Wang Yifan rode very slowly along the way. It was unknown whether it was because of the downhill road or because he wanted to see more of Bai Mengfei. He could have arrived at the county town in ten minutes, but he rode for almost forty minutes.
When they arrived at the highway station, he helped Bai Mengfei buy a ticket and silently sent her to the bus. The two of them were silent. In fact, most of the time, we didn't know if parting meant meeting again. Even if they could meet again next time, would they still be like now, without any awkwardness, and treat each other honestly? No one knew. Looking at Bai Mengfei in the car, Wang Yifan's rationality told him that she was just a passer-by in his life. Don't mind her, don't mind her. He kept telling himself in his heart, but there was a voice in his heart telling him that he needed her phone number. Otherwise, it would be very difficult for them to meet again in this life. Even if they could not be together in the future, he had to know if she was doing well.
Wang Yifan suddenly realized something. He ran away quickly. Bai Mengfei didn't know what had happened. Was it because he didn't want to see her leave, or something else? Bai Mengfei thought for a moment. No matter what, she should find him and tell him about it. She should ask for his number so that she could contact him in the future. No matter what, as long as he was doing well, she could at least rest assured. Just as she was hesitating, Wang Yifan suddenly stood in front of her with a bag of snacks in his hand.
"I forgot to buy you something. There are some food and drinks here. Be careful.”Wang Yifan handed the things to Bai Mengfei and went down without looking back. Bai Mengfei wanted to say something, but she choked.
Looking at Wang Yifan's back as he got out of the car, she really wanted to shout, but no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't make a sound. She could only let her tears flow freely like an open faucet. At this moment, the car started slowly. She did not look at the unfamiliar but familiar figure under the car. She stubbornly buried her face between her legs. She did not want this person she had only met once to see these tears that she should not have seen. Between being willing and reluctant, she could only choose to let go.
If we hadn't met, I would still be at the end of the world, and you would still be at the corner of the sea. Between you and me, we would each keep our own bright and beautiful smile. However, this fated encounter ended our respective fortifications. From now on, there is an unforgettable you in my heart. I don't know if you will also keep a small place in your heart for me. In this era that doesn't believe in love, I met you and let each other have unrealistic feelings. Farewell, let my longing blossom. I don't know what kind of fate this is, nor do I know what kind of fate this is.
" I thought that I would live a dull life like this. I would marry Shaoyang and have children. I would live a dull life. He loves me, so I might fall in love with him. However, after meeting you, I know that even if I married him and lived with him, I would not be happy. My happiness was left to you, who I had only met once. In the past, I always laughed at other people's love at first sight. I thought that it was only a plot in a melodramatic drama. I was not fated to be with you in this life. However, after meeting you, I believed it. Love at first sight didn't only happen in melodramatic dramas but also in real life.
Could it be that the encounter between you and me was just the opening and closing of a program? And then, destined to die quietly in this lost season? He had once admired the love of butterflies, but he only had one love in his life. Even if he couldn't fly over the sea, even if he died in the sea for love. She also wanted to become that butterfly and fall into oblivion. Although it was desolate, it was also incomparably beautiful.
However, I am not a butterfly. I can only live alone in the world. On the way back, Bai Mengfei thought about many things, but she was still thinking about Wang Yifan. Perhaps we would meet again in the next life. She only prayed that we could meet each other in the next life. She hoped that we could see each other in the crowd and hold hands to continue our fate in this life. She had promised him her next life, but who did he give it to? From now on, I will continue my dream, and you will continue your life. We have never been parallel.
After Wang Yifan sent Bai Mengfei off, he silently went to the mountain behind the village. Looking at Qianling in the distance, he seemed to see him holding Bai Mengfei's hand and walking together.
Reason told him that he shouldn't be like this. He already had a girl named Qi Miao in his life. This girl would be the love of his life. Whether there was love or not, he had to take responsibility for love. He had once blamed his father for ruining his son's happiness, but there was nothing he could do. His parents were 100% satisfied with Qi Miao. Although they had only met a few times in a hurry, they did not even communicate verbally. Since he was young, he knew that he had a wife. She was a woman who would treat others well for the rest of her life, regardless of whether they loved her or not. Although his parents had long since lost their will and matchmaker's words, Wang Yifan's father, Wang Yonglu, was a man of his word. He believed that as long as the Qi Miao family did not break off the engagement, he would never let Wang Yifan break off the engagement. Moreover, the Qi Miao family liked Wang Yifan, and Qi Miao's father wanted Wang Yifan to take over his position and help manage their family's business. In this way, Wang Yifan could never have the thought of breaking off the engagement. He did not dare to have the thought of giving up everything for Bai Mengfei. He was willing, but would Bai Mengfei really like him?
Wang Yifan didn't know how trustworthy such a love was for someone he had only met for a day. He didn't want to know either. If he loved someone, then he had already loved them. Why should he investigate if they had really loved each other? From the look in her eyes, he knew the answer. Wang Yifan sat on the hill and thought about many things. In about ten days, he would be returning to the army. This one month holiday had made him a little lazy. The muscles on his body were protesting against him. Wang Yifan smiled at the distant Daling. He didn't know why he was smiling. Maybe he saw her, or maybe he was just smiling. Was he laughing at his own passion or at the heartlessness of fate? Why did he make such a big joke out of himself?
After a fifty-minute drive, Bai Mengfei returned to the city. She suddenly felt unaccustomed to it. She was born, raised, and went to university in this city. She had never thought about what this city would bring her. What would he leave for her?
Now, she suddenly felt that the city was too noisy. There were too many people, too many cars, and the reinforced concrete city was like an invisible prison. It was suffocating. She missed the small village where Wang Yifan's family lived. Although the villagers worked hard, they lived their own happy lives. He didn't have much money, but he was very happy.
Looking at the crowd that passed by her, Bai Mengfei felt like escaping for the first time. She hailed a taxi and told the driver her destination. She didn't say another word. Looking at the busy street outside the car window, she really felt like she was escaping with that man called Wang Yifan.
The falling leaves were not only pursued by the wind, but also because the tree did not want to retain them?
I don't know if you'll miss me after I leave. Perhaps I'll be the only one left, missing you alone. He didn't know why. In the vast sea of people, I don't know if it was fate or destiny that allowed me to meet you. Perhaps from now on, you will become my eternal memory. He didn't know why. Our encounter would be so short. I don't know why fate separated us so quickly. I really didn't know if I should be grateful or resentful. In the face of this fated encounter and separation, what can we do?
He thought of that sentence: Fate wants us to separate, why should we hold on tightly? Perhaps the highest state of love is to let go, but the premise of letting go is that there must be love. Do we have love? How much love was love at first sight? How real? No one can tell me. But I really did love you. I loved you so rashly, so unknowingly. Until now, I still don't know what attracted me to you. I don't understand either. Why did I fall in love like this? It was a story that others treated as a joke, but I experienced it for myself.
There was no right or wrong in love. If one had to distinguish right from wrong, then it could only be that they met the right person at the wrong time. Should I complain or pretend that nothing happened? Even if I can forget you, the softest part of my heart is still for you. I'm sorry. Even if I'm sad now, I'll disappear from your world when I return to the city. I'm just a passerby, but I still hope you'll remember me. From now on, my blessings are for you. You must be happy and treat the people you love well. Although I am reluctant to part, I am helpless against the cycle of fate.
I'm in pain, really in pain. From the moment I got in the car and burst into tears, I understood. If I cry, who will feel sorry for me? I'm tired, who will let me rely on? Who would care if I was in pain? I'm drunk, who's going to comfort me? I smiled, who would care about the tears in my eyes? Perhaps only when I'm asleep, no one will care about the tears on my pillow. It was said that the wind would change with the seasons, and the dust would always dance with the wind. Pain always healed with the turn of time, and the heart was always buried with the yellow soil. Maybe I really did let go, or maybe I really couldn't let go.
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