Yan Jin was a little anxious, as if he wanted Shuimei to wake up. The gap between Shuimei and Baiqu was also a knot in her heart. Perhaps she had long known that she was destined to lose this love, but who would she lose it to? However, Shui Mei was the person she had chosen.
She looked at Jiang Baiqu and said slowly,"Baiqu, will this medicine really work?"”
Jiang Baiqu's voice was a little helpless, but there was a trace of confidence in his self-deprecating tone."Heh, if there is one in the world, I'm afraid there is nothing better than this…"
When Jiang Baiqu said this, his heart was in a mess. He still remembered Bai Yi's instructions. Unless it was a matter of life and death, he couldn't use it. This meant that he could save the world. Only he himself knew that if he still had time, he would go back and find Bai Yi instead of using medicine. But now, he couldn't. A few days ago, he always wanted to find Bai Yi, but he didn't know how to say it. Now, if he just held on like this, how could he have the face to see his sister again? Could it be that he only spoke when something happened?
However, he had already made up his mind. As long as he and Shui Mei were back to normal, he would go and welcome her back.
Yi Shuimei's moans gradually calmed down, turning into soft moans, and finally into silence. The remaining expression seemed to be a smile, as if she was just satisfied with breathing after exhaustion.
Jiang Baiqu's brows gradually relaxed. He stood up and sighed against the moonlight. Then, he slowly closed the window and wanted to turn around, but he hesitated for a moment. Then, he slowly saw Yan Jin's pale face. It was still pale and bloodless.
"Yan 'er, thank you." He choked on his sobs.”
"Bai Qu…you…"
"Yan 'er, I…"
Yan Jin and Bai Qu were at a loss for words at the same time. Yan Jin sighed and forced himself to smile. Bai Qu finally spoke,""Yan 'er, I, perhaps…"
He did not know why, but at this very moment, in front of this confidante whom he was most devoted to, he could not say anything. Yes, could he tell her that they would always be confidantes?
"I'm sorry, I've let you down." Jiang Baiqu said after a long time.”
When Yan Jin heard this, he smiled so magnanimously."I'm sorry. What did you do to me? Could it be that as an emperor, you can only have one woman?”
Her words were clear and straightforward, but it was heart-wrenching to hear them. The more she thought about it, the more Bai Qu's heart ached.
And how could Yan Jin not feel heartache? These words swirled in her heart. She turned around and was about to leave, but in the end, she stopped at the door. Her body seemed to be unable to stand anymore. In the end, she held the door frame and said in a very low voice,"Bai Qu, if there's a next life, we can't be friends…"
After Yan Jin said this, he pushed the door frame hard and walked far away without looking back. He would grant them their wish. Just like that, she disappeared into the lonely moonlight. The wind blew the withered leaves and leaves, making them sound hoarse. The sound of her skirt being blown by the wind was like a whistling sound, heroic.
Yan Jin's eyes contained a tear, but she did not let it fall.
Bai Qu, if there's a next life, let's meet again in an ordinary family…
Bai Qu, if there's a next life, we won't be bosom friends…
Bai Qu heard her weak voice, but he could not suppress the pain in his heart. Can't I make someone happy? Yan 'er, I'm sorry. When Jiang Baiqu thought of this, he decided to speak his mind.
He looked at Shui Mei, just like that…Shui Mei still did not wake up.
When Shui Mei woke up, it was already midnight. Jiang Baiqu was still sitting in front of her bed, just like that time three months ago. Yi Shuimei opened her eyes. Her vision was blurry, but she saw the man's face. He was the man she wanted to see so much, but didn't want to see so much.
She had no strength left in her body, but she still turned her head stubbornly, so that her back was facing Bai Qu. She seemed to be pouting and wanted to act coquettishly, but when Bai Qu saw her stubborn gaze and the stubborn look on her face, all his words turned into a sigh.
I am speechless on the banks of Yi River.
"Shui Mei, why do you have to die?" Jiang Baiqu said slowly.”
When Yi Shuimei heard this, her heart ached. She felt that even moving her fingertips was so laborious, but she had no strength to open her mouth, let alone argue with Jiang Baiqu.
"Shui Mei, I know I did wrong. Our love might not be equal in your heart." Jiang Baiqu said slowly.”
Jiang Baiqu's words seemed to hit the nail on the head. Yi Shuimei closed her eyes silently, but it was a silent agreement.
That's right, it was never equal. With just a single imperial edict from the Emperor, she had become his concubine.
Jiang Baiqu looked at Yi Shuimei's trembling eyelashes and his heart tightened. He reached out to hold her hand, but Yi Shuimei used all her strength to shake it off. Without a word, she shook off his hand.
"It was my fault. It was my fault that day." I only know a little about your mother now…"
Yi Shui didn't hear him mention her mother. She couldn't help but open her eyes and look at him. There was a thin layer of mist in her eyes as if she was saying," You know something…"
"I won't be like your father. It's my fault, but do you know why I was so sad that night?”
Yi Shuimei still didn't say anything. It was unknown whether she was disdainful to answer or too lazy to respond. However, Jiang Baiqu still insisted," Maybe you don't believe that I'm sad, but I'm telling you…it's true…" As he spoke, he was speechless again. For the first time in twenty-five years, he felt that the words in his heart were so difficult to say.
" I'm sad not because you rejected me in the beginning…because I promised you, and I shouldn't go back on my word…"
Yi Shui didn't hear this and was shocked. She knew that his anger came from her contempt for that love. "It's only because you see my love as a bargaining chip…that's why I'm so angry…So my love is just a tool in your eyes?" Jiang Baiqu said.”
" You would rather see your own body to achieve your goal than accept my love…" Jiang Baiqu's voice was so low, but it suddenly raised, as if he could not control his emotions."What do you think you are? Are you going to belittle yourself like that? If it was someone else, as long as it could help you take revenge, you would be willing to give yourself to him!”
His voice was close to madness, and even his tone had changed. It was hoarse and painful. It wasn't loud, but it had already lost a little of the usual modesty of a young master. It even revealed a little madness.
Yi Shuimei could hear the pain in his heart from his voice. Her heart softened. In fact, in those days when she was alone, she was also frustrated and regretful about this matter... But now, how could she forgive him, who had a bad record?
Everything was fine…but what about Yingran? What was going on with Su Li?
As he spoke, his speed gradually slowed down. He was suppressing and restraining his emotions. As he spoke, he rubbed his forehead and returned to his previous appearance. The loneliness on his face was blocked by his arm, so Yi Shuimei could not see it. However, he could still hear the helplessness in his voice.
He said,"I have the world in vain, but I can't get your heart…"
" Bai Qu…" Yi Shuimei was finally moved. At this moment, she could feel the pain of this emperor. She knew that she was wrong too. She didn't want him to suffer alone. Because responsibility should be shared by both of them.
However, when this thought flashed through her mind, she did not realize that she had already fallen deeply in love with him. It was just that her mind or body could not accept the fact that they were husband and wife.
Hatred was a chasm, waiting for her brave joy.
Jiang Baiqu suddenly turned around and said,""Shuimei, I've thought about Yingran's matter…I was wrong…What should I do to make it up to her?”
Yi Shuimei heard him mention Yingran but she had to respond. Her voice was very cold, not deliberately, but naturally,"Yingran…she has someone in her heart…"
Jiang Baiqu was stunned. He immediately understood why Yi Shuimei was willing to kneel and beg him that night, but he had mercilessly trampled on her dignity…
Jiang Baiqu's body suddenly swayed. He had already expended a lot of energy, and this news was like a sharp sword. His body suddenly leaned forward, almost unable to support himself. He half-knelt on the ground and repeated,""I'm sorry…I'm sorry…"
At this moment, he realized that he had not only hurt Shui Mei, but also a little girl's dream…
Jiang Baiqu spoke absent-mindedly for a long time before he suddenly thought,""I…I'll help them…"
When Shui Mei heard this, she found it ridiculous,"Heh, is that possible?"
Bai Qu did not take her sarcasm to heart. Instead, he nodded his head seriously. This action was inexplicably powerful. Perhaps it was because this action had the solemnity of an emperor.
Yi Shuimei actually nodded.
Jiang Baiqu once again had the chance to take the initiative.
"Eight years ago, it was actually Uncle Mu Li who was in power. I……was unable to salvage that defeat, it was truly my fault.”Jiang Baiqu's words sounded like an explanation, but he also took responsibility for it.
Yi Shuimei's eyebrows slowly relaxed. Looking at the pillars on the roof of the hall, she knew that he knew everything.
Jiang Baiqu's voice carried the solemnity of an emperor's majesty, but each word was gentle, as if he was lamenting. Yi Shui didn't hear the words that came from the bottom of his heart. He didn't want to make things difficult for him, but he didn't know what to do either. He had always been so conflicted. She suddenly thought of that night when they first met.
Now, there was no chance to forget each other in the martial arts world. Fate was destined to give the two of them an encounter and an extraordinary story after the encounter.
Jiang Baiqu's voice slowly turned into self-blame. He sighed and avoided Yi Shuimei's gaze as he looked out the window. Su Li... I'm sorry..."
Yi Shuimei was stunned when she heard this. Her heart softened, but she couldn't understand why he mentioned that woman. She wanted to speak, but she couldn't help but cough. It was so intense that it felt like he was about to vomit his lungs out.
"Shuimei, Shuimei." He anxiously called her name and sat by the bed, but she pushed him with all her strength. Bai Qu's body fell and he almost fell.
Shui Mei laughed at herself, laughing at herself for not having the strength to push this heartless man away. Then, she snorted coldly.
That's right, she felt that he was unfaithful. Once again, he faced his heart.
" So, I still love him. I get jealous…" Shui Mei sighed in her heart."What should I do…"
"I…I was really wrong. I clearly knew that she was a gift from the Left and Right Ministers, but I still accepted it…"
When Yi Shuimei heard this, she immediately understood. It was because she had fallen out of favor with her father that she had to be wary of him…Yi Shuimei suddenly felt something in her eyes. It was so uncomfortable. Why did everything about her have to be controlled by this "father"? She suddenly felt that her life was so sad.
Her father was powerful, noble, respected, and even heroic. However, all of this felt like a burden to her. She clearly had such a father, but she could not get his love.
" Why can't I abandon my family…" Yi Shuimei thought to herself. She wanted to forgive Bai Qu, but she couldn't help but say,""I'm sorry…"
Bai Qu was taken aback by this apology and asked,""I'm sorry. What are you sorry for?”
"You are the emperor, how can you only have one woman?”This sentence sounded like an apology, but Bai Qu couldn't suppress his jealousy and shock. It was exactly the same as Yan Jin's words, but the person who spoke at this moment was different…
Jiang Baiqu looked at Shui Mei and said slowly,""Don't say that…"
" Ha, I didn't appreciate your kindness. You went to find someone else…so what…" Although Yi Shuimei tried her best to smile at him, she couldn't do it for a moment.
Jiang Baiqu suddenly stretched out his hand. Yi Shuimei wanted to dodge, but Jiang Baiqu's hand touched her cheek. Jiang Baiqu held Yi Shuimei's face. Both Yi Shuimei's face and his hands were cold.
Yi Shuimei already had no strength left, so how could she dodge? He didn't know what Bai Qu was going to do, but his heart was beating fast for no reason.
Jiang Baiqu's voice became gentle and deep,"" Shui Mei, don't say it anymore…It's all my fault. It's not that you don't appreciate my kindness, but I've never made it clear to you…" Jiang Baiqu's voice was hoarse again. Shui Mei was about to speak, but he gestured with his fingers to shush her and put it by his mouth. He smiled at her and said,"Let me finish…"
" All this time, I owe you something. Now, I'll repay you…" Jiang Baiqu's statement seemed to come out slowly, and it had an irresistible charm. It was the first time Yi Shuimei felt her heart beating so fast. She knew that something was about to happen. Jiang Baiqu looked at her, and his eyes softened bit by bit. It was like the deep sea, without the stormy waves, only the warm wind was blowing.
"I love you…"
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