone recently. What should I do?”
"Who do you like? A man or a woman.”
"Is there a difference between men and women?"
"If it's a man, I'll be jealous. Then I'll consider it."
"Are you crazy? I won't talk to you anymore. If I had known earlier, it would be useless to tell you.”
"Alright, Honey, I was just teasing you. What did that man look like? Was he more handsome than me? What did he do? Where are they from? Don't tell me he's from your school!" "You still dare to say that I'm ignoring you?"
"Alright, alright, I won't say anything else, okay? Do you really like him? Have you fallen in love with him?" In fact, Shao Yang was feeling sour inside. He didn't know what to feel. He was very grateful for Bai Mengfei's honesty. At least she wouldn't hide anything from him. Like was like, love was love. As long as she liked and was happy, there was nothing he could not let go of.
"I can't say that I love him or like him. I just feel that I want to be with him, but he still left me. Is it because he doesn't love me, or is it my own wishful thinking? I don't know why, but every time I think of him, my heart feels very warm. I admit that this is a little cruel to you, but I can't hide my true feelings from you, right? If that's the case, it's unfair to you. We grew up together. You know me, and I know you better. Isn't it?"
"Is that so? Then what exactly is he thinking? Is there any difficulty, or is he just playing around? Why don't you ask him why? If he says he loves you, then be brave enough to be with him. If he says he doesn't love you, then let go. I can still accept you.”
"Shao Yang, what are you saying? Do you think you're a trash recycling station? I'm not trash. Just because you said you want to reclaim me, you can reclaim me. I'm so angry at you.”
"Alright, alright, I was wrong. I was wrong, okay? Fei 'er, I just want to tell you that no matter how much pain you suffer outside, no matter how much suffering you have to go through, I will always be with you. If one day, you get tired of playing, believe me, I will always stand behind you, waiting for you, accompanying you. Although you have no love for me, I know that ever since Liu Qingyang left, you have always been his substitute, right? Now that I can see you like someone so much, I'm also very happy because you finally know that you've learned to love someone. You've also tried to love. This is very good. Really, I really wish you well.”
"I've never treated you as a substitute for anyone. Really, although I liked to be with them when I was young, the past is already in the past. All I know is that you've been by my side all these years. When I cry, you'll lend me a shoulder. When I'm tired, you'll hold me in your arms. You'll protect me at all times. I understand all this, but love can't be exchanged. I'm really just a sister to you. If I hurt you like this, I really apologize to you. Please forgive me.”
"Fei 'er, I really didn't expect you to say that. Thank you. You didn't hurt me. Really, everyone has the right to pursue love and the freedom to pursue happiness. I'm fine, really fine. Don't waste your hard-earned happiness just because you care about my feelings. Believe me, as long as you are happy, I will only give you my blessings.”
Shao Yang didn't expect Bai Mengfei to be so honest with him. Since young, she had always followed behind him, seeking protection. He had gotten used to it all these years, but he didn't know that this wasn't love. Now that she was going to find his love, was he still going to hold on to it so tightly? If he loved her, he would let her go and let her be happy.
"Thank you." After Bai Mengfei finished typing, she turned off her computer. She didn't know why she said these words to Shao Yang. It was really unfair to him, but what could she do? She didn't love him. Even if they were forced to be together, it would be even more painful. Why should he let both of them suffer? Perhaps he could have pursued his own happiness if he had talked things out earlier.
Bai Mengfei sat in front of the computer desk in a daze. It was as if this was a dream. Now that she had woken up, she had to stand up again and find her own happiness. Although she didn't know where Wang Yifan was, she knew that they would still be together by fate.
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