I don't know how I woke up, but I remember my tears soaking the pillow. Jun Hao, Yan Muyu, the two men I missed. I missed Jun Hao's love in my previous life. Do I have to continue missing it in this life?
I told myself,'In this life, you are Ling Mo, not Xiao Yuanxin.' Xiao Yuanxin had missed out on Jun Hao because of Yixiang. Could it be that Ling Mo in this lifetime would also miss out on Yan Muyu and the happiness of this lifetime because of Yixiang? Xiao Yuanxin did not have the courage to love again. Could it be that Ling Mo did not have the courage either? Could it be that just because of Yi Xiang, I would no longer believe in love in both my lives, and no longer believe that there would be a man who would love me in this world?
No, the Xiao Yuanxin in her previous life was weak, but the Ling Mo in this life should not be like that anymore. She should be brave enough to love. Even if she was hurt, she should at least have loved before. She should not regret it after missing out like in her previous life. That's why I'm going to look for Yan Muyu.
I got up and packed some clothes and money. I opened the bag and took out all the women's clothes and put them into men's clothes. I also changed into men's clothes and left a letter for grandfather, father, and mother. Then, I opened the door and prepared to leave.
At this moment, Cai 'er appeared in front of the door, looking at me,"Miss, please bring Cai' er along."”
I thought that it would be better to bring Cai 'er along. At the very least, Cai' er's martial arts weren't bad, so it would be much safer than going alone, so I agreed to Cai 'er's request to go with me. Cai 'er also changed into men's clothing, and the two of us led the horses to the back door of the villa.
Just as she was about to leave through the back door, she heard a voice behind her.”
She turned around and saw her mother's thin body standing in the darkness. She ran over to hug her mother and cried," Mother, I'm sorry." Mo 'er was unfilial, but she had to find Yan Muyu. She did not want to regret it.”
Mother hugged me and said," Silly Mo 'er, Mother understands your thoughts. Since you've made your decision, Mother will definitely support you. However, you have to take good care of yourself along the way. Your cousin's guards will protect you on the way. Mo 'er, remember to come back early."
I nodded and said," Mother, Mo 'er understands. It's just that Mother must help Mo' er with Father.”
"Silly child, I will tell your father. Your father will understand.”
She looked at her cousin who was standing beside her mother." Cousin, thank you."”
Cousin put away the folding fan in his hand and looked at me as he said," There's no need for a family to be so polite. Muyu left in the afternoon and went to Jin Du. His horse can travel thousands of miles a day. You can't catch up to him. You can only go to Jin Du. I'll get them to protect you on the way. Mo 'er, be careful."”
After bidding farewell to Mother and Cousin, I mounted my horse and left through the back door of the Soaring Snow Manor, heading towards the official road to Jin Du. The reason why I had to leave the Ling Xue Manor secretly was because I knew that if I told Father that I wanted to go look for Yan Mu Yu, he would definitely not agree, so I could only secretly run out.
At night, we galloped on the road for an unknown amount of time until the sky brightened. There was a small teahouse by the roadside. Cai 'er and I dismounted, and as soon as we entered, the waiter enthusiastically came over and invited Cai' er and me to sit down. "Young Master, what do you want to eat?"
I imitated what I saw on TV and said to the waiter," Just bring a pot of good tea and a few good dishes.”He looked around the shop. It was quite small and simple. It was probably located between the two cities and was also a place for pedestrians to rest.
I said to the door," Big brothers, come in and rest.”I know that the two heroes at the door are the people cousin sent to protect me. Seeing that no one came in, I continued," I know that the two of you are cousin's men and are people who do great things. Now that you are forced to be with a nobody like me, it is indeed quite embarrassing. However, since cousin has already given the order, I will have to trouble the two of you. If I don't entertain you well and starve or tire the two of you, cousin will say that I don't know my manners.”I pulled your boss out, but you still don't listen to me. If you continue to be like this along the way, I'll go crazy.
Sure enough, after hearing me mention cousin, those two people came in and sat at the table next to Cai 'er and me. I shouted at the waiter,"Little second brother, that table also has the same serving."”
"Alright." The waiter replied loudly.
Cai 'er looked at me blankly, and I waved my hand in front of her eyes,"What's wrong?" Are you stupid?"
Cai 'er said,"Little…oh, no, Young Master, why are you different from before?”
I picked up the folding fan on the table, and with a swoosh, opened it, leisurely waving it, looking at Cai 'er and seriously asking,"Did you find that this Young Master is more handsome than before?"”
Seeing Cai 'er spurt out a mouthful of tea, I hurriedly covered my face with a fan. Cai' er wiped the water from her mouth while smiling,"I couldn't tell that you were handsome and unrestrained, but I feel that young master is becoming more and more romantic."”
This wretched girl, it turns out that after spending too much time with me, she's becoming more and more unruly. Staring at Cai 'er, who was laughing so happily, he picked up the teacup and took a sip.
At this moment, a few men who looked like businessmen walked into the shop. They sat at a table two tables away from us. After ordering something from the waiter, they started chatting.
At first, they were just casually talking about business matters. But later, a man with small eyes said mysteriously," Have you heard? The Cloudy Water Pavilion had taken in a few sects in the pugilistic world overnight. If this continued, the world's number one manor, the Frost Snow Manor, would be annexed sooner or later.”
Another dark-skinned man said," How is that possible? The Soaring Snow Manor was the number one manor in the world. How could it be destroyed by a small Cloudy Water Pavilion?”
"That's not necessarily true. The Snow Mountain Manor is the number one manor, but the power of the Cloud Water Pavilion cannot be underestimated.”A man in a green robe said.
I frowned and asked Cai 'er in a low voice,"Cai' er, what's going on with the Cloud Water Pavilion?"”
Cai 'er shook her head, and I glanced at her. Ai, what kind of girl is this? She doesn't even know how to help this young miss inquire about these things. Should I praise this girl's character of not gossiping, or should I say that she's too honest?
At this time, one of Cousin's guards, who was sitting at the table next to Cai 'er and me, sat down next to me and said,"The Cloudy Water Pavilion is a sect established five years ago. The identity of its Pavilion Master is mysterious and unfathomable. Until now, other than the left and right guardians of the Cloudy Water Pavilion, no one has seen the Pavilion Master's true appearance."”
Uh, he was being mysterious. The guard continued," In the beginning, the Cloudy Water Pavilion was just an unknown small sect. However, three years ago, the Cloudy Water Pavilion used some unknown method to make many small sects willingly join them. Until now, many large sects have also joined the Cloudy Water Pavilion. The status of the Cloudy Water Pavilion is only below the two large mountain villas, Ling Xue and Luo Xia. Even a three-year-old child on the street knew about this.”After saying that, he looked at me with disdain.
What did he mean? What do you mean by even a three-year-old knows? I'm the only one who doesn't know. Just say that I'm inferior to a three-year-old. At the very least, you should think about it. I'm a young lady who doesn't leave the house. How would I have the chance to know these things?
Ignoring those disdainful eyes, I turned to Cai 'er and asked,"Cai' er, what kind of man do you think the Cloud Water Pavilion's Pavilion Master is?"”To be honest, I'm really curious what kind of man would be so outstanding.
Cai 'er looked at me for a long time before saying,"Young master, you're fantasizing again, aren't you?"”
"Go to hell, what nonsense are you spouting?"”
Cai 'er touched the place where she had just been beaten, pretending to be extremely wronged, saying,"Young Master, you clearly said it yourself. Usually, when such a formidable character appears, he's very, very handsome, so it's normal to fantasize about him."”
At this moment, I pretended not to hear Cai 'er's words, sipping a mouthful of tea and discussing with the guard who spoke to me just now,"This tea is pretty good."”
After resting for a while, I stood up and said to Cai 'er,"Cai' er, let's go."”
At this time, Cai 'er was leaning on a stool, looking at me with a pleading expression,"Young master, I've been riding a horse for a whole night, please have some pity on me."”
Seeing Cai 'er shamelessly refusing to leave, he said,"Alright, you can stay here and rest well. We're leaving now. When we reach the next capital, we can have a good sleep and eat a feast."”
With that, he turned around and walked towards the door. Cai 'er immediately ran over, saying,"Young Master, Cai' er is joking."”
I couldn't be bothered to care about this girl. In the past, this girl was much more mature than me. However, after I returned to the Snow Mountain Manor, I realized that this girl had changed too much. Sigh, he shook his head and mounted his horse.
We finally arrived at Xingdu before the city gates closed. I found an inn to stay in. As soon as I entered the inn, the shopkeeper came up to me and cupped his hands to greet me."Young master, my room is clean and comfortable. I will prepare a heaven grade room for you to ensure that you are satisfied. Is that okay?"
I smiled and nodded." Then, I'll have to trouble you…"
The innkeeper hurriedly ordered the waiter to prepare. I walked to the table in the middle of the hall and sat down. Cai 'er also sat down, shouting at the innkeeper,"Innkeeper, what's delicious? Hurry up and bring it up!"”
Looking at cousin's two guards, this time they really gave me face and sat down together. Just as the dishes were all served on the table, they heard the sound of hooves coming from outside and stopping at the entrance of the inn.
A man walked in from outside. His facial features were distinct and deep, as handsome as if they were carved by a knife. His handsome eyebrows were slightly locked, and the thin corners of his lips were slightly raised, adding a sense of mystery to his temperament. His deep and wise eyes made people deeply infatuated. His cold and noble temperament faintly revealed the domineering aura of a king, and no one could guess.
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