Strange Version of the Red Lotus
42 Holding your hand, growing old with you

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Fu Yang saw Su He lying quietly on the stone bed. At that moment, his heart was really about to die. He did not show much expression on his face. He walked towards her, his footsteps light, as if he was afraid of disturbing her sleep. Shi Xiangke and Xiaoyue left.

This place was like a fairyland. There was white fog under his feet. It was the steam that floated out of it, with a hint of heat.

The water droplets covered Su He's face and her jade-like hands, just like the water droplets that had just come out of the shower. Her entire beautiful face looked like she was just sleeping. Yes, she would rather believe that she was just sleeping. Her fair skin and long, curly eyelashes were tightly shut, making people not dare to go up and disturb her sleep. She was so quiet, so tender. The pink autumn gown wrapped around her petite body, but it seemed so thin.

She was the one he was most familiar with. Was it an illusion? She was clearly right in front of him, but why was she so far away from him?

He sat beside her and looked at her. He told himself that she was just asleep and that he should not wake her up. He wanted her to sleep well.

Because the water vapor had been protecting her body and transmitting heat, when he held her hand, the temperature of her hand was just human body temperature, but it did not belong to her.

He caressed the back of her hand and looked at her."Will it be very hot? Hehe, this place is really a little hot!”

No one answered. She lay there quietly, and only the sound of someone's breathing could be heard in the air.

"They said that you've been sleeping here alone for a long time. I was really afraid that you would forget about me. Why are you like a little lazy worm?”

She helped her soft body up and lay quietly on his chest with her head as a pillow. She was afraid that she would fall off if she was not careful.

Su He, do you still remember the night before our wedding? The moon was so round that day, and the surroundings were very quiet. That day, you said that you were very nervous when you thought of marrying me. In fact, I was also very nervous, but I couldn't show it to you. You were like a child, making my heart ache. I was worried that you would be confused and hurt, so I always wanted to hold your hand and protect you. Thank you for choosing to walk with me for the rest of my life. In my so-called ordinary life, the person who was most worthy of being cherished was you. Our encounter was like fate given by the heavens. Just like that, you fell in front of me, catching me off guard. That day, you stood on the branch and wanted to pick up the kite with the broken string. When you fell, you fell into my arms like a green lotus, and also instantly fell into my heart. If time forgot yesterday, then I would run back to the scene where I met you yesterday and choose to meet you again. Fortunately, you were still there. We like to draw our beginnings bit by bit under the silent night sky with the pale moonlight. We talk about my hand holding you and your life together. I don't want you to become a stream that flows in a hurry in my life, so I always want to hold you and protect you. Even when the light disappears, I can still see your face clearly. Now you are still the scenery in the spring sun. You lie here quietly. You put your sadness, loneliness, and pain... All the emotions surrounded me, making me unable to touch you, so I believe that you're just asleep. You won't sleep for too long, because you can't forget that I'm still here.

Fu Yang, in my life, meeting you is the most beautiful scenery in my life. Even if I can't see you again, you're still the hesitation in my heart. I'm hesitating about how to let go of the reluctance in my heart. Why are you crying now? Is it because of me? Do you know that your tear fell into my heart, but I don't know where that heart went. It was the coldness of the night that rushed into my body. I wanted you by my side, but I let the darkness blur my eyes. So I imagined that you were by my side to forget that my heart was hurting. That person surrounded me, he was stabbing my heart. It really hurts here. How could I imagine that you were not by my side? It was the first time that the red dot in the depths of my memory was blown away and shattered the sadness of you and me. So it wasn't sadness, nor was it parting. I didn't want to leave you with sadness, nor could I treat it as parting. I just quietly waited by your side and never left. I stood in front of you where you couldn't see. I wanted to touch your body and tell you how I missed you, but I couldn't touch how to wipe away your tears. I could only look at you and accompany you in your sadness. I don't like sadness, so you can't be sad.

The two lines of tears at the corner of her eyes were a sadness that no one could understand. She only wanted to be gentle and gentle. That was the only thing that made Fu Yang unable to feel her breathing anymore.

All I want is your existence.

It was said that the separation in the world was expressed in tears. For Su He, those tears might not be tears, but the so-called deepest thoughts that led to the soul.

And that deep tunnel carried thoughts directly to the Imperial Palace.

Sitting at the writing table, Meng Chun, who was at the side, was grinding her ink. She watched as Wuyue seriously practiced her calligraphy with a brush. At this moment, Wuyue really looked like a princess. Her white dress with fur tails fell down slowly. The curve of her eyes looked down from the side. There was a faint smile on her lips. Even her small fan-shaped eyelashes were slightly trembling. It was impossible to tell the smile in her eyes. A few shiny platinum jade hairpins were inserted into her simple headdress. Only the most inconspicuous golden buyao was extra eye-catching, which was even more out of place with her gorgeous appearance.

Meng Chun looked at her writing on the white paper.

Once, Mengchun couldn't read. Her father said that it was useless for girls to study, so he sent her to the palace when she was young. She was lucky to meet such a good master like the princess. Although the princess had always been sick and weak, the emperor basically didn't allow the princess to move. Because of this, she became the princess's best playmate. The princess told her to read, and the princess said that she had to read in the palace, otherwise she wouldn't know if she was cheated. So she could recognize the line of words the princess wrote, but she couldn't understand it. It seemed like an oath?

Mountain without hills

heaven and earth together

How dare I break off with you

On the white paper, there were a few words. Meng Chun asked after a long time,"Princess, what does that mean?”

Wuyue looked up at Meng Chun with a mysterious smile.

Suddenly, a woman's voice rang in her mind, piercing her brain.

That voice was saying, hold your hand, grow old with you!

Then, she felt a sharp pain in her heart, causing the pen that Wuyue was holding to fiercely draw a line on the word "Jue" on the paper due to the pain. The brush fell off the table as she spoke, and it fell on Wuyue's white clothes, dirtying her gorgeous appearance. Her other hand covered her heart, enduring the pain. Cold sweat quietly crawled over her forehead. Meng Chun was shocked. She supported Wuyue's trembling body and asked with a worried expression,"Princess, what's wrong? Don't scare me! Imperial physician, right, imperial physician!"

Meng Chun wanted to shout at the door, but Wuyue grabbed her hand and said weakly,""Don't, don't call the imperial doctor. Just bear with it for a while!”Yes, she just had to endure it. This had happened countless times. Her heart ached inexplicably, but it would be fine after a while. However, it kept scaring Mengchun, who was serving her beside her. Perhaps she had just recovered from her illness and had not adapted to it.

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